Disclaimer : I Don't own any character, Disney does.
The Story starts after the movie : "So The Drama" and Before Suited. so it happens in the summer up to Seasons 4.
The story also added some loose end to seasons 1-3.
Be warned that there are some adults Situations.. it rated M for a reason.
Thanks to: Writer Sage - for beta reading this chapter and made it better.
And thanks to people that have reviews this chapter so far.
Chapter 1 updated: 06-24-10.
- This chapter is meant to be a default Chapter, the story is following Kim view, everything we know or see is from her point of view. So, don't be afraid, I'm not that evil, there would be action, mystery, and me trying to play with readers mind in later chapter, but enjoy with 'The Feeling'.
True Love
The Feeling
The sky had cleared from the rain that had fallen so heavily some hours ago. Everything seemed so perfect right for the girl that "can do anything". She had been denying and hiding those feelings deep inside her. She denied it to anyone who asked, even herself. She had wanted to forget about them, forget about them so could live her life with her best friend.
Everything was going just as planned. She knew he was oblivious when it came to girls, and knew how much he cared about their friendship. If only he would grow up a little and see there are things than just being friends.
She had always loved him, but she could not tell him. She was the girl who "can do anything", but she could not tell him her feelings. It was terrifying; the idea that he didn't feel the same and her confession would ruin their friendship. It was heartbreaking when he said it was better to stay friends when he had broken up with her at the Middleton Days Fair. She didn't even get the chance to hear him out since Dr. Bortel's mood controlling device, the Moodulator, had accidentally been stuck to her during a mission and had chosen to switch from "in love" to "sad". It sent her running away crying over their "breakup". Since that day, she hid her feelings for him. She could not tell him that it was not just the Moodulator because he had made his feelings known to her. Or, so she thought.
Rather than trying to convince him they were better off being more, she tried to mend her broken heart with a pretty-food chain worthy-boy that she had met only two days previously. Her heart screamed and screamed that she was hurting him. But, her mind was wicked and told her to forget about her crush/love/lifelong friend for he only saw her as a friend. This new boy wanted her and not just as a friend.
She didn't like hurting her best friend. Once, in her freshman year, she had accidentally locked him in the janitor's closet. Here he was encouraging her to ask her crush, Josh Mankey, to the Spirit Week Dance and she had slammed the door in face for wanting a ride. Sure, the fact that Josh had said "yes" had caused her to act like an airhead, but what right did she have to treat her best friend that way?
At the dance, she had muted her communication device, the Kimmunicator, so she would not be interrupted. It took until Josh had nearly kissed her for her to remember Ron, her best friend since Pre-K. She suddenly realized he was not here. "He couldn't still be in the closet," she had thought. Panicking, she pushed Josh away and ran out to go see. It wasn't until she was in front of the closet that she realized she just missed her chance for Josh to kiss her. She was majorly tweaked at Ron for being stupid enough to get locked in. She hurried to open the door and turned to walk away without even looking at him. She remembered exactly what she said to him:
"Sorry about locking you in Ron, but I need to get back to Josh. We were just about to kiss, but I had to come save you," she snapped at him.
She hadn't meant to snap at him, but she couldn't help the bitter feelings she had for missing her kiss. When he didn't answer, she turned around irritated with him. The second their eyes met, it felt like all of the air was punched out of her gut. Rather than looking sorry and ashamed of himself like she thought he should, he looked hurt and angry. He walked past her not saying a word. She was paralyzed, barely even breathing. Never has Ron ever looked at her that way. She just stood there looking where her best friend had been.
She never did go back to the dance.
She was a very strong minded, independent girl (she was Kim Possible after all), but the idea that Ron Stoppable was going to leave her had caused her to cry like a new born baby. The two weeks after the accident was very painful to her. She wanted to hug him, she wanted to kiss him, but he didn't want to be near her at all. She knew after that, when they finally made up, she could not live without Ron. She could not live without him, but she still had a crush on another guy.
Or, at least she thought she had a crush on Josh. It wasn't until later that she realized that she was trying to find a grown up version of Ron.
She was still in denial for most of her sophomore year. She had worked hard to believe that her feelings were just platonic. Even after Christmas, when Ron disappeared to take on a mission so that she could enjoy her family time, she pretended it didn't go beyond the "just friends" category. Never mind her devastation when she thought he had died or the way her body heated with pleasure from the simple peck on the cheek under the makeshift mistletoe.
It was not until she nearly blushed herself out of existence that she started to really realize that she could not literally live without Ron. Ron had gone all of the way to the Amazon to find a cure for her to stop the effects of Dr. Drakken's spray that caused her to disappear each time she got embarrassed. Ron had shown up with the rare orchid when she was nothing but a head left. Never mind that she had broken her promise to stay in her room and instead went on a date with Josh.
