I look at myself in the mirror and sigh. The new clothes Yoongi bought me don't look that bad on me. I look ok, at least.
I go back to the living room where my boyfriend is waiting for me patiently. Yoongi, on the other hand, looks amazing, he could be using a paper bag and still look great. He's natural.
"Are you ready, baby?" He asks and I hum while nodding. "You look very beautiful."
"Thank you." I say as Yoongi kisses me on the top of my head.
We leave the house and get into Yoongi's car, heading towards Namjoon's.
Once we reach the place, Namjoon lets us in, and as we step inside, we are greeted by Hoseok and Seokjin.
"Hey guys! What took you so long?" Hoseok hugged us and lead us towards the couch.
We sat next to Seokjin who smiled at us and lit a cigarette.
"Jiminnie couldn't decide what to wear, he changed his outfit like five times." Yoongi explains and takes the cigarette Jin was offering him
"Oh, you look great Jimin." Hoseok smiles at me.
"Thanks." I say, but I know he's just saying that because he has to.
"Do you guys want something to drink?"
"Just water will be ok, and you Jimin?"
"I'm ok, thanks."
"Ok, I'll be right back." Namjoon goes to the kitchen and I look around the house.
The punch next to the tv Yoongi made a few weeks ago is no longer there but it has yet to be painted to fit with the rest of the wall.
I also notice there's a new carpet, probably because the other one had Hoseok's blood all over it and they couldn't care less to wash it, it was easier to get rid of it. Like everything else.
Jin suddenly gets up and opens a window, that way the smoke will leave the room and won't bother us- or at least me. I know he did it because I absolutely hate the smell, since I once said that, he always open the windows. I internally thank him for the nice gesture.
"How's school doing, Jimin? Last year, right?" Jin asks as Namjoon comes back with Yoongi's water and then sits in front of us, next to Hoseok.
"Yeah, it's actually really good, I just had a few exams and passed them all, so I'm doing great."
"Oh man, that's amazing. I miss the school days, don't you guys?" Jin asks and the two other nod.
"Those were some good times."
"But now comes the better ones," Yoongi speaks next to me. "we are actually getting signed guys, can you fucking believe it? And each one of us is going solo, i don't know how you did it Jin, but you are amazing."
"I told you I know some people." He jokes.
Yes, this is Yoongi's dream, as well as Namjoon's and Hoseok's. Being famous rappers is all they ever wanted, they already have fans from the rap battles they participate, but getting a contract with one of the most famous companies is something completely different.
This is what keeps me up at night the most, I love seeing my boyfriend's dreams come true, but the voices inside my head won't shut up, every night telling me how Yoongi will find someone better.
And I think it's true. He will eventually start meeting new, famous and more interesting people. I'm just Jimin.
Plain, ugly, boring Jimin.
I hear them talking about their goals and their future. They have it all planned, I just wish I could be a little bit like that and don't be someone who doesn't have a view not even for the tomorrow.
A few hours pass and we are finally heading back home.
The car ride is quiet as usual, his hand on my thigh and the music on but not loud. We don't live that far so we make it in just 10 minutes.
Once I get inside, I go right towards the room and I can feel Yoongi following me.
"Jimin? Aren't you hungry? I can make you something to eat. What would you like?"
"No, I'm okay, thanks anyways."
"Are you sure? Baby, you didn't eat anything at Namjoon's, at least drink something, please. I can make you coffee." He pleads and I sigh.
"Ok." Coffee will be alright, it's not that much since I didn't eat anything before. I follow him to the kitchen and wait.
"Are you ok?"
"I'm ok."
Yoongi sighs and gives me the cup of coffee he made. We seat on the table, facing each other.
"I was happy to see Hoseok again, it's been a while since we last saw him." He starts.
"Yeah, I missed him. Still can't believe he copied my hair colour, I'm gonna change it when he sleeps and make it green." I hear Yoongi laugh and it's beautiful.
"He would totally kill you if you do that."
"You wouldn't let him." I say, half joking, half saying the truth.
"You are right." He winks. "Anyways, blonde hair looks way better on you." I smile at the compliment and start drinking my coffee.
"You know, I've been thinking..." He starts and I look up.
"Mmm?"
"How about we adopt a cat?"
"Are you serious?" I look at him surprised, I've been asking him if we can get a cat for a couple of months now but he always refuse to the idea of it.
"Yes baby, I've already looked up a place to adopt, we can go tomorrow when you leave school."
"Oh my god, Yoongi. Thank you so much!" I get up and hug him as strong as I can. He just laughs and holds me, giving me a short kiss. "Thank you. Thank you. Thank you."
"You're welcome, baby. Sorry it took me a while to accept, but I thought you may want some company now that I won't be as much at home." He kisses me. "I love you."
"I love you, Yoongi."
