I've been out of phoenix hospital and at home in forks now for 3 weeks and my dad's taking me to the hospital for my check up with Carlisle, as me and Edward haven't really spoken to each other much, he's mad at me for ditching Jasper and Alice and he's mad at Alice for not seeing me doing it, but I have a feeling she did see me doing it, but I thought James had my mum and I couldn't just sit back and do nothing so I did what I had to do.
Carlisle dose all his usual test's frowns at me asks me how my leg is doing I told him my leg feels fine like it isn't even broken so he sends me for an x-ray on It to check it, when we go back to Carlisle he looks at the results like he can't believe it,
"Bella your legs completely healed like it was never broken" he's say shocked
"really it has, cool does this mean I get this ugly big cast off then" I just smile up at him not really seeing what the problem is,
"well yes I suppose you can there's no need to have it on if it's not broken any more, though I can't believe it's healed already" he's still shocked and starts muttering about something but before I can ask him my dad say's
"come on then Bella let's go and get this thing off, thanks Carlisle let me know the result bout that case"
"of course I will Charlie it should be a few days till the results come in,"
I'm rolling my eyes at them bout as they start talking about work and I just turn out.
As my and dad are leaving Carlisle office he say's
"just be careful on that leg still though Bella cos even though its healed quickly it will still be fragile, something feels off with the way he says this, but I don't question I just smile and say "thanks doc"
So after dad drops me of home to go back to work I go shower and shave my leg cos it was gross, I start making dinner for me and dad cos god I'm starving I don't know what's up with me but the last few days I've been so hungry eating everything even dad commented on it, asking if I was ok, I've still not heard anything from Edward when I go to bed and I'm starting to get a bit concerned, I text Alice to see if he's still mad at her, she asks me about the hospital I tell her me legs no broken any more, and she says she will see me soon, then I go to sleep but my dreams the past few weeks have been crazy I'm nearly even scared to go to sleep.
I wake up the next morning get ready for school and Edwards there to pick me up for school but he seems really distant after asking him where's his been and why he's been avoiding me he just says he's been angry,
"Edward it's been 3 weeks already and your still angry at me for wanting to protect my mum, if it was Esme you would have done anything to protect her but I can't try and protect my mum, you know what Edward whatever I'll see you later maybe" I walk of trying not to cry he knows he's upset me but it's like he doesn't even care.
At lunch I sit with Alice ignoring Edward, and after school I get Alice to drop me of home this goes on like this for the rest of the week, and I'm pissed at Edward now, he's acting worse than Rosalie ever did and he's meant to be my boyfriend, even rose has been speaking to me like she likes me this last 4 days, now its Friday and school has finished and Edward asks me if he can drop me off home, I'm a bit shocked really but agree, the ride home is silent when we reach home he asks me to take a walk with him, somethings up I know they is I can feel it, we walk to the back of the house and I'm waiting for him to start talking,
"Bella were leaving we have been here to long and people are starting to question Carlisle's age and we need to end this I mean it was ok for a while but I just board of playing human now"
I just look at him I know he's lying I can see it even though his face is blank.
"you know whatever Edward, whatever you have to tell yourself to make yourself feel better, cos I know your lying to me, I would rather you not just lie to me face and just tell me the truth no matter how bad it is but if you want to lie about it that's fine, but you didn't need to be a dick to me all week while you was still meant to be my boyfriend in fact you have been a dick since James attack and you sucked the venom out if you didn't want me to be a vampire whatever but if you just didn't want to be with me anymore you could of just spoken to me about it and we could of just been friends or just acquaintances but no you had to be a dick to me even rose has been nicer than you have been and that's saying something" I'm so angry at him I'm shaking but I can see that he regrets what his done to me and he probable didn't even think of just being friends instead he just went if being a dick to me, well it's too late now.
"you know whatever Edward just go leave I don't ever want to see you again" I leave him standing there shocked I don't think he expect me to turn it around on him. I enter the house and slam the door to make a point.
"Aaarrrr what a dick" I hope he heard that, I'm still shaking an hour later I feel like I've got a fever coming, so I just lie on the sofa with a blanket on me watching tv I've still not moved when dad gets back he's heard that the Cullen have gone and I think he just thinks I'm being like this cos they have left.
"I'll order pizza ok bells"
"Ok dad"
We eat watching the sports but I still feel bad, so I go to bed even though I will probably have more crazy ass dreams.
