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Playlist 1-Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran

He sat down at the stool at the bar, lifting his up only his index finger, signalling that he only wanted one of the usual.

Give me love like her

Cause lately I've been waking up alone

The bartender handed the man his drink and nodded. He told the man that if he needed anything else, just to ask. He would have it right away. The bartender understood-seemed to be the only one, really.

Paint splattered tear drops on my shirt
Told you I'd let them go

The man quickly drank down half of the glass, not giving a thought on how he'd get home. All he cared about what drowning his thoughts down in the strong taste of alcohol. It was his alternative, what he always did after a stressful day at work. When he had a job, anyways.

And that I'll fight your corner
Maybe tonight I'll call ya
After my blood turns into alcohol
No I just wanna hold ya

He sighed, running his hand through his hair. He thought of the past few years, just how... Bad they had been. Terrible. How Horrific. He would never be able to go back in time-for either of the things he wished he could have.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek or turn this around
All I want is the taste that your lips allow

After taking down the rest of his glass, the man put his head into his hands, his hair ruffled, his eyes dark with blank emotions. The bartender asked if he wanted anything else-the man simply lifted two fingers, meaning two of-the usual? No, he wanted two strong shots that he could take down quick. Two shots that would quickly take his thoughts into finding another girl for the night, replacing the one who haunted his mind.

My my, my my oh give me love,
My my, my my oh give me love,
My my, my my oh give me love,
My my, my my oh give me love,
My my, my my oh give me love

Give me love like never before
Cause lately I've been craving more

The man had no one left. He was an orphan. He had no real girlfriend. He didn't remember what happened to his sister those few years ago. Did she run away? Was she killed? Or did she just leave? The man quickly drank one of the shots. It didn't matter considering she was never around. He didn't even remember her name, but only because he knew that he would never see his sister again. The man truly had no one to love.

And it's been a while but I still feel the same
Maybe I should let you go

You know I'll fight my corner
And that tonight I'll call ya

And he certainly didn't want to be reminded of that girl that he had once loved, or thought he did. She had always gone the opposite way, but the man had never thought about why. He just thought about what; what she did; what he did; what happened. She was his only hope for love, either family love or love love.

After my blood is drowning in alcohol
No I just wanna hold ya

The man wasn't accepted by his family. They all thought of him as a traitor after what had taken place, after he had had a mental breakdown when he knew she was getting... Married. She didn't even invite him to the ceremony, much less any of the parties. It angered him because no one had bothered to check if he was on the list; he knew that. Ever since the last time he had seen his sister though, the only feeling they gave towards him was pity. All because she was gone.

Give a little time to me or burn this out
We'll play hide and seek or turn this around
All I want is the taste that your lips allow
My my, my my, oh give me love

Give a little time to me or burn this out

We'll play hide and seek or turn this around

All I want is the taste that your lips allow

He quickly took the other shot, taking notice of the other shots the bartender had layed out for him. He shot another one down, wondering why the hell the thoughts weren't gone yet.

my my, my my, oh give me love

my my, my my oh give me love,
my my, my my oh give me love,

He, yet again, put his head into his hands, shaking it. What the hell did he do to deserve everything that he had gotten? The man automatically knew the answer, though. He didn't deserve anything, not one thing, that was given to him. Not the death, or the unknown-sister. Not the terrible family or... How she treated him. He deserved none of it!

My my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

My my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

My my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

My my, my my, my my, give me love

The man drowned the other shots, then abruptly stood up, knocking over the stool he was sitting on. He grabbed his car keys, dizzy. The bartender asked if he would rather have a cab pick him up and grab his car tomorrow, but the man refused. He would rather drive home with no help.

my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover
my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

He ran out in the ran to his bright, polished car, jammed the key in and opened the door, flying into the drivers seat. The bartender was shaking his head, but the man didn't care-he didn't care about anything anymore.

my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover
my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover
my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover
my my, my my, my my, give me love, lover

He was flying on the highway, swerving to avoid cars, cursing and crying. Why was life oh so cruel to him? He did absolutely nothing! Not a damn thing! The man was so dizzy... Where were those lights coming from? Why couldn't he feel anything? Why was he spinning so fast?

my my, my my, oh give me love

my my, my my oh give me love
my my, my my oh give me love
my my, my my oh give me love

That was when he realized something; the man didn't have any love. He never did in the first place, no matter how much he wanted it... He sighed once more, resting his head forward as darkness swallowed him for one last time.

A/N If you didn't know, this is about Ian. He's around twenty five in this story and his life has basically fallen apart. He doesn't remember how his sister died, his family has turned on him because he basically had a huuuuge breakdown, and Amy("She") never really loved him.

God this was depressing! Lol... Well, the next one should be better and if this was confusing at all, please let me know!