Sorry it's short, hope you like it anyway :)
It's been two months since Finn died. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him. It's been a while now and sometimes I can go days without crying which I suppose is a good thing.
But now its 3am, Blaine is fast asleep next to me, but I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about Finn. I'm sat up in bed just looking through old pictures we took together and pictures from Glee club.
All the memories came flooding back and hit me like a ton of bricks and the tears fell and they didn't stop. I'm now full on sobbing but I'm trying to be quiet because I don't want to wake Blaine up, it's not fair to deprive him of sleep just because I can't.
I was going through more and more pictures and it was getting too much. I miss him so much, I felt Blaine stir and I saw out of the corner of my eye that he opened his eyes and looked at me.
The next thing I knew he shot up and looked at my phone and pulled me into his arms and I sobbed into his chest and he held me tightly.
"I want him to come back Blaine" I said through my tears "I know honey, we all miss him" he said as he kissed my forehead. "Why did it have to be him?" I said shaking "I don't know honey, it's going to get better, just give it time hm?" he said "I hope so" I said calming down a little.
"It will, come on let's get some sleep eh?" he said wiping away the stray tears on my face "ok but will you hold me?" "Of course."
We laid down, I laid on my back and he laid on his side with his arm draped over my chest and we fell asleep.
I don't know what I'd do without Blaine, I really don't.
