: Prologue :
Sex. Why does it feel so damn good? I mean every fucking time, it's good. Maybe I've just been very blessed with my sexual experiences but sex is something that I cannot live without. That and murder. Ah, murder. It just feels so good like cumming. The high, the thrill, the excitement. Draining someone of their blood, feeling their life fade and fade away until they're no longer is the greatest power that one can possess. Well, power that a vampire can possess unless you're a real psychopath who enjoys draining one's blood then I guess you and I can make great friends. I don't really have friends, I mean my girl has friends, but never will I ever call them my friends.
Now you might be asking how can a guy like me have a "girl", but my baby is my only weakness. I talked to her meaning to kill her afterward, but somehow I ended up back at her place and fell asleep between her breasts. Then I decided that I'd keep her around, hell, there's nothing wrong with having a constant in my life but the only thing that I hate about said constant is that she makes me better. The second she leaves my side, I just want to rip someone's head off but her touch stops me.
So I take it that you want to get better.
What makes you think that?
Well as you said your girl makes you better and if you don't want to be better, you would've gotten rid of her by now, no?
I see. We've broken up several times, multiple times a day, week, or month, but we can never stay apart.
And why do you think that is?
Easy. I love her.
But she doesn't love you?
Sometimes she does, other times I know she hates me.
And that makes you angry?
Not really, no. I don't blame her for hating me. I hate me too sometimes.
Do you think she hates you because of who you are- more so what you do?
What, kill? Bonnie, she has no idea.
She he no idea?
What you think I'm going to tell the woman that I love that I enjoy killing people just as much as I enjoy being inside her?
I'm sorry, but now in a bit confused. If she has no idea about your..urges, then why does she hate you?
Because I'm a dick. I don't know you have to ask her. I think she's fucking someone else. She goes out sometimes, dresses more beautiful than when she goes out with me. She says she's hanging out with friends but I don't believe her.
And you never followed behind her to see if your theory is correct?
No.
Why not?
Because I'll kill him.
I thought you enjoyed the kill? The draining of one's blood?
Not if that person makes her happy. Gives her something that I can't, gives her something that I'm missing.
And what is it that you think you're missing?
Her heart.
And this other man, you think he has her heart?
If he doesn't, I don't know who does.
Does somebody have to have her heart? Can't she just roam free? And even so, why wouldn't she just leave if this possible other guy has her heart?
Because I don't let her.
I'm sorry I don't understand.
Have you ever heard of compulsion, Frank? I could just look into those eyes, those emerald green eyes and I tell her I'm sorry and that I didn't mean it and I ask her to take me back and she does. She takes me back then all is right with the world.
By this time the room is fogged with swirls of smoke as vampire and man are lost in their thoughts. One with thoughts about lunch and the other trying to fully grasp the situation at hand.
Tell me, Mr. Stefan, what exactly is your motive? Why come to therapy, what would you like to gain from this experience?
I want to gain her heart. I want her to be happy with me and with me only. I don't want her to break up with me anymore, I want her to love me.
For one to love you, you must love yourself.
I don't have time for a self-revelation, I can feel her slipping through my fucking fingers as we speak. If you fail me at this, I will kill you without thinking twice about it.
Okay, okay. Just- just take a breath. First thing's first, no more compulsion. You can't take away someone's free will, especially if it's someone who you claim to love.
What else?
You have to tell her.
So I take it that you want to die.
Stefan, if she cannot love you for you then what exactly is the point? Start off by telling her smaller secrets then lead up to it.
I don't think I can do that.
Fine, we'll come back to that later. Another thing, take her out on dates. Every day surprise her with something, something that she loves and cares about because she'll see that you care about her enough to think about such things.
Alright, I can do that. What else?
Our time is up for today, but we'll meet next week and discuss how things are going, how she's acting, how you're acting. Then we'll take it from there.
The men stood and met in the middle with a handshake and as the vampire headed towards the exit, he stopped and turned around.
Don't you dare think about leaving town on me. I will find you and kill your family.
Frank swallowed then nodded.
