This is just a short about Lena telling Stef about the kiss with Monty. I did not think that it would fit in with the Adams Foster One Shots Story so I decided to make it a different story. I was thinking that it should be a one-shot, but I think that it may be a few parts.
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The accident happened in this story, but Jesus and Mariana were not seriously hurt. They just had some bumps and bruises.
It had been an extremely long day. Lena had not planned on what happened in the office and she just didn't know what to do about it. She spent a great deal of time thinking about it during the afternoon, but between finding out that Callie could be adopted and the car accident that had scared her half to death, she really had not had anymore time to think about what she would say to Stef. She thought that maybe she should just keep it to herself, but she also wanted to be completely honest with Stef. Right now, she was just glad that her children were okay and she went about preparing dinner hoping not to think about the events of earlier today.
Stef was stuck at work late, so she went ahead and fed the kids and then excused herself to go take a shower. She knew that the kids were a bit shaken up after the accident so she left them to enjoy a movie, hoping that it would help them relax. As she made her way to the bedroom, all she could think about was what she had done to Stef. After closing the door, she allowed the tears to slowly begin to flow. She knew that she had stopped it, but she did kiss Monty back even if it was just for a second. She felt horrible. She knew that Stef would never have let it go that far with anyone else and she just didn't know what to do.
As she took her shower, Lena let the hot water run over her body. She thought about what happened more and more and decided that she could not look at Stef everyday knowing that she did not tell her about what happened with Monty. She knew that they would probably have to work on their relationship and she just hoped that if she told Stef about it that they would actually talk. She hadn't even realized that she had started crying again when the door to the bathroom opened up and Stef walked in. She had heard Lena crying and came to check on her. She knew that the accident had been very difficult for both of them and just figured that Lena was letting out everything that she had been holding on to during the day.
Stef decided that she needed to comfort her wife, so she slipped off her clothing and stepped into the shower w. Lena quickly attempted to stop crying when she heard Stef, but the next thing she knew, Stef was standing behind her. She turned and fell into her wife's arms as Stef kissed the top of her head a few times.
"Love, its okay, let it all out," Stef said as Lena buried her face in the crook of her neck.
"I'm.. I'm so, so sorry Stef," Lena managed to choke out.
"Hey, Lena its okay. Lets just finish the shower and then we can talk, okay." Stef said as she started to wash Lena and then herself. They both rinsed off and Stef stepped out of the shower, grabbing her towel and wrapping another around Lena who was still silently crying.
"Come on Love, lets get dressed and lay down for a while," Stef said as she got out clothes for each of them. After they got dressed, Stef laid down on the bed and brought Lena into her arms.
"Now do you want to tell me what is going on in that head of yours?" Stef asked as Lena held onto her for dear life. A lot had happened today, and Lena had to make a split second decision about what to tell her wife. She didn't know if she could deal with the backlash of this after the day that she had, so she just shook her head.
"I was just so worried about Jesus and Mariana. I am so glad that they are alright. When you called, I just had no idea what to do. At least everyone is okay. I am just glad that you are home."
With that, Lena snuggled into Stef more and just let herself be held. Stef kissed her on the head a few times and just held her. Lena felt terribly guilty keeping this from Stef, but decided that it was just best to wait for a little longer until everyone's emotions had calmed down and she and Stef could be alone. She would talk to her tomorrow and hopefully everything would be just fine.
She and Stef fell asleep in each others arms that night with Lena just trying to remember how it felt in case it was the last time.
AN: So this may or may not be that good, but I am really looking forward to working on how Lena might tell Stef, and how they might get back to normal afterwards. Please let me know if you have any ideas. Suggestions are always welcome and help me out greatly. As for my one shot collection, I have hit a bit of a road block. I have been very busy with school and everything else, but I will try to get working on the next chapter. Ideas and requests are always welcome.
Until next time, thanks for reading.
Endevour