The date was fantastic in her opinion; Josh didn't seem bothered by her weird attitude or the embarrassing things that kept happening all night. He took it all in stride. But, what made the date "perfect" (as she proclaimed it was) was the gentleman's good night kiss he had given her. It was just a peck, but after waiting so long, she didn't care.
But, the kiss also told her there was nothing there. Once she came down from the high of finally getting what she wanted she had difficulty savoring the kiss. Each time she tried, her mind would automatically replace Josh with Ron. And, the kiss wasn't always so "gentlemanly" either as her dreams and undergarments could attest to. Her crush on Josh had nearly died after that. There were little things here and there but nothing major.
What's a girl to do though when she's fallen in love with her best friend?
She didn't want to scare her best friend by saying that she didn't just love him, but was in love with him. Luckily, the reporter never asked if there was someone she loved during the interview she had when she was under the influence of the truth ray. She had only asked who she had a crush on at the time, and that wasn't Ron. Still, she was hurt when she found out that Ron thought Penny had the prettiest eyes in school, and not her.
She was in love with Ron, but telling him would have been so the drama unless she knew his feelings first. She had wanted to try the dating thing a long time before she had blushed herself out of existence. Back when he was trying to get a date from Zita Flores. He had said that people might think they were dating if they seen them coming out of the romantic-comedy of the year together. She had laughed it off, trying hard not to let him see how pleased she was about that thought. Later, after her mission, she had screwed up her courage and was finally going to ask him out. It was quite the blow when she found out he just got back from his "date" with Zita. She scurried right back to Josh after that in hurt and jealousy. Luckily for her pride and their friendship, Ron thought she only wanted to hang out. It sucked, but at least she hadn't lost him to Zita.
The truth ray had really cleared her mind. She had a plan, and fortunately for her, Ron was never able to get his relationship with Zita to the next level. Apparently, Zita was miffed at him for cheating at the online game, Everlot. She also had a feeling that unlike Ron, Zita Flores noticed her green eyed monster and backed off.
The plan was simple; she knew that Ron didn't adjust very well, and he either panicked to epic proportions or let his head reach the size of Texas if change happened too fast, so she would take it slow. An extra touch here, a hug there, more pecks on the cheek than he realized, take all of their classes together in their junior year, and then take him to one of the school dances. There she would kiss him, or even better, he would kiss her.
The Moodulator ruined everything! She remembered everything that happened while she was under its influence. It had shut down all of the inhibitors in her mind and let her emotions run rampant. Whatever they wanted, she did. From crying to raging, she had absolutely no control of herself. She was very glad that those stupid chips had burned out, but it didn't buffer the devastating feelings she felt when she remembered that he had broken up with her. He only wanted to be friends, so much for those fireworks.
As long as she lived, she will remember that kiss in front of their lockers. All of the feelings she had been feeling since she was four years old was put into the kiss, and he had kissed her back once he got over the shock. It was the best kiss she ever had. Much better than the kiss she had given him back when she had her first period.
He had carried her home because her cramps had been so bad she couldn't even walk. She had kissed for the second time in her life, but he was asleep at the time. Ron had no idea, and still thinks that Walter Nelson was her very first.
No, her first kiss had been Ron, the first person she ever gave a peck on the cheek outside her family, and the first person she had ever kissed on the lips. He had just got back from Camp Wannaweep only a couple of days ago. She had missed him, more than she thought she would when he left. She is still tweaked at his parents for sending them to that horrid place and leaving her alone for an entire month. So, they held a sleep over to commemorate his return and his ability to survive an entire month in hell. He had fallen asleep before she did. She was content just watching him, and for the first time in her life she saw him as a cute boy. But, before she could continue her line of thought, he started to shake and whimper. His whimper started to turn into pleas and he started crying. It was a nightmare, and a bad one at that. She didn't know what to do. How can she comfort him? That's when an idea popped in her head, whether it was from her last line of thought, she did not know nor did she care.
She kissed him, kissed him with all her mite. It was fantastic every nerve in her body seemed to scream in euphoria. She wished he would wake up and return it. He didn't, but he was smiling when she let go.
She would never get that feeling of euphoria and she hoped to talk to Ron about it. Fate had other ideas. After saving Mr. Paisley and his Flammingoat on her first mission, she met the clever-brace faced-pretty boy Walter Nelson. He was amazed at what she had done to save Mr. Paisley. She decided to hang out with him to see if Ron would get jealous. But, she also wanted to see if her feelings for Ron really were just platonic or if they went beyond that. Having another male friend helped that, and so Walter had unknowingly been drafted.
She had hugged Walter a lot to see the difference, but she could tell it really hurt Ron. And, her Mom warned her that Walter might think she had a crush on him because of it. In actuality, she didn't like hugging him, but wanted to feel the difference. She understood finally that there really was a difference between Ron and Walter. She was going to come clean with Walter, tell him that she was not crushing on him, but he surprised her with an ambushed kiss. She hated it; it felt nothing like her kiss with Ron. Ron's felt oh so right while Walter's felt oh so terribly wrong. And, the feelings of wrong didn't come from their braces getting locked either.
