A Blind Eye

Jade knew he wasn't faithful. That her bed wasn't the only one he frequented. Tori Vega's being the other. He went to Tori for sex even more than Jade. He would make up an excuse to get her out of his trailer and she would nod and say "ok babe." But it hurt; it hurt to know he was asking her to leave so he could go screw someone else. Wasn't she herself good enough? I mean it wasn't like she didn't offer herself to him. She even bought special lingerie for him. She tried everything she could think of. But he wasn't loyal to her. But Jade loved him so she turned it a blind eye.

The second person he started to see was Alyssa Vaun. And Jade tried to be good but she snapped when she found out. It was just one little text message. But she couldn't handle that on top of him seeing Tori. Yet somehow she ended up going to Tori for help even though she was sleeping with her Beck. Somehow she ended up being the one apologizing and begging for him to take her back. He did and Alyssa was added on top of Tori. But Jade loved him so she turned it a blind eye.

After Alyssa and Tori more and more kept piling up. Why did she date him? All he did was hurt her. Soon there was only one girl in Hollywood Arts she didn't think he was screwing. Her. She even saw him and Cat making out once. But Jade loved him so she turned it a blind eye.

Jade decided she would surprise him one day, maybe not one of her brightest ideas. But it was the weekend of his birthday and she wanted to spend it with him. She knocked on the door confused at first because it looked like no one was home. The trailer was all dark but she heard him moving around inside. He opened the door and looked almost pale when he saw her.

"I'm coming in," she announced not caring at his sounds of protest.

"Planning your own birthday party?" she asked looking around. Candles were lit everywhere and the bed looked ready for…well sex.

"Uh no just hanging out," he said glancing nervously at the bathroom.

Jade knew she shouldn't do it but it seemed like she was a glutton for punishment right now. "I'm going to use the bathroom ok?" she said walking towards it.

"Uh!" he sounded extremely alarmed but before he could make up an excuse the door opened and out walked Tori in some overly pink thing some would call sexy. He let out a sigh and his hand came and covered his face. Another knock was on the door but it opened before he even went to it.

In walked Alyssa in some similar hideous thing. "Hey I hope you don't mind I stripped just outsi-" she stopped staring at Jade. A grim look of satisfaction came across her face. She walked over to Beck in what was supposed to be a hip swaying turn on of a walk but looked more like a twitch. She draped herself across Beck pushing herself up against him.

Jade put on one of her best sarcastic smiles then put her education to good use and acted. "Well I hope you enjoy your threesome Becky." She strutted out of the RV pausing only to knock two candles onto the carpet. Tori and Beck quickly scrambled to put them out.

When Jade was out the door she sprinted to her car. She heard footsteps on the concrete behind her. She didn't turn though she got in her car shoved the keys into the ignition and even when Beck knocked on her passenger window stomped on the pedal. She sped off and didn't look back.

She went straight home. When she got inside she passed her parents without so much as a nod of recognition. She went into her gothic room and slammed the door shut. She went into her bathroom and stripped faster than ever before. She ran the water hot so it almost burnt her skin. While she filled the tub up she went into her medicine cabinet and grabbed out her sleeping pills. She went into her make-up drawer next and took out Beck's favorite shade of red for her. She wrote on the mirror and sat in the tub. 'I loved you and you left me. I tried to ignore it I tried to turn it all a blind eye. But I couldn't. I love you, I always did and I always will. Goodbye.' She felt the water singeing her skin and turning it a light red. She took a gulp of water and swallowed some of the pills. Then she took her razor and scraped it across her wrists. She laid her head back down on the plaster and waited.

Her eyesight started to blur and she thought she might have heard a door slam? That's weird. A tall blurry figure stood, back to her. They suddenly whipped around and looked at her. "No!" a male voice cried. The boy lifted her from the tub and found towels quickly wrapping her wrists. "Mrs. West please call 9-1-1!" he sounded so sad. Why so sad? She thought. There's no reason to be sad, everything's numb everything's fine. No sadness. Saddness is bad.

"Don't be sad," she whispered.

"Jade I'm so sorry," his voice was frantic. Jade? Was that her? Was she Jade? "I, I never should have don't that! I love you I know I do. I'm so sorry I cheated on you so much. You're so beautiful why did it take this for me to see?"

"It'll all be ok," she said as her voice faded away. The next thing she felt was blindness, but that was normal.

AN: well I'm thinking of writing a sequel called "The Seduction of Beck Oliver" but I'm not sure. So please give me your feedback. I know Jade is a little out of character but I hope you still enjoyed it.