Nothing.
No sound. No voices screaming in my ear.
No light. No bright lines wobbling up and down showing life.
No heat. No warmth to ease this ice cold pit in my heart.
Nothing.
My world ground to a halt in that moment.
Everything I worked so hard for. Gone.
Everything I had done. Worthess.
Everything I had gone through. Pointless.
In that one single moment, my purpose shattered.
Should I have done something? Probaby.
Did I? No.
And that decision just cost me everything.
I don`t know what to do.
Scream? Yell at the top of my lungs?
Should I break down crying?
What are you supposed to do when the entire purpose your life ended? What now? Is there anything left?
No. Nothing was left. Not even anger. No sadness. No remorse. No utter despair.
Nothing.
