Preface.

At this time of day, i black out. Not knowing what to do,
or what to say. At this time of day...I cry. I scream. I become my worst nightmare.

I become, my heart. Bleeding, torn, broken. All the adjectives describing how i feel. Yet, its not how i feel. I feel so much worse, vampirism made it worse. I feel everything double. 200% doubled. And without him, I just dont know if i'll survive...

"Bella?"