a/n Another freeverse! Mary's perspective again. :)

You stare at the

blank

blank

blank

wall

and wonder where

e/v/e/r/y/t/h/i/n/g

went wrong

..

Was it always

doomed to end this

w-a-y

because of who you were

and how you

l|i|e|d

to him?

Or is it

as you are

n:o:w

this you

who messed this up

-all on your own?-

Is it just you

plain old you

with no secrets and no past

who ruined

your MARRIAGE?

Is there something

w\./r\./o\./n\./g

inherently WRONG

with

you

that means

everything

you touch

is condemned to fall

a

p

a

r

t

?

..

Is it

the person you w/e/r/e

or the person you a/r/e

that John can't

s - t - a - n - d

to look at anymore

?

..

That's the

q

u

e

s

t

i

o

n

you *can't* answer

sitting here

staring at the

blankblank

wall

..

((Who does John hate?))

..

And it

k.i.l.l.s

you

s.l.o.w.l.y

inside

because

YOU DON'T KNOW