This is my first ever story! Yay me:D I re-wrote the first chapter, because a friend made me see my mistakes, so thank you friend! Hopefully you know who you are…And as you can see, this chapter is a songfic. Hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own teen titans OR the song, My Happy Ending, by: Avril Lavigne
So Much for My Happy Ending
Chapter One 'How to Brake an Innocent Heart'
This story is based on what happened to me. One of my closest friends stole the one I loved, and betrayed me…
So much for my happy ending
Walking down the long narrow hallway, in Titans tower.
So much for my happy ending
Where she was headed? To her best friends room…but what she didn't know is that knocking on that door, would be one of the biggest mistakes of her life…
Lets talk this over, it's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Starfire knocked on Raven's door. After a couple seconds she could hear her best friend's foot steps making their way to open the door. Finally she reached it and slid it open just enough so only her head could be seen.
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
"Umm…friend Raven?" Starfire asked quietly
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
"Yes Starfire?"
You were everything, everything that I wanted
"Umm…" she hesitated "I have been wanting to tell you something, for you are the only girl on the team, and also my best friend."
We were meant to be
Supposed to be
But we lost it
"Ok, go ahead…" Raven perused Starfire to go on with what she was saying
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
"Well…I…umm…I have feelings, great feelings for Robin…" Starfire sighed, happy to have gotten that off of her chest and out in the open.
"You do!" Raven replied somewhat happily for her best friend. Raven along with the rest of the team knew about Starfire's feelings toward Robin, and they also knew about Robin secretly loving her back
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
"Yes is that a bad thing?" she asked feeling sad, and dumb that she even brought her feelings to the surface
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
Yes that is…Raven thought coldly "Of course not." Raven replied monotonously, lying. But yet she felt bad about lying to her best friend.
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
"So you are happy for me discovering my affection for Robin?" she asked eagerly
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
"Of course Starfire! That's what friends are for!" Raven only half lied that time, she was happy for Starfire, but then again…not
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
As the day went on Raven thought about Starfire and her confessions that she had told her. She could just couldn't let them be together. She knew she sounded crazy, but…she just couldn't! Because secretly…Raven liked Robin. Yes, behind her denial, she liked him. But of course there's always a chance that he doesn't feel the same way, but who knows?
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I though we could be
I should ask him… she thought
You were everything
Everything that I wanted
So Raven made her way towards the gym where Robin was training.
We were meant to be
Supposed to be but we lost it
When she got there she could hear him grunting and furiously fighting the punching bag like it was a battle between him and Slade Maybe we shouldn't… Scared thought Don't be such a baby! Replied Brave and Lust.
All of the memories
So close to me
Just fade away
Raven decided to go along with Brave and Lust on this one, so she quietly walked into the room, and stood close enough to Robin, so he could hear her, but far enough away that the punching bag wouldn't hit her.
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
She cleared her throat in attempt to get Robin's attention.
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
"Robin could we talk for a minute?" She asked in her monotone voice, that was barley a whisper.
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done..
"Of course." Robin said, taking a swig from his water bottle, and wiping the sweat off of his face with a towel.
He was everything
Everything that I wanted
"Well I was just wondering…" she hesitated "if well maybe…Would you like to go out with me sometime…" She finished thankful that she got it over with, but nervous at what he would say.
We were meant to be
Supposed to be but we lost it
"I…I would love to Raven." Robin smirked his famous smirk
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
They stepped closer to each other, both blushing furiously. Raven a darker pink, and Robin almost red.
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Starfire quickly turned around from where she was listening, not wanting to see what would happen next. Raven knows I have deep feelings for Robin. How could she do this to me? I thought she was my friend! Starfire thought angrily, but so sad, so depressed. How could she do this to ME? I thought we were…best friends! And best friends do not betray each other! How could she do this to me?
You were everything
Everything that I wanted
Tears now falling down her almost angel like face.
We were meant to be
Supposed to be but we lost it
Starfire ran through the living room passed Beastboy and Cyborg who where playing their video games as usual, but they paused and looked after the crying titan wondering what possibly could be wrong.
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
Starfire reached her room, still in tears, started packing for anywhere but the Titans tower, where her ex-best friend led her to such misery and her love followed along. She had to get out, just HAD to.
All this time you were pretending
She finished packing and flew out of her window, not even writing a note to where she was going…but she didn't know where she was going. All the she knew was that she had to get away.
So
much for my happy ending
She could barley fly out of the window, so she decided to run across the bridge, where she hailed a taxi, to take her somewhere…anywhere.
So much for my happy ending
Maybe, just MAYBE she would come back some day, so she could see how everyone was doing. Maybe when she got over Robin, If I ever do get over Robin. She thought sadly. Maybe she'd come back when she got over how Raven stole her first and one true love, maybe when the pain passes she'll come back. Maybe…
So much for my happy ending…
