I lay watching the ceiling. A boring old ceiling. All I could think about was why did I end up here? Of all places, why did fate lead me to here? I'd never really thought about it all in so much detail. This was the night I wondered why I was even here, alive in the first place. I was born without a family. I never knew my real mum or dad, I was just adopted immediately, I never even got to see my real mum or dad, no photos or anything. They are just images in my mind now I suppose. But I don't need them. I'm fine as I am. Its not all bad living with Sue and her daughter, Ellen. Well, Sue's fine, I can't really say the same for Ellen. She's possibly the most mean,nannying person I know, though I don't know many people. I sort of live in a circle. I wake up, got to school, come home, have tea and then go to bed and repeat this constantly. Sometimes I wish it would change. I know I'm lucky to have a family but in my eyes, they're not my family. I don't feel at home when I'm with them. I don't feel loved or wanted, I feel pushed away by Ellen. I know Sue quite likes me and I like her, the only thing standing in my way of being happy is Ellen. Only if I could change it…
Well, I know it has nothing to do with twilight yet, but it will. I have it all planned out ready, it's just not easy to type in up on an iPod so I need to wait till I go on a computer and type it up properly. By the way, the reason I'm writing a twilight fanfic is not because I'm a crazed fan, I'm actually not a big fan at all, I don't mind it, but whatever. It's just because I went to see the last one the other day and felt like writing a fanfic, al I hope you enjoy it :3
