Addictive
One-shot
{Princess Bubblegum POV}
Everything about her lures me in, her ruby red eyes, her hair, her smile, everything about her. I know I can't have her, not anymore. I lost the privilege to be beside her long ago. I still can't believe how stupid I was. If only I had been forgiving I would still be next to her. I couldn't forgive her long time friend and she broke us off. No matter what I do, if I don't first forgive him, she won't let me be with her. But I can't do that, I don't know how. I've tried, I really have. But nothing works.
I'll keep searching for her company, even if not directly. I've never been one for openly showing my emotions. I don't think I ever will. So I'll keep cherishing the few moments we have together in silence. I'm selfish, I know. I made her brake up with me, she herself has told me countless times if I was ready to forgive her friend. Each time I didn't speak, she already knew what I meant. I'm sure she still loves me as much as I love her, her eyes still look the same when she looks at me as they did back then, she still teases me, and I enjoy every moment of it.
I just can't get enough of her, I don't know what kind of wizardry this is but I still don't like it. I wish I could just move on, I know that eventually she'll stop trying. But I can't, I want her but I don't want to follow those rules. Maybe one day we could try again. Maybe one day I could get some of that addictive woman once more. Hopefully that day comes soon, before we fall further apart from each other. I need her, I can't live without her. She's my lifeline, she's a bittersweet being I need to survive.
Well this is a real surprise … I never thought I'd be writing Yuri. I like Yaoi wayyyyyy more than Yuri … though I do ship these two, I find their back story fits in the show. Maybe it'll be canon someday, who knows. Well I guess this is what happens when you have no wifi. I hope you enjoyed this tiny thing. ^_^
R&R please
~Myuu
