Look At What I've Done To Her
Jason packed what little he needed. He couldn't take it anymore. He mind just wouldn't stop working. He had to leave, he couldn't stand being in Port Charles anymore. He kept seeing her in his minds eye coming down the stairs in Sonny's shirt. Then flashing to the awful conversation in Elizabeths studio...
Carly: "What's happened to you? You're shot,
Jason! My God! How
bad...?"
Jason: "Leave. Me. Alone."
Carly: "No. I can't, Jason. I love you. What is she to you?"
Jason: " Doesn't matter, Carly."
Carly: "It doesn't matter, Carly? I saw you with her. I saw you with her. I was standing outside of Kelly's. While you two were inside. Slow dancing, fogging up the windows. I panicked. I went to Sonny. You know? Who else was I gonna ask? And he told me that you were seeing her. He said that, you know, that she deserved you and I didn't. And you were better off without me. And I hated him. For saying it, you know? And I didn't wanna believe it, but I saw it. With my own eyes."
Jason: "It's not important now."
Carly: "It is important, Jason.
That's what started this whole thing! Look, what I did. I mean, it
was so stupid. It was the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life.
It was so stupid, Jason. And I'm so sorry, you know? It was just a
bad decision. And it didn't mean anything to me.
You know I love
you."
Jason: "I know. I love you too."
Carly: (stunned) What? You love me?? Since when?
Jason: It doesn't matter I'm leaving.
Carly: (tears streaming down her face) This is just like when you gave up Michael. You don't like something, you run. I never thought you were a coward Jase.
Jason: You deserve someone who can love you the way you need. It isn't me. It never was...
Carly couldn't breathe. This was it. The truth she never wanted to hear. He didn't love her. She turned and left without a word.
Jason decided to take one last walk to the docks. He was half way down the steps when he saw her sitting on their bench crying very loudly. He walked over to her and sat down. As much as he wanted to hold her, he didn't. He sat there for a minute and then stood up.
Jason: Good-bye Carly
She didn't say anything as he walked away from her. She just cried louder. He never looked back. He got in the limo and then a song came on the radio. He finally broke down and cried.
Look at What I've Done To Her (Chris Cagle)
I
saw it in her eyes
When I was sayin' goodbye
That girl, she
ain't gonna be alright
'Cause I could tell
She'd be goin'
through a livin' hell
And I...I wouldn't be there by her
side
And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her
cry
Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely gettin' by
Look
at what I've done to her
Low at how I made her feel
I gave back
her heart, the broken part
She got the wrong end of the deal
And
look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I
gave it everything I had, and
Lord, it just wasn't enough
And
hurtin' her like this seems so wrong
Yeah, look at what I've done
to her
Now she's alone
6 Months Later
He was sitting in the quiet penthouse alone. He was home. He never thought he would come back here, but being gone had actually made things worse. He closed his eyes, remembering last night. He drove over to Luke's after going to Carly's "home." Leticia told him she was at Luke's. He wasn't surprised she had left A.J. He had sent the name of the arsonist name to Sonny 2 weeks after he had left. It had been easy to find him. He had called Luke 3 days ago to check in and when he asked how she was Luke had simply stated "Good" What surprised him was that she wasn't with Sonny. Maybe she actually did regret that night.
He walked into Luke's and spotted her. Still as beautiful as ever. He stared for a minute, and then he heard the song playing on the jukebox.
I
saw her out last night
And she was havin' a good time
That
girl, it looks like she's doin' fine
But then I saw a man
Walk
up and take her by the hand
And I, oh God, I almost died
And
then it hit me, she didn't really need me
I just sat there for a
while, until I finally smiled
Look at what I've done to
her
Low at how I made her feel
She's found somebody new
And
look who took the time to heal
And
look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
To
have walked away from the love we made
And just left it in a cloud
of dust
And
now it's got me thinkin' maybe I was wrong
After all the things
I've done to her
Now she's strong
I walked up and said
hello
She said, "It's good to see you. But hey, I've gotta
go"
Look at what I've done to her
Low at how I made
her feel
She's standin' tall, she's got it all
Got the world at
her heels
And
look at what it's done to me
Look at how it makes me hurt
If I
could go back nowI swear somehow
I'd find a way to make it
work
Ain't life funny
Now I'm the one alone
Look at what
I've done to me
She's gone
The tears streamed down his face. He was alone and she had Jax...
