Hello there, I'm Yuzuki. This is my first Kingdom Hearts fanfic, so please don't be mean. I've had this in my head for a while now...and I guess I finally decided to give it a try and write it. I hope you enjoy it. Please read and review.
Summary
: He loved her, but never told. She hates him...or does she? Its up to them, to face themselves and see what happens to these shattered hearts. SKShattered hearts
:: Chapter OneHe smiled, somehow looking up at the sky always made him feel better, and it was always there to calm him. A frown was now set on his face; it was going to rain...it was always like the sky was crying for an unknown reason. He sighed, he knew he was sad, the sky always felt the same thing.
But he didn't want to cry...the only thing different from the sky and him was that he knew his reason for wanting to cry.
He would always hide what he truly felt and it was building up inside of him.
It was because of her again, she made him sad. It was always the same, he began to wonder if she would ever leave him alone. But he knew that wasn't possible for he knew that he loved her. Was it wrong to love someone who wouldn't love the person back? Would he always be alone?
The sky is crying, because I am...we are one and we share the same pain.
He lay there on the ground, watching as the wet cold rain drops slowly began to fall one by one. A tear fell from his crystal clear blue eyes. He would always pretend to hate her, it was always that way, he had to hide his true feelings for her or just be hurt more knowing she would never love him back.
He knew he was wasting his time trying to get her to notice him.
He knew she would rather die then love him back...
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run
But now I truly realize, some people don't wanna compromise
Well, I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies, and
Well I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
His tears came down harder, as did the rain. He smiled as the skies rain would cover his tears, but today it was a sad smile. What he didn't know was when the sun was finally going to come up.
The sun used to shine brightly everyday. But then he met her and soon he began to fall for her, a small crush at first, then it began to deepen, but back then she was nice to him...back then, the sun was shining.
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Years passed by and she changed, but he knew he still loved her no matter what because thats how strong his love for her had gotten, or at least thats how it felt, after all he was only fifth teen.
But then again, he also knew that he could never have her and he was always sad because of that. His sadness never went away and from then on, it was always raining.
He looked up again, the rain clouding his vision. It was beginning to get darker, and he had a feeling that the rain would stop the minute he went home and fell asleep on his bed.
He wasn't sure of it, because he was always asleep and unable to check, but he had a feeling that everything was normal whenever he was asleep because he'd never feel anything. No one knew about where he was right now, no one but his best friend...his mother, knowing he was crying right now just because it was raining, let him go where he wanted because she thought it was best for him. She knew he went somewhere but where, she had no idea. He didn't want to get up from the ground, even if it was getting late, because this was the only place he could let go of some pain, this was his secret place.
His secret place...the place only he knew about. The sunlight, if there was any, always illuminated in the middle, it was his gigantic field, with a beautiful waterfall that lead to a river-like pool of water, the soft golden sand and a few trees.
He would always come here, just to think. He brushed away the rain on his face, along with the stray tears.
"Crying again Sora? I told you, you're to good for her" Sora turned, knowing who the voice belonged to, the only person who knew of this place besides him, Riku.
"What does it matter to you Riku? You have practically every girl drooling over you" Sora replied, walking over to where his friend was sitting, which was on the rocks watching the waterfall as slowly, the rain, along with Sora crystal clear tears faded.
They sat there saying nothing, it was true, Sora was cute and adorable, but Riku was more then just that. He was also considered hot and sexy by mostly every girl that set their eyes upon him, but he didn't care for any girl in his little fan club because they were all the same and only wanted him for his looks.
He felt guilty because they both knew that Kairi had a crush on him.
Sora wasn't jealous or anything, he just wished Kairi could fall for him and not Riku, which was, as every girl fell for him, getting very old.
"It's not like I want all those girls to go crazy over me, it just something that....happens" Riku said suddenly.
Sora looked at him, he noticed for the first time since they've been friends that Riku was like him, just in a different way.
He was sad because he loved someone he couldn't have, Riku was sad because they was no one he could love for they only wanted him for looks. Sora sighed softly, life was unfair and they both knew it.
"We should go, it's late" The silence was broken as Riku's calm voice spoke.
He was right, it was late, but he didn't want to go anywhere, much less his home, where he knew would start to think of her again, just to fall asleep and feel...nothing. Why did he have to pretend to hate her, why couldn't he just tell her how he felt?
Because, after all, he wasn't Riku, he couldn't just smile at her and she'd instantly have hearts in her eyes and stalk him, that was Riku's life....ok, so, not entirely. Still that made no difference, he'd always be....Sora.
So how was the first chapter? I'm sorry if it was short, by the way, the lyrics that were in bold was a song called
I'm walking away by Craig David, I have no idea why I decided to use only half the lyrics though. Please review and tell me what you think of the first chapter. The second chapter will be up as soon as possible, until then, see you later.- Yuzuki