: Chapter One :
Her scent has me high as I lay next to her. She's awake but I'm keeping her under my arm pretending to be asleep because I know the second I let go of her, she'll be up and ready to leave. I just don't understand why I repulse her so much. It doesn't make any sense at all and if I'm honest it hurts my feelings. When I first met Bonnie, I knew there was something different about her. She was smart and tough and unfiltered which was why I have such a connection with her. We talked for hours until she invited me back to her place and I forgot all about killing her at this point. We never made it official, I never call her my girlfriend she doesn't bother calling me her boyfriend but we act like it. We were once claimed to one another, madly in love or so I thought. As time passed she grew distant and there were times that I'd go weeks without hearing from her until we bump into each other randomly at the store or on the street then act like we've seen each other just a day ago and it's back to how things were. It's a never-ending time lapse that I want to get out of because what Frank suspected was right. I do want to get better and she's the only person that can motivate me enough to stop. I don't know what it is about her, but I know that if we break up and she doesn't take me back I just might kill every human that resides in Mystic Falls.
"Do you want me to let you go?"
"Not really,"
"Okay… I love you."
"I love you too."
I sigh because I know it's a lie, I knew she was going to lie, but it's nice to hear sometimes. "I want to take you out on a date maybe for lunch or dinner, whatever you want."
"That sounds nice."
"Can I look at you please?" It takes a beat before she turns around and faces me. I want to kiss her but I don't. "And uh, I have a surprise for you, babe."
"What is it?"
"It's nothing big, I just remembered you saying that you were running out of that face mask that you like so I bought you a few yesterday."
"Really?" I nodded then it felt as if all the blood had drained from my body when her lips first met mine, but I pulled myself together and kissed her back, holding her tiny body so close. "Thank you, baby, that's so sweet."
Looks like Frank can live another day. "I just want you to know that I care and that I listen to you. I love you."
She smiles. "I love you too."
She means it this time and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm beaming from ear to ear right now. I kiss her this time sitting us up only so I could bring her back down below me. We kiss all morning it feels like then she tells me that she needs to get ready. I give her space since things are going well and I don't want to mess it up by coddling her. I know it's wrong, but I listen to her. I open my ears and listen to her every breath, every hum, every whisper to the point where I know I'll turn insane if I don't see her soon, so I stop. I close my ears and get started on breakfast. It's late but not past twelve.
"Oh, babe, I actually have some brunch plans, I'm sorry I should've told you."
"Oh. I thought we could sit together and talk but um if you have plans-"
"Dinner, remember? We can talk during our dinner date. I should, I should go."
"Okay,"
She draws her lips back in a smile then kisses my cheek before turning away from me. As the door closed, I snap. I fling the plates across the room, pound the pancakes with my fist, flip over the table. I need to kill someone.
The feeling is orgasmic. I always make a note to enjoy my feed rather than feed with anger, it's much more enjoyable that way. Less messy. I watch her body tilt and tilt until she's on the ground lifeless. Her power, her goals, and ambition now run through my veins.
I freeze because I hear her. She's near, close. I look at what I just did and tears of regret stream down my face. I apologize and provide CPR but nothing will save her now. Not even my blood.
"Are you alright, sir?" I hear her ask and I can't help but smile.
"You need any help?"
My smile fades as her lover's voice fills my eardrums. I know that voice. I know who he is and it's taking everything for me to not kill him. "I'm fine."
They stand there for a few seconds longer before walking away whispering. I turn meeting my back against the alley wall and bury my face in my hands. I was right. She is seeing someone else and though I suspected it, it doesn't make it easier for me to accept. I just go home and clean up the mess I made and wait for her return. With every breath I make I contemplate killing myself but I'm not there yet. I hear her come in and lock the door behind her setting her keys and purse down on the kitchen table. She calls out to me but I don't answer, I just lay there until she finds me on the couch. She looks worried about me but doesn't voice it, just lays in front of me and moves my hand to go around her.
"I'm sorry, Stefan. You went through all that trouble and I just left you like that. I'm sorry."
I'm not sure if she's saying that because she thinks it's what I want to hear or if it's because she truly means it. I accept the apology anyway but say nothing else.
"You're mad at me?"
I want to ask her why she cares so much about my feelings when she obviously doesn't even care about my feelings, but I keep quiet letting that be my answer. I feel her turn around to face me and I close my eyes before her eyes met mine and she sighs.
"Stefan?"
I hear starts of her cry but even then I don't open my eyes. How she feels now is how I feel every day and maybe now she'll treat me better.
I actually fall asleep like this and when I wake she's still here asleep herself with her arm around me. Why do I love her?
"There's this um little vacation just at the Gilbert's lake house for the weekend and I was just wondering if you want to come with me? You know just um...yeah,"
She's nervous. Not exactly sure what for but she is. "When is it?"
