There for You

A/N: Okay, this will either be a Oneshot or some few-chaptered Fic, dunno yet. Anyways, this was inspired by an episode of 'Scrubs'. I swear, Elliott is such a slut!! She has a boyfriend, sleeps with J. D. and then sleeps with her boyfriend right after!! ARGH!! And J. D.? He stands in the rain!! I'm so sorry for him Thus: This plot-bunny was born!!


--If you're sad, I'll console you, if you're happy, I'll share your joy, when you die, I'll guide you to heaven, when you'll walk down the aisle, I'll be happy for you... even though my heart shatters into pieces--


"You look great Rukia."

"Thanks! I can't believe I am getting married, it's surreal."

"I'm just glad you're not married off to some pervert but your best friend."

The raven-head sent him a mock glare. "Ichigo, how often do I have to tell you? You are my best friend, Renji's my best childhood friend."

The orange-head smiled despite his true emotions. "So? I don't see the difference, midget."

Just like he expected Rukia kicked him in the shin.

How is she doing this with that freakin' wedding dress on?

But he regretted thinking the word 'wedding' right after as he felt the tsunami in his inner world roaring just a bit harder.

It was Rukia's effin' wedding day and he wished nothing more than to be in Renji's place.

Because, really, a blind would be able to see how head over heels he was for that petite devil.

And he was undoubtedly more worthy to be her freakin' husband than that baboon who had less fashion sense than Amy Winehouse and Lady GaGa combined!

Cuz, wasn't it that red pineapple-head that had abandoned her without thought?

Wasn't it him who had pulled the trigger so that Rukia faced that freak-Espada and nearly died?

Who was that prick to marry her?!

On the contrary there was him, Kurosaki Ichigo.

He had died countless times for her, darn it!

He had fend off a bird of fire for her!

Gosh, he had let her stab him with an effin' Zanpakutô!!

And what was he getting?

He was the best man on her and Renji's wedding.

Sometimes he wished he had really killed Renji in front of the Senzai-whatever.

NOW was one of those times!

Even Zangetsu was being unusually sadistic and wished his Getsuga had sliced that prissy into tiny Reishi bits.

And his Hollow... well... he would like to make a scene at the ceremony, take over Ichigo and rip that guy into itsy-bitsy pieces...

Ichigo was dangerously tempted to allow it.

The potential wedding-killer was ripped out of his thoughts as he felt soft lips on his cheeks.

"Thanks... for being here for me, Ichigo, it means a lot to me, you know?"

With that she was out of the room and Ichigo just stood there, dumbfounded, depressed and desperate as he looked after the girl he wanted more than anything in the world but was sure to never obtain.

~*~

Nii-sama had asked me once if I had any doubts about the wedding.

I told him no.

But at the same time thought...

YES

I had more doubts about this wedding than with anything before in my life.

And this is nothing a bride should think, right?

But, really, I never wanted to marry him, I never saw him this way...

Still, I'm doing it, right now, in this very second.

Why?

Because I'll never have the man I want.

I'm such a slut...

There is too much between us that we'll never overcome.

I will never have Ichigo.

So, with shaky breaths, I say.

"I do."

And thus I seal my fate.

~*~

I wish them good luck for the future but really, I mean nothing of it.

I mean, how sincerely can you wish someone luck if you want to strangle him? Want to be in his place? When you know... that he'll have the life with the woman you love that you wish you could have?

It's not fair.

Not one bit.

But I show them a smile. They see me smile so rarely they take it as genuine and embrace me.

Stop torturing me!

He tells me what a great friend I was...

Stop throwing salt into this open wound and just end this.

As they are driven away to their honeymoon realization finally kicks in.

I lost.


Okay, short and I know it's not my best work but still, please Review!! And, guess what? I decided to think about a chapter 2!! Of course only if you guys want!! … I really think you guys won't *cries in some corner*

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