Dear Diary,
Ace told me I was stupid today when I didn't do his homework for him and when I got him a root beer he poured it on my head and told me I was useless, apparently he only likes cherry! I was only trying to be nice when I gave him a brownie and it had chocolate chips in it, yummy if you ask me! But if you asked him he would say he hates anything chuncky…reminds him of nuts, so he said I'm useless…I know he's cheating on me…but I donno what to do about it! The only reason I'm still with him is because he says no one else wants me…he said that's the only reason he would ever date someone like me.
With love Kuki Sanban
P.S. Sorry for crying on you…
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I closed my diary and locked it and put it in a safe in a safe, you know Mushi! I can never be too sure around her! I laughed she is now 14 and I am 16 I know old right? But I'm in TND and I am also in…high school. High school is just a big pit of despair…no it's like worse…and my friends are still my friends except one…Wally or as he now likes to be called 'Wallabee' Beatles…I sniffled just at the memories.
Now he's popular but I don't know if he's really a jerk…to me in my eyes he can never be a jerk…he and I go back to diapers along with Abby Lincoln, Nigel Uno, and Hoagie Gilligan. Somewhere along the way we picked up Rachel McKenzie! Now we're in 10th grade and tighter than ever…again minus one…I know it sounds ridonkulous but I think at a young age…I fell in love…with him…Well at school we're the people who everyone kinda wants to meet but their scared…even though we look so friendly! We are known as that group that's mysterious…
Every day I believe that Wally would go SIKE!! He's only been like this for about a week…longest week of my life! But he lives next door…we all live next door to each other or our houses are back to back meaning we only have to climb a tree. The tree is perfect…it has a branch leading to each of our bedrooms! And in the middle is our new tree house! The old one was handed down and Hoagie made a new and improved tree house! Now all of our parents know when ever we're not home we're in the tree house! (Or on a mission but they can think whatever they want!)
I hear something…what is it? At my balcony? It's knocking…maybe it's just a woodpecker! It's getting louder, okay…now I'm kinda scared! Wally's always been here to protect me! Wait is this a person? Doing the special knock well the special knock wrong? Oh it's probobly one of the guys! Okay I opened the door and walked backwards why is he here?
"Hey sweetcheeks!" I heard Ace say to me in an ugly scratchy voice… "Here…" he rolled his eyes and handed me a daisy "AH!"I squealed "A…d…daisy?!" I stammered and backed away from it. "You're so difficult! I give you a flower and you don't want it?! God you are so hard to please! Just the other day didn't you say you wanted a daisy?! Quit changing your mind all the time!" he screamed in my face.
"First I'm not hard to please if you listen to me it would be easy! And second the other day I said if I were ever to get flowers I wouldn't want to get a daisy because I'm allergic!" I screamed…oh now I've done it…He slapped me "Don't ever yell at me again" he sneered and talked to me through grit teeth… "O-Okay s-so-sorry…" I whimpered. "Thant's more like it" he said spitting on my face. A kept staring at him and as my plan went he left!
I quickly got my diary out and started writing…
Dear Diary,
According to Ace…I'm difficult, hard to please and change my mind all the time! He…hit me again today but today it was only a slap! I'm so scared if him and Wally left at the worst time! He left the day Ace and I got together! Hum…does that mean something?
Love Kuki!
I put it back in my safe and gulped the only time I can express my feelings is in my diary and in my songs…but my songs are just terrible and what I put in my diary! I sighed looking out the window… Wally used to come in my window every night and kiss my forehead before I went to sleep…hum…I climbed out on my balcony and went down my tree slide to the tree house…
"WALLY?!" I screamed horrified "Who is this?" I said trying to keep my voice down. "Well…this… is… Steph-an-ie" he said Stephanie slowly like he forgot her name and just now remembered. "Well…you know we aren't supposed to let anyone in the tree house!" I said through grit teeth trying not to cry. "Well…this could be our little secret right?" he grinned at me "Wrong…" I looked at him confused and disappointed. "Come on Kuki! Come on!" he said like I was a dog and he wanted me to fetch and he didn't even call me Kooks! "No Wally…" I looked at him teary eyed. I saw him gulp and sigh.
"Look er…you…me and Wallabee are dating now!" Stephanie gloated…I felt my jaw drop…there's no way…I couldn't feel my legs… "Okay Wall-abee…our little secret…" I jumped out to my tree ladder and climbed to my room crying. That night I couldn't bear writing in my diary maybe tomorrow… I watched some tv and now I'm watching Cartoon Network…I love this channel… I yawned, turned the tv down and drifted off to sleep.
I woke up to see Wally in my room… "Wally?! I mean Wallabee?" I whisper screamed… what's he so attached to reading?! My…I grabbed my diary from him. "What all did you read?" I looked at him nervously… "Not much thank ya very much! First through third grade! You thought I was a meanie?" he grinned at me. "Yeah…" I looked at him like it was obvious and burst out laughing. Then I got quiet again "What time is it? Where's 'Stephanie'? Why are you here? How'd you get in?" I asked him quietly. "3 am. I'm here to talk and you gave me a key I'm never giving back." He smiled.
I rolled my eyes he purposely skipped the one I wanted to know most! "Ahem..Stephanie?" I asked annoyed "Oh…right right! Really?! You didn't notice?!" he smiled at me again. "No…?" I kinda asked I didn't know what I was answering, he laughed at me "Stephanie was Rachel!" he whisper screamed. My jaw dropped a little and I looked at him wide-eyed it made sense, Rachel even though she lives at the moon base (yes it's just like knd!) can be in our tree house! The hair the voice the clothes! It all fit!
He smiled "This past week I did investigating there's uh a member on the football team who's a suspect for helping the adults! I can only say that much though! I thought you knew…I don't know why I thought that though…I'm sorry Kooks…" he cringed I smiled a little Wally's never been good at apologizing! I smiled wider "I forgive you" I mumbled but I knew he heard. "Thank you…I don't know what would happen if I lost you…and still had to see you every day!" he widened his eyes.
"Why did you make up Stephanie?" I asked him quietly. "To make you see how I feel with Ace?" he groaned. Now it was my turn to widen my eyes "You were jealous?" I whispered happily "Why wouldn't I be? I mean I've told you before… your beautiful and incredible! This past week of not seeing you…I could stop thinking of you!" he shrugged and smiled and blushed at the same time. I blushed back realized the compliment I just received by my looong time crush! "Th-thanks" I stammered.
"Why are you dating Ace? You could do so much better!" he told me. "No I really can't" I sighed looking down… he raised his eyebrows "I'm not better?" he smiled. "Of course you are!" I said confused then I realized what he ment… "No Wally…Wally I can't…" I bit my lip and sniffled. He looked at me sadly "Why? Why not?" he whispered looking down. "Why…would you ever want me? I don't deserve you!" I screamed crying now. He wiped my tears away "Of course you are! I don't deserve you! You're funny and irresistible! Your annoying, stupid, girly, boring. But of course you're everything I ever wanted!" he smiled at me.
"Wally…? I don't know what to do…so read this." I tosse3d him my diary. I slid under his arm and flipped to that day…
Dear Diary,
Me and Ace got together! Wally's being a meanie again! I guess that means this was like a neutral day!
KUKI
Dear Diary,
Wally's been ignoring me…Ace and I went out…and he…hit me…
Kuk
Dear Diary,
Ace beat me up and said I was boring
Kuki
Dear Diary,
Ace said I was moody and he can't take me any place!
kuki
Dear Diary,
Apparently I suck at telling jokes because I always give it away!
K
Then he read the most recent ones. "Kuki…" he whispered horrified…"Yeah?" I looked at him innocently he suddenly smiled and…he kissed me… it lasted until I needed to take a breath… "That was incredible." I sighed smiling. "I know…" he smiled hugging me. "I love you…" I whispered to him "I love you so much Kooks!" he kissed my hair. "Ace! What about him!?" I freaked out! "I'll deal with him… 'accidently'" he smiled at me…"These things will make a good song ya know" he sounded serious…
According to you But according to him
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right
According to you
Im difficult
hard to please
forever changing my mind
Im a mess in a dress
cant show up on time
even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you
Im beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
"That sounds great Wally! I never knew you could sing!" I grinned at him. "Ever since I was 13!" he shrugged.
Im funny According to you But according to him
irresistible
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
so baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not according to you
Im boring
Im moody
and you cant take me any place
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
Im the girl with the worst attention span
youre the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you
Im beautiful incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
Im funny
irresistible
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
so baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not
according to you
"Uh…I donno about the rest…" Wally blushed. "I do" I tapped his nose.
I need to feel appreciated But according to me
like Im not hated. oh no
Why cant you see me through his eyes?
Its too bad your making me decide.
youre stupid youre useless
you cant do anything right
But according to him
Im beautiful incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
Im funny irresistable
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I dont feel like stopping it
baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything Im not
according to you
you you
according to you you you
According to you
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right.
I sighed "…it's all true" I looked down "Yup. It's all true." Wally lifted my head and kissed my nose.
"Kuki?" he asked breaking the silence, "Yes?" I smiled. "Sing that song to him where there's a lot of people!" he smiled widening his eyes. "Okay…Wally? According to me you're annoying, mean, smelly, dumb and a know it all!" I informed him. "And…I'm everything you ever wanted?" he grinned. "Exactly"
That was fun! Okay hope you liked reading!
Thanks Guys!-Kit Kat OVER AND OUT!!