"Only Ron should be able to kiss me like this!" That's what her mind had screamed at the time. Ron had kissed her on the cheeks a couple of times, but never on the lips. She had been the one to do so, and only when he was asleep. Now some guy she didn't even like-like had kissed her, and he unknowingly caused her to break a promise; a promise that only she and Ron would do everything together. Ron was supposed to be the first guy to kiss her. Ron was supposed to kiss her and he would feel the same feelings she had felt. Then she would know without a doubt that Ron was truly the One.
Finally, after so many years than she would admit, he did it. "Out there…In here…A guy like…"
She was so stupid, trying to mend her broken heart by going for the first pretty face she saw. Rather than talking with Ron about her feelings or waiting for him to grow up, she latched on the Food Chained approved hottie, Eric. She became an airhead for him, not even noticing the pain Ron was in or paying much attention to what Drakken was up to. That came back to bite her. Her hopeful new boyfriend turned out to be nothing but a robot full goop called a Synthodrone and he had been sent by Dr. Drakken to distract her and crush her spirit into giving up. If not for Ron, he would have succeeded too.
She was very glad that she and Eric never kissed, but that didn't stop her from having wanted to. Josh and she never went further than holding hands a couple of times and that one little peck. Of course, they had started to drift apart at the start of her sophomore year. There was no way she was going to kiss any guy that she only knew for a couple of days. Thank goodness for her pride.
One thing she knew for sure about Eric was that he was rebound. After the devastating feelings she got from Ron breaking up with her during the Moodulator incident, him hanging out with the wheelchair bound boy, Felix Renton, rather than her and his obvious liking when Yori from Yamounuchi kissing him on the cheek, she was a bit down and tweaked at him. But, she knew that if Ron had told her his feelings at the Junior Prom, she would have dumped Eric or even Josh faster than they could blink.
Not that she's ready to admit that on yet.
But, after beating Drakken, Shego and his Little Diablos, the thing she had wanted had finally came. Ron had kissed her and what a kiss it was. She thought the other kisses sent her into euphoria but they were nothing compared to this. It was real lip-locking-tongue kiss, one that made the Moodulator kiss look like a granny kiss. She had never kissed anyone like this; they've always just been pecks. Walter tried to go for this kind of kiss and it really surprised her. He got in far enough to lock braces with her before she tried to push him away, but it was too late.
Even though she could not control her emotion based actions with the modulator, she loved it. She was screaming for more and more until Ron broke up with her. Her worst fear is and always has been losing Ron, so even in her raging state from the Moodulators malfunctioning she was able to get over it. It was lucky Ron thought of it as more as mind control than enhancement of what was already there. That was almost nine months ago.
"'Out there…In here…A guy like…'" she said the blonde after the finally broke their first true kiss. "A guy like who…?"
She already knew the answer, but she wanted him to say it. If he had said it while she was under the influence of the Moodulator she would have jumped then and there. Well, after the Moodulator kiss, she was going to do that anyway. Luckily, it fried before it could have happened. Such is her life that the one thing she didn't want was the smartest thing to do, it was good that Ron had broken up with her. If the Moodulator hadn't fried though, she would have done it with him even he had broken up with her.
Even if she had to rape him to do so; that's how strong her feelings for him were. How strong her feelings for him are right now.
"A guy like me KP; I really like-like you," Ron said smiling at her. He leaned in for a quick kiss, but it quickly turned more passionate.
She had to call her parents to tell them that she'll be back a little late, but she wasn't going to bring up her and Ron. She could tell her mom wanted them together, but it was just too awkward to talk about. She'll tell them though if they asked, she saw no reason to lie about it. She led Ron to his scooter and sat much closer than she would have even hours ago. Funny how things can change, isn't it?
The warmth of the sun had wakened her. For Kim Possible it did not matter as the dream she's been having for over six years had finally came true. She wondered how long it would take for the other dreams, the ones that made her change her underwear and sheets to come true. She was slender girl with long red hair and beautiful emerald eyes. People always believed she could get anyone she wanted; she was an international celebrity and captain of the cheer squad after all.
But, the fear of losing what she had held her back from getting the person she had always truly wanted. For her and Ron to move to the next level was harder than she expected it to be when she kissed him all those years ago, but it was worth it. The awkward moments are now a thing of the past, or at least she hoped so.
It was funny now that she thought about it. This "base system" teenagers and adults alike always talk about. With all of the accidental touches Ron always gave her during missions, he had gotten closer to "third base" as just her best friend than any of her past relationships. The most they got was a lips touching kiss while Ron was able to get a real, true blue, lip-lock-deep kiss on their very first "real" one. She was very happy about this because these things are never going to haunt her in the future. Only Ron will get all of her.
