"Worries" (THT)
Mom, I'm terrified
You're going to be a grandma
I just don't know if I'll join you there in heaven
Something's wrong with this pregnancy
I could die
But I'm going to do it
I'm going to carry this baby full term
I love this baby so much already
I can't imagine killing it like it was never here
It's apart of Lucas and me
It has be alive and healthy
Things have to be okay mom
Will you pray for me?
I want to see my baby grow up
But the situation seems so bleak
I'm drawing again, telling Lucas and I's epic love story
So this baby can see how its parents met and eventually gotten together
It seems so dreary leaving keepsakes
Like your photograph of holding me in the hospital when I was born
And putting a copy of the Friends with Benefit CD in the box
What kills me is the thought that I may never hold my child
How do I deal with this fear?
I don't have all the answers
I'm just putting up a strong front for Lucas
I don't want him to worry
He checks up on me often enough
You know I love him more than anything
I don't want to say goodbye to everyone I know
There doesn't seem be a choice
And yet I'm still dreaming of a scene where I'll be fine
The three of us are smiling brightly, happy because we're a family
I want to believe this is what the future holds
A/N: Here's another poem I thought of when I was watching episode 19. Can you guys do me a favor? Review. I mean you guys took the time to read it why not tell me what you thought it as well. Thanks in advance.
