Not an easy love

Thinking back at my life, I realized how easy it was. Growing up fast, loved, admired even, by everyone : My family, Jacob, the Denali and every other coven who went to save my life this day. I went to high school, made friends. I laughed, I cried. Practically typical teenage girl. Until one day. He came into my life, changed everything I believed in. He made me question the meaning of life, the meaning of my life, the meaning of everything.

Alec came with the entire Volturi the day I turned seven. It was only a visit of routine. They came to see if I was indeed grown up, and if I was dangerous. They only stayed a week, but it changed everything. Aro decided that I should spend most time of the week with Alec and Jane, since I was around the same age, physically. Alec was sarcastic, sadistic, of course. We hated each other at the beginning, exactly like Jane hated me, and everyone else. Jane wasn't able to control herself around me, so at the end it was just Alec and me. We began to feel less hate, and we build a small friendship. They left after that, but Alec and I managed to see each other without anyone else knowing about it. After a year, we fell in love. It wasn't easy, of course. We are so different. I didn't wanna go to Italy, Alec couldn't left his family, so we see each other at least one time a month. He kills human, he is everything that I never though I would love. Love couldn't be controlled.

It has been 5 years yesterday that we are together. I still couldn't believe it. Neither my family, that only though it was a crush that would die. I could see this in their eyes yesterday, when they realize that we were September 1st.

Alec and I are supposed to see each other tonight. It was supposed to be yesterday, but a some newborns making trouble in Canada changed our plans. I was used to this sort of event.


My alarm begin to ring at 7am. I turned it off, sit on my bed, and sighed. I couldn't wait to see Alec tonight. It has been some crazy months for the Volturi, so I didn't see him in three months. After getting dressed, I went to the kitchen. My father was reading the papers and my mother was reading a book. Typical.

"Good morning sweetie" she said, giving a kiss on my forehead.

"Hey mom" I smiled.

"Where are you going with Alec tonight ?" my father asked from the living room.

"I don't know, as usual. He likes to keep the surprise"

My mom giggled, but I knew better. They didn't like Alec. They were only trying to seem nice, but I know they just wished for us to break up. I would lied if I said it didn't hurt me, or course. But I know our relationship wasn't something my family would approve.

Taking a cup of coffee and a muffin, I put my jacket on.

"So I will see you both tonight, have a great day", I said before leaving and going in my car.

We are now living in a little town in Pennsylvania. It wasn't as rainy as Forks, but we didn't have a choice. People were starting to notice us. Jacob and the pack are still there, and of course, I missed them. It wasn't easy for Jacob to move over me, but he is now with Leah and they are both happy. The imprinting isn't left on, so Jacob need to see me as ofter as possible, as a friend, to feel better. It was kind of sad, not being able to live his new life with is fiancee without thinking about me. Imprinting is cruel, when it isn't love.

After a few minutes, I was already in the parking of my school.

"Renesmee!"

My name was shoot by my best friend, Beatrice. I loved her. She is kind, funny, and it made me feel more human the time I was around her.

"Hey, how are you doing?"

"Great, great. I kind of forgot the math test that I have this morning, so I'm kind of freaking out right now. But everything is just fine"

I laughed, I couldn't help it. It was so much like her.

"Good luck"

"Thanks, well I gotta go, Mr. Turner want us to be there five minutes before the exam begin" she said, rolling her eyes. "Later!"

She run back in the school basement, while I opened the back seat of my car to reach for my bag. I was now the only one in the parking lot, which I was used to. I'm not very punctual. While walking toward the school, the wind brings new flagrance with it. Of course, wood, gas, and many other. But, there was something else. I frowned trying to figure it out. It was wet. I turned around, and come face to face with a guy. He was tall, dark haired, but his eyes, they were a bright yellow. He smiled, and his long teeth come in view. I frozed. I knew what they are. Children of the moon.


Hey ! English isn't my first langage, so please correct me for my mistakes, it would help me.

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