I wake up late on Saturday, I feel a bit better and see an envelope on my dresser, I know it's from Alice as it's her hand writing, she's says she's sorry about Edward and leaving without speaking to me but say she will see me in the future and that even if they are bumps in the road things will always work out and be ok, then she leaves me a list of email addresses and phone numbers for her and jasper if there's an emergency. She even leaves me a credit card telling me it's an unlimited so not to worry, I just put it in my purse. I know there's no point arguing wither she will just but thing's and send them me it's easier just buying it myself.
So I get up have breakfast clean the house as Charlies gone fishing this morning, I sit and do my homework, I'm still trying to concentrate on my homework but it's like my head isn't in it and keeps blanking out my fever is coming back again as I'm finishing my homework that's takes me hours to do Charlie comes home at 5pm we sit and talk order take out again cos I'm starving again god I'm going to end up the size of a house at this rate, if I keep eating like this.
Me and dad have been watching to sports, well dad has been I've just been staring at the tv not really paying attention to it, its 10pm so I go and shower then bed, I'm lying in bed I'm shaking again somethings wrong, somethings very, very wrong, all of a sudden I'm off the bed on my knees on the floor, all I can hear is someone screaming but I'm in too much pain to know who is screaming, I hear a bang look up and see dad standing there looking shocked then he looks sad he's talking to me but I can't see him though my tears or hear him, I hear screaming again and realise it's me that's been screaming, but it feels like my bones are braking, dad just picking me up off the floor and take me downstairs out the back of the house into the woods, dad lowers me on the floor he holds my face and tries to make me listen to him,
"Bella, Isabella listen to me sweetheart, don't fight it let it happen, it will make it easier"
"it hurts dad it hurt's, what's happening to me" I cry out to him
"Isabella your turning into a werewolf" he say's
"WHAT HOW" I shout out
"We'll talk about that later Isabella" dad stands and takes his shoes and top off WFT is he doing,
The next thing I know I'm looking up at dad from the ground and see dad smiling at me, I look down and see paws, fury little dark brown paws, turn my head to look behind me and see dark chocolate brown fur with gold and bits in it and a tail, OH MY GOD A TAIL, I can hear dad in my head now telling me to calm down as I look at him, HOLY SHIT MY DADS A DOG.
He can hear me say that of course,
"I'm not a dog Isabella, I'm a werewolf, and so are you"
"oh god dad how"
"We will talk bout that later but for now follow me"
So that's what I do, me and dad run around jumping from things chasing animals, eating animals which I would of fount gross by the way but it was just so cool doing it and watching dad doing it to, the sun starts to come up and we run back to the house, I run up to my room and change back just how dad told me to it didn't hurt as much changing back.
I'm so tired I just fell onto bed and I'm asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.
I wake up look around at the time 9:30 p, god I slepted the whole day away I go to get up, OH MY GOD I think I'm dying I say as dad comes in to hand me some tablets, say's there for the pain, oh god I feel like I've been hit by a truck.
I go and shower dad has been to the diner and order loads of food, we sit down and dad tells me all bout our family history that our real surname is Lockwood and Swan was his mother's maiden, I asked him why he changed it he said it was for my protection, I don't understand why I would need protection and from who,
"But I don't understand why dad, who would I need protection from, I'm nothing special, I just don't get it"
"Isabella I think it's time you should know the truth but please just remember that whatever I tell you, that I still love you no matter what and that your still my daughter"
"tell me dad, your scaring me"
"When I first met your mother we was young still in high school, we was high school sweethearts, but after graduation me and your mother went to a house party, there was lots of drinking and I lost her for a few hours but you know what your mothers is like I just thought she was talking to some of her friends, I wish that was the case, so I got worried about her I couldn't find her so I asked around and someone said she went upstairs, so I went up to see if she was ok, I looked in a few rooms couldn't find her went into the last room and fount her having sex with someone else," he was nearly crying at reliving this and I'm crying,
"I fount out that night that the woman, that I was deeply in love with had been cheating on me, for a few months, but what made it worse was that she was having an affair with my brother."
"WHAT, I can't believe it, she was sleeping with your brother" I said disgusted
"Yeah"
"but you got married, you were together till I was 2" I'm confused
"when your mother found out that she was pregnant with you, I had already triggered my werewolf gene by a robbery at work when I shot someone and killed them, and my brother triggered his in a car accident the other person in the car died and cos my brother was driving, he was the reason he died" ok so I know how he and his brother triggered there gene and that my mother had an affair, and how I got the gene as it was pasted down, but I still don't get it.
"that still don't tell me why I needed protecting" I'm still confused
"at the time your mother didn't know who the father was, and my brother was already engaged to Coral, when she told him he didn't want anything to do with you cos he didn't want to lose Coral, so I stepped up I still loved her, and it didn't matter to me if I was your father or not I still loved you, you was either my daughter or niece but it didn't matter you was family, I loved you Isabella I have always loved you, you will always be my daughter," he says with tears in his eyes.
"so did you do the test" I say I'm not sure I want too now,
"I did but your mother didn't want to do the test she was to scared but I did it without her knowing"
"Well"
He just looked at me, then got up went upstairs and then come back down and handed me an envelope,
I look at it it's not even been opened, I looked at him confused,
"I didn't open it, to show you that it didn't matter whether you are mine or not you are still my daughter"
I open the letter my hands are shaking I take a deep breath and read it….
NOT CHARLES LOCKWOODS DAUGHTER
I bursts out crying, completely sobbing into my daddy's arms I feel like I'm heart broken, even my dad's crying to.
"it doesn't matter dad, I don't care as long as you don't, I still love you daddy"
"I love you more than anything bells, you are and always will by my little girl"
"good, good so you still haven't told me why I need protection and why you changed your name" I say
Ok well you're not just a werewolf"
"Say what" now confused again "what do you mean, what else am I then"
"Have you been having any crazy dreams, that don't make any sense" he say's but looking at me like he already knows the answer,
"yeah, yeah h-how do you know I didn't tell you"
"Cos now you triggered your werewolf side you unlocked the witch in you" he says completely serious
"WHAT THE FUCK, dad I'm not a witch,"
"Did you ever wonder, why you had balance problems"
"I'm just clumsy that's all" I shrug at him,
"No it's a side effect of your witch side being tied up, and now you have changed you haven't fell once, come to the loft with me", so we go up to the loft, and he makes a pentagon shape with salt, now I'm really confused,
"Stand in the middle Isabella" he's serious
I stand in the middle he gives me the book, "now open the book open the first page, and say the words that appear on the page"
So I open the book I can feel it's power it's like its talking to me, I'm mesmerised by it, its calling to me even, I see the words and say them not even out loud just in my head, and then I see everything, history centuries of history, all in my head it's like I'm living it, I'm socking all the spell's in my head, there telling me how to use them, it makes it seem natural, I feel complete, alive, better even,
I woke up on the floor, dads asleep in the chair,
"dad" "bella"
"oh my god Bella you look great, better than great, fantastic, I mean not that you didn't before but wow"
"yeah dad are you finished, you're looking at me like you never seen me before"
Me and dad go down stairs I look in the mirror, wow, oh my god, dad was right I'm hot, I start giggling, my hair is longer thicker more richer chocolate colour with they look like bright red highlights in there, my eyebrows look like I've had them sculptured like them supermodels do them, my eyelashes are longer and thicker to I look like I'm wearing mascara my eyes look darker my skin is amazing all the marks are gone its smooth and soft, my lips plumper and a dark blood red colour, I even rub them to see if it comes off, nope there are now that colour, I look like I've had a makeover done by a professional.
I look down at me OH MY GOD, I've got boobs I just stand there mouth opened staring shocked, I open and close I'm mouth a few times I mean I was a good c-cup anyway but now I could end up knocking myself out with these bad boys ha I'm says bad boys with them when I'm a girl I just shake my head, I'm going to have to go shopping none of my bras are never going to fit now, I look at the rest of me i look leaner more fitter like I do sports, yeah right like I would willingly do sports no thanks, I turn round and my ass is more rounder too, well there's always a silver lining to this.
I've got changed and go down stairs and dads waiting for me with this look, and I know he wants answers from me know, and I know I'm going to have to tell him everything, but just as I sit down to start the doorbell goes and I jump up to answer it, nothing like saved by the bell, it's a fed ex man with a big parcel,
"miss swan"
"Yes" I say confused I didn't order anything, did I, so much has happened I can't even remember.
"Sign here please" I just sign for it, theres an envelope on top with my name on it and I suddenly know who this is from and roll my eyes at this,
"Bella stop rolling your eyes I can see you, never forget that your my best friend no matter what, I've seen you will need new bras and clothes but didn't see why, whatever happened you look hot by the way, and I've seen your path I won't tell you much other than your future will be bright and one day you will meet the one I promise and we will see each other again in the future, oh and use the credit card to do more shopping or I will just keep sending you things, oh and you can tell your dad everything about us it will be ok don't worry love your best friend Alice"
Ok then I feel better now I know dads going to be ok,
I look in the box and quickly shut it, well none of that was casual wear, I just smile and shake my head maybe its time for a change.
I put the box down and take a deep breath and go and spill all the beens to dad this should be fun….