"This weekend."
I wait for her to tell me that it's okay if I don't want to go or tell me that it's late notice so she understands if I already had plans because if she does that it means that she really doesn't want me to go, she was just inviting me so I know where she'll be all weekend. But she doesn't say anything else.
"I would love to go."
Her heart's racing as she smiles and I want to compel her and tell her to tell me why she's so nervous but I can't. Damn you, Frank.
"Good." She reaches for her glass of wine and takes more than a sip. "So, why a date all of a sudden?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean we never really go out on dates or anything like that. What changed?"
"Nothing really, I just feel you slipping away recently and I don't want you to slip away."
"Oh," she looks down avoiding my eyes.
"Did I do something wrong?" It comes out before I could stop it but I mind as well let it all out now. "I know you're seeing someone else, Bonnie."
"Stefan-"
"You don't have to lie to me."
"It's not what it seems like. My ex he has a problem and I want to help him, okay so I hang with him often just to talk hoping that one day maybe he would stop. I'm not dating him, I swear."
"Then why do I repulse you?"
"What? Stefan, that's ridiculous,"
"You don't love me, Bonnie. Not all the time. I love you all the time. The minute I let go of you, you're off somewhere else. Do you realize that we haven't spent a single day together in months?"
Our food arrives and I now notice that we're still in the restaurant having a conversation that we should be having privately.
"Let me know if you need anything," our waiter says before leaving.
"Just tell me this, Bonnie." I wait until she looks up at me. "Do you really want to be with me? Because if you don't I'll let you go. I won't fight for you, I won't get you to change your mind. I'll leave you alone forever if you tell me."
"I want to be with you, Stefan. I promise."
"Then I don't- I don't want you to see him anymore. He's not your problem."
"Okay,"
It's quiet now and a part of me feels bad that I told her to stop helping someone because I need her to focus on helping me, but I don't regret it. He isn't her problem anymore and for all I know, he could just be using this as an excuse to sneak back into her life. I won't allow that to happen.
After dinner, we go to her place which I haven't seen in a while since she's always over my place. I watch her undress then slide a slip up her body then come to me. She hovers over me and we look into each other's eyes before she kisses me. I run my hands up her silk slip touching her soft skin.
"Can you be mine tonight, Stefan?"
"I'll always be yours," I tell her against her lips before kissing her some more.
She sits up and removes the lingerie and takes off my shirt and goes to the zipper of my pants but I stop her and gently turn her over and position my head between her legs. Her heart starts to race as I place kisses along her inner thighs and I want to bite her so bad but it isn't a good idea right now.
It's the first time that I ever wake up smiling. Our noses pressed together, her naked body close to mine, my hand in her hair. We fell asleep kissing and I guess never moved throughout the night. She wakes up shortly letting out a breath through her nose before a smile appears on her face.
"Good morning."
"Good morning." I kiss her twice. "Do I need to let go of you soon?"
She smiles. "No." She kisses me. "Although we do need to pack for tomorrow,"
"Don't tell me you'll pack twenty outfits for two days."
She chuckles. "I have to, I need options."
I just shake my head at her making her smile. "I have a surprise for you."
"Another one?"
"Yes, another one." I smile. "I just have to give it to you later because I only want to hold you right now."
She nods and closes her eyes as I pull her in. "I love you."
My heart stops. She never says it first. "I love you too."
"You were right, Stefan. I have been distant and I'm sorry. From now on I'll be there standing by your side. I promise."
I kiss her head and if I wasn't scared I would tell her the truth about me, but I need to enjoy her for as long as I can. I have not a doubt that I will lose her once she knows the truth so I'm going to drag it out for as long as possible.
I wrap my other arm around her then turn us over making her laugh some but I cover her mouth with mine, kissing her like I haven't been kissed in years. She moans, her leg wraps around me, her hands enter my hair as she kisses me back. She uses her power to flip us over then plants herself on my dick and rocks. I can't help but curse watching her, she's so fucking beautiful and sexy and amazing, I got so damn lucky.
I step behind her reaching for nothing but I pretend I was just to be in this position. She smiles then turns her head towards me and kisses me. I turn her, kissing her more before she pulls away and tells me that she needs to finish packing. I kiss her once then move away slowly keeping eye contact with her as she bites down on her lip watching me.
"Are we gonna have a room to ourselves?" I ask still backing away— a little part of me hoping that she follows.
