A/N: Santeria is an amazing song by Sublime. Lines in bold are the lyrics, while those italicized are the characters' thoughts.

I don't practice Santeria
I ain't got no crystal ball
Well, I had a million dollars but I, I'd spend it all

Blaine was never one to not answer his phone. It was practically attached to him like an extra limb which is why Kurt fidgeted and paced back and forth in his room, hoping that Blaine would call back anytime soon. Maybe he's just asleep, or bathing for crying out loud. There's a million reasons why he couldn't pick up or call back.

Kurt busied himself by turning his laptop on, checking out some of his friends' walls and see what they've been up to recently. It's been at least 2 months since he moved to New York, and since joining he's never had much time to look at Facebook, call home, reply to texts – including Blaine's and while he misses his friends, his family – he knows that deep down inside they are all happy for him. They all know he's fulfilling a lifelong dream, and nothing will stand in his way . Family will always be there. Friendships always stand the test of time. Blaine will always understand.

But Kurt misses Blaine. He knows he's ignored him one too many times and he feels guilty but ends up forgetting even that when he's loaded with so much work and Isabelle expects so highly of him. He can't miss a step this early in the game, he needs to plant his feet on solid ground so nothing can sway him easily. Blaine is strong, Blaine is smart, Blaine is forgiving and since it was Blaine who pushed him to move to New York anyway – Blaine knows that this is how it was bound to happen.

If I could find that Heina, and that Sancho that she's found
Well I'd pop a cap in Sancho & I'd slap her down

It's been 2 hours since he last sent Blaine a message and got no replies yet. The guilt comes back, thinking that this must be exactly what Blaine feels every single time he sends Kurt a message, and Kurt not even bothering to send a quick reply, or sometimes even read it at all. He always tells himself he will when he gets home, but the moment he steps in the apartment, most of his time is spent listening to Rachel's Cassandra issues or how much she misses Finn that the only time he spends alone is when he's enjoying a warm bath. But once his body touches the bed – he shuts down automatically. That's how Blaine's messages all get ignored.

It's not like I intentionally ignore them, Kurt tries to reason with himself.

This is ridiculous. Kurt glanced at the clock again. He's pretty updated now with the lives of his McKinley friends and has had enough rest it starts to wear him down. He asked for 2 days off and while Isabelle was generous enough to let him, he didn't plan on waiting some more to see Blaine. He needs his boyfriend for every reason imaginable and he needs him now.

Where in the goddamn world could Blaine be?