Chapter 1 Goodbye Life
Run. My only thought. I was never one to retreat but, I didn't want to kill Peter and Charlotte. I just wanted to be alone. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to have time to think about things. Truly, they were nice but, I wanted a new life; away from they murder of one to sustain another. I wanted a life they could not give me. A life I couldn't actually have either. I knew they wouldn't let me go without a fuss so, I backed out of the most recent hunt. While they were" eating dinner" as it may be said, I took the opportunity to leave. I set a small half-sheet paper on the coffee table explaining why I had gone.
Peter & Charlott,
You were truly great to me. You showed me the life I longed for but thought I could never have. I will owe you eternally. I cannot tell you why I left. I honestly don't know myself. All I know is that I will probably never see you again. If I find whatever it is I am searching for and settle down to a place for any certain amount of time, I hope you will be able to find me. I will do my best to contact you. I would love it if you came to see me in the future. I hope you do not take my leave personally. I still consider us friends and hope that you think of us that way to. You have pulled me from an agonized life with Maria and brought me to a life without constant war. I do not posses words to tell you my eternal gratitude for this. You are the only friends I've ever had in my past life or my current. I am sorry if this causes you any pain. I meant for my leave to be peaceful. Put your hearts and minds to rest. Forget me for I am to t a past wind in an ancient forest, long gone and forgotten. Goodbye and I hope to see you again and you will have the full Jasper meet your acquaintance and not this sad shell of a being. You deserve better than that.
Jasper Whitlock
I blew through the trees. Faster and smoother than the wind that raged from my passage around me. Fleeing farther and farther away from humanity. Deeper into the black forest. I caused human life and my own person existence was excruciating and I could stand it no longer. I pushed myself farther an farther against the forest floor. Away from the constant reminders of what a wretched animal I was. I total ruthless killer. I felt the pain I caused the human race. Literally. I didn't want this. I never asked for it, and now, I would run form myself.