"Possibly. Why do you ask?" She starts moving toward me and I smile.
"I just want to know if I'll be able to...hold you all night without making anyone uncomfortable,"
"If we don't, we'll just find somewhere else to sleep."
I grab her pulling her in. "I like the way you think." She smiles and I kiss her. "So how many outfits did my girlfriend pack?" Her heart immediately races and I know I may have scared her but I need to know how she would react to such a word.
"How many outfits does her boyfriend think she packed?"
We share a smile but I kiss her letting that be my answer. "I love you."
"I love you too." She kisses me. "I will always love you."
Again, another opportunity to spill my secret but I can't. Not when everything is going so perfectly well, I can't ruin it. "Let me marry you,"
She smiles. "I'm too young to be married, but ask me in a few more years."
"I promise I will."
We kiss some more then she steps out of my hold to return to the task at hand.
I immediately regret agreeing to go because blood is everywhere. I'm for sure going to annoy Bonnie this weekend because I'm scared of what I'll do without her. She vaguely looks over at me as I accidentally squeezed her hand on the way to our room and I'm glad that shouldn't comment on it. I hear him calling out her name through the music and luckily she doesn't hear and keeps leading the way. When we realized that we'd be sharing a room, we put our stuff down and went to look for another sleeping location and since Bonnie has been to this place hundreds of times she has a spot in mind. I chuckle when she walks us into a closet, pushed some clothes away then opened a secret door and surprisingly it was a nice space.
"What do you think?"
"I think we'll suffocate, but it'll be worth it."
She chuckled then sighed. "This is a little much, isn't it?"
"Uhh, kind of, yeah. But, we can have our sexy times in here." I add kissing her. "You know I was really turned on at how you were leading me today."
She smiled enjoying my lips on her neck. "Yeah?"
We hear Caroline call out her name so decide to leave and look for her. When we do find her, she gives me a look signaling that I need to leave for a few minutes, but I can't. Too many bodies.
"Hey, what's up?"
"Uh, do you think we can talk in private? No offense, Stefan it's something a little personal."
My head is pounding as Bonnie looks over at me. She kisses me then I feel her fingers slipping away ready to follow after Caroline, but I squeeze my fingers. She bounces back then looks over at me with narrowed eyes. "Are you okay?"
"I just- I-"
"Stefan, what's wrong?"
Tell her. Tell her now! This isn't a good place once she runs away and screams, I'll kill more than just a few, I'll kill them all. "Nothing. I'll tell you later."
She doesn't believe me, but Caroline shouts for her again forcing her to go. My heart pounds and sounds of pumping hearts are all that I can hear. Blood. Oh, fuck, the blood, the wonderful blood. I salivate just thinking about the blood and my dick hardens like I'm seeing Bonnie naked. Bonnie. She'll be devastated, but I'll hide the bodies, that way she won't know. Yeah, I'll hide them.
Walking in my state is very uncomfortable, but I need to find the right one. It's all so good, but one scent is just calling out to me. I close my eyes and isolate the sound and I head left, fifty paces and there she is. Hair already in a bun like she knew I was coming and wanted to make this as comfortable as possible. How sweet. I walk up to her.
"Hey, I'm Stefan."
"Francine, nice to meet you."
We shake hands. "So how do you know Elena?"
"I don't, actually, not very much anyway, I came somewhat as a plus one to my friend right over there."
I follow her finger and now I know who I'm killing next. "I was just wondering if you would like to go somewhere with me," I look into her eyes as she looks into mine.
"I would love to."
I smile. "Great. Follow m—"
"Stefan?"
I still hearing Bonnie then turn my head towards her. "Hey, I was just talking to Francine."
"I can see that." She folds her arms then looks down and oh fuck, I'm still hard.
"Baby-"
"Whatever, Stefan."
"Wait," I reach out and grab her. "I just wanted to distract myself, that's why I didn't want you to leave me because," I grab her ass in my hands, "I wanted you, you know our moment was kind of interrupted. So I wanted a distraction but I couldn't stop thinking about you." I kiss her neck.
"That's bullshit and you know it."
I chuckle. "Alright, but I swear the boner wasn't because of her."
"Then what was it because of?"
"Blood."
She looks at me then shortly sighs dismissing what I just said. "Come on,"
"Where?"
"You're still hard, are you not? Or does only blood make you soften now?"