Mentally she started counting all of the pecks on the cheek she had given him since Pre-K. She smiled and laughed internally, she had kissed Ron more than even her own family. Actually, Ron was the only person outside of her family that she actually kissed; she never reciprocated Josh and Walter's kisses.
She smiled and headed down stairs. She knew her parents will ask about Eric, but she didn't care as long as they didn't ask about her relationship with Ron. They need to find out for themselves, not her telling them. She just needs to control her facial expressions and emotions and she'll be golden. She doesn't want to talk to anyone really until she and Ron talk to each other about the change. She needs to make sure that he knows she wants to be his girlfriend and him to be her boyfriend. She wants him to know that they really are a couple. Though she personally didn't think boyfriend fit Ron. Ron was never boyfriend material. No, he was much, much higher than that. He was Ron, her Ron.
"Morning Kimmie-cub," her dad greeted her from behind his usual newspaper. This time it was an article about the Little Diablo scheme.
"Morning Kimmie," her mom said with a slight smirk. "So, I see you saved Eric and went back to the Prom."
"Morning mom, dad…yeah, no big but I didn't go to the Prom with Eric. He was a fake sent by Drakken to mess with me, so Rufus bit him and he melted away," she said as she felt there really was no big about it now that Ron was her boyfriend. "I went with Ron instead…as I should have done in the first place…Wade already uploaded the report about what happened on the site."
She stopped and looked out the window. Her heart skipped a beat, but she was careful with what she said to her parents.
"And, Ron is coming over so we need to take some new Prom pictures…" Looking sadly to her mother, she added, "Me and Ron need to talk about yesterday."
She could only hope that her mom understood. One look at her, she need that her mom did understand that she needed some time with Ron. But, she also realized that her mother didn't pick up the real reason—Team Possible's budding relationship and not the neglect from when Eric was around.
"I know Kimmie, don't worry about it," her mom smiled, "just take your time. I don't want to see you lose Ron; I just hope the two of you will see each other more th—"
"Hola Possible Clan!" Ron greeted cheerfully. "Sorry for not knocking, but the door is gone."
"Don't worry about it Ronald, you're always welcome here," dad said without even looking away from the paper.
After Ron ate the breakfast her mom made for him and Rufus the naked mole rat, she took Ron's hand and hurriedly dragged him upstairs. They almost bumped into the Tweebs, her twin brother Jim and Tim, but they managed to avoid it at the last second. Kim pushed him inside, closed the door and for the first time ever, locked it.
"Why did you lock the door?" Ron asked worriedly.
"Ron—" Kim started to say soothingly.
"Wait! Was it all a dream? No, no, you're not real, are you?" Ron cried out panicking.
Kim didn't like showing her emotions to her family or anyone else for that matter except for Ron. Only Ron has ever really seen her cry except that Christmas he went missing. But, this is what she needed, private time. She had completely forgotten about asking how he felt about them becoming a them. It didn't come out as she planned, she had planned on a long talk between them, but that all changed once she locked her door and Ron's outburst. She knew how Ron felt, but if it was actually a dream than she didn't plan on waking up any time soon.
"Ron, look at me," she nearly pleaded.
He looked up at her and the instant their eyes met, she melted. She could not hold it back any longer. Her parents and brothers be damned, she need to reassure herself that the kiss at Prom was real. She wanted to ask him when he finally realized his feelings for her, but she couldn't. She put her arms around his neck to pull him closer as her back leaned against the locked door. She leaned her head forward, opened her mouth to say something, but it never came out.
She could feel his hands roaming her back as she pulled his body closer to hers while he pushed her back to the door. She kissed him slowly, but she was quickly hungry for more. She moaned in pleasure as she felt his large hands squeeze her butt. She didn't mind; she had always enjoyed him touching her butt, even when he accidentally did it on missions.
Sometimes she would make him do it, though he didn't realize it, just so she could feel his touch. But, this was much better. This time he did it purposely.
She wanted to reciprocate the gesture, but she was afraid to let go of his head. So, she started playing with his hair, massaging his head and neck instead.
She wasn't sure when it happened but one of her legs was already around Ron's legs. Knowing full well what was going to happen next, she wrapped her legs around his waist as he lifted her up, and pressed her even further into the door.
The position made her body go wild. She wanted to go to that next step, but Ron stopped even though she could feel how hard it was for him to stop.
"Ron…Don't…Tell…Me…This…Is…Not…Real…" She pleaded as she kissed him between words.
"K…P…I…Hope…It's…Not…A…Dream…But…We…Should…Stop…" He said breathlessly as she continued to attack him with kisses. "Don't…Want…To…Go…To…Black…Hole…On…Our…First…Day