A/N: Written a long time ago, before I went into the military. This thing has three parts and I couldn't decide if I should put them into a one shot or seperate them... Anyways, This was written before I was comfortable writing Yaoi, so it's not blatant. I would really like to know what you guys think, so take two seconds and let me know. It helps me to keep writing :-

First Part is Heero's pov of course...

Friend of Shinigami

Part One

So Young in War

I am all but invisible to this world,
but with my eyes I see much.

Have seen peace and war,
more of the second than the first.

May have a young body,
but my mind is old and not my own.

Having been told what to do,
and also what to say.

My actions are not my own,
always controlled by someone else.

Try to change-to escape,
but never could and knowing I never will.

My friend is Shinigami-the god of death,
but he shows me no mercy nor death.

So on I live
a life that is not my own

Never to decide for myself,
always controlled by somebody else.