it came to mind so i had to write it...certain events moved me to write it... T^T
He couldnt stand it.
He just couldnt stand it... he heard her say goodbye and saw the swish of her auburn hair as she left
his presense...he sensed her spirit pressure fade as she walked from the schoolyard and got farther and farther
away from him... he tried to fight back the impulse to cry and didnt want to look weak so he ran home
he got home he sat in his room and cried what seemed for hours and didnt sleep so he called in sick into school
and thought to himself "why did this have to happen?" "why did she hurt me?" and sometimes just plain "why?"
all of a sudden he had to go to the bathroom he looked in the mirror and saw his sad, broken doppleganger
staring back at him, almost mocking his very worthless exsistnce... he was nothing... he ran his
hand through the tangled forest of orange hair and looked at his eyes. instead of the usual choclate brown
eyes, dark pools of infinate darkness looked back at him as if it was his hollow form... mocking him...
telling himself that he was nothing without her... he shoved his hand into the glass of the mirror and little
rubies fell all over the floor and they scattered he imagined they were little hearts searching for what was left
of all the broken memories...
he sat up
he had decided what was to take place...
he had to ask Orihime what was wrong
Ichigo walked to her house, looking at the places in the world around him that him and Orihime... 'hime, as
he had fondly called her, he could recall the places calling off the list as he went...
the streetlight he asked her out under... the tree were they shared thier first kiss... the patch of grass
were they had a "picnic" he ate her crazy food just to make her happy... he choked up a little and he saw her
standing there eyes closed, almost still as a statue, execpt he could see her chest expand and fall, timing his
breaths with hers as if he could become one with her if he breathed like she did... what a silly thought, but-
suddenly she looked at him and saw those beautiful doe eyes staring at him, and, as if he was a wind up toy soldger,
and hugged her tight, as if a lifeline.
but something happened.
she gently pushed him away.
and then his auburn haired goddess spoke.
"im sorry Kurosaki-kun... i just dont think this is going to work out"
Ichigo felt hot as he tried to make his mouth say somthing... ANYTHING but he just couldnt...
so he turned and walked away
and then stopped him in his tracks
sorry i just randomly typed this up! so its kinda short