She's mad at me and yet wants to fuck me. Whatever Caroline told her must've been serious and she needed to let out some steam. That or she'll leave me with blue balls. I let her lead me again to our spot and I'm glad it wasn't the latter.
Slowly she rises, slowly and falls embedded in me. It's as dark as ever in this closet when we decided to try it with the lights off and for some reason, I find this well a lot sexier. Maybe it's the fact that I can still see her and she could barely see my eyes. She touches herself, something that she rarely does, but she's grabbing herself with no shame and a part of me feels bad for watching, but now I know where I need to grab her. Her breasts she squeezes and I'm not sure if she's picturing me doing it or not, but I soon take over, moving her hands away and grab her full breasts in my hands and she moans loudly tilting her head back and she comes barely breathing my name. I lay her down and fuck her quick until I come, but I'm still hard and she's asleep. I slip on my clothes and find Francine and her friend.
Inside my lids are no longer black but a weird orange knowing that Bonnie switched on the light. I open my eyes coming faced with her legs and I look up seeing her naked against the side wall. I sit up. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
I sit up some more to kiss her a few times. "What did Caroline say?"
She exhaled. "Just that my ex is here, you know the one that I told you about. He was looking for me earlier."
"Did you talk to him?"
"Only for a little. I told him that I couldn't help him the way I have been anymore and now I'm scared."
"Why?"
"What if he hurts himself then it'll be my fault,"
"But it won't be. He needs to learn how to change on his own. Sometimes the best thing that you can do for a person is leaving and let them figure it out for themselves." I'm a huge hypocrite, but it's true.
"I know, it's just hard." I sigh then hold her close to me, resting my head on her chest. "What if I told you that I'm pregnant?"
I freeze. Pregnant? I know I can't be the father. "Who's the father?"
"Did you seriously just ask me that question?"
"What?"
"Do you really believe that I would sleep with someone else?" She pushed me away.
"You were so worried about him and talking about comforting him, it's not a crazy idea to think."
"Fuck you, Stefan."
"Bonnie do you not remember it how I remember? We would go months without seeing each other at times, you would always dress better when you hung out with your friends yet when you went out with me, you put in no effort. I cook for you, you leave me like you don't even care."
"Stefan,"
"We literally just called each other boyfriend and girlfriend yesterday. So sorry if I didn't believe that in any of our time apart you didn't do anything."
I reach out finding clothes wanting to escape and she does nothing to stop me. I hate that we're having this argument here if all places because another two bodies will be go—
"Wait, Stefan. You're right. I'm sorry." I wait for her to continue. "I'm not pregnant, I don't know why I even said that."
"What do you want from me, Bonnie?"
She's silent and it's deafening.
"I don't know,"
I watch her jump in the pool crowded with other people and since she's near enough I don't wander off to look for another meal. Surprisingly I'm still quite full.
I know it's wrong, but every time I sense her starting to look in my direction, I turn away to look somewhere else. It hurts to do that, but she can't get used to disrespecting me without me showing some type of consequence. As soon as she looks away, I look back at her sad face and just stare.
"Stefan, right?"
I look over and see that it's the ex. Elijah.
"That's right."
"I just wanted to extend my thanks. Bonnie has been really taking care of me these past few weeks, I know how difficult it must be without her."
Is he serious right now? Coming up to me and spitting on my face like that? He wants me to kill him, he's begging for it.
"Yeah, well don't get used to it."
"She told me about your discussion."
"Look, I don't know what you plan to get out of this conversation, but let me tell this, Bonnie is mine. That's how it is and that's how it will be. She comes home to me, she loves me, she fucks me, so how about you go find someone who actually wants you." I stand and grab Bonnie once I'm in the pool to make out with her. I grab her and she grabs me.
I don't waste a glance on Elijah. He's not worth an ounce of my time.
"What was that for?"
"I was a jerk to you and I'm sorry. I'm sorry, baby."
She smiled loosely circling her arms around my neck. "I'm sorry too, but I forgive you." She bit down on her lower lip as I grabbed her ass. "And this has nothing to do with you talking to Elijah?"
"Who?"
She smiled then leaned in kissing me some more before pulling me into a hug. I smell her blood to tie me over then go back to focusing on hugging her. We pull away after a few seconds and I suggest a shower so she tags along. Showering with Bonnie is something that I haven't done in awhile. If I wasn't so busy on spoiling her, I would've fucked her but like I said, I was hellbent on making sure she was fresh and clean and massaged. She scrubbed my ass though. Literally, and held her laugh while doing so. She's so fucking cute.
"Babe, guess what?"
"What?" I hold her face.
"I got us our own room."
"What, how?"
"I hired a hitman. He took 'em out an hour ago."
"Does that mean free clothes?"
She gasped. "It does. I call the girl clothes!" She walked away.
"Damnit."
She giggled and I follow after her into out now private room. I honestly wonder how she got rid of the other couple but knowing Bonnie she probably just paid them. There's not an evil bone in her body. Speaking of body, I need her. I start kissing her neck knowing that's a weak spot and soon she's practically melting into my arms. "Which bed do you want to do it on? The people that you had killed or ours?"
She cracks a smile. "I'm feeling a little naughty today,"
I have my answer.
I'm taking her from behind when some idiot knocks on the door and before I could tell them to fuck off, Bonnie reaches her orgasm and a deep sound roars in the back of her throat to hold it in but that does nothing but have me let it out inside her. I pinch her nipples and her arms give out, plopping right onto the bed. I take mercy on her by turning her around and kissing her mouth. Knocking sounds again reminding he that someone's at the door which I didn't care to begin with.
"What?"
"We have a little situation." It's Caroline.
"And by little you mean huge and you're internally freaking out, am I correct?"
"Yeah, pretty much."
I freeze. What of she found the bodies?
"Give me a sec, I just got out the shower."
"And by that you mean you just got finished fucking your boyfriend so you have to put on clothes, am I correct?"
"Yeah, pretty much."
I couldn't stop my chuckle. I quickly get dressed and open the door letting the blonde inside. I don't know why she doesn't like me and the only reason I know that is because she barely pays attention to me at all and goes straight to Bonnie whispering. I could just listen in, but I want to see if Bonnie will fill me in or not. I watch them then she suddenly looks up at me with worried eyes before looking back at Caroline. Now I'm listening in.
"He's lying."
"This is real, Bon. You have to do it soon or else... I don't even want to think about it."
"Maybe I can talk-"
"You're running out of time."
She walks away then leaving Bonnie standing there alone. I follow her out with my eyes then turn back to Bonnie wondering what in the hell is going on.
"What was that about?"
"I need to leave,"
"Whoa, hey, where are you going?"
"I need some air,"
She rushes past me and I follow after but there it goes again. It felt like I ran into a wall and blood knocked right into me. Holy fuck the blood. I salivate, my fangs lengthen but I force my mouth shut and my fangs cutting into my the back of my lip snaps me out of it. I force my ears to listen for Bonnie and for Bonnie only and I follow it.
"Bonnie, baby," I grab her arm turning her towards me. I pull her in close to my chest and finally my fans retract back into my gums.
"Why are you hard?" She starts to laugh and I couldn't help but join her.
"Your ass in these shorts, babe."
"You're such a horn dog."
"I'm sorry,"
"It's okay."
"What did Caroline say?"
"Elijah's...being unfair, to say the least."
"Let me handle it,"
"No, I know you, you'll make it worse no offense."
"Tell me what to do,"
"Just hold me."
I lifted her in my arms and carried her back into our room. I lock the door behind us then crawl on the bed.
"Stefan?"
"Yeah?"
"What if you were forced to do something that you really didn't want to do but if you don't do it, people suffer? Including yourself,"
"It depends on what the thing is. If it's something serious I'll try to think of another way and only do the thing I don't want to as a last resort. Or try to talk it out with the people who are going to get hurt and get their opinions although that may not be much help because I'm sure their views would all be the same. You have options and because I don't know specifically what's going on, I can't help you like I want to."
"You've helped me more than you think." She sighs.
"You know I'll always be there for you, right?"
She nodded, "I know."
I kiss her once then pull her to my chest. "I love you."
"I have to use the bathroom."
She gets up and just walks away. She didn't say it back. And it's not like she just smiled but she replied with something you say to avoid the statement I made. I'm cold feeling my heart break and I fall back on the bed and stare up at the sky. Everything was going so well. I thought we improved— I know we did, but somehow that all went out the window. She doesn't care.
A/N: So this is sort of/ kind of my newest story for you all. I had this queued for quite some time but I recently finished it so I decided to post if for you. Leave a review letting me know your thoughts and why you think Bonnie is so hot and cold with Stefan. Is it because of Elijah possibly harming himself or does it go deeper than that...?
