a/n Another freeverse! Mary's perspective again. :)
You stare at the
blank
blank
blank
wall
and wonder where
e/v/e/r/y/t/h/i/n/g
went wrong
..
Was it always
doomed to end this
w-a-y
because of who you were
and how you
l|i|e|d
to him?
Or is it
as you are
n:o:w
this you
who messed this up
-all on your own?-
Is it just you
plain old you
with no secrets and no past
who ruined
your MARRIAGE?
Is there something
w\./r\./o\./n\./g
inherently WRONG
with
you
that means
everything
you touch
is condemned to fall
a
p
a
r
t
?
..
Is it
the person you w/e/r/e
or the person you a/r/e
that John can't
s - t - a - n - d
to look at anymore
?
..
That's the
q
u
e
s
t
i
o
n
you *can't* answer
sitting here
staring at the
blankblank
wall
..
((Who does John hate?))
..
And it
k.i.l.l.s
you
s.l.o.w.l.y
inside
because
YOU DON'T KNOW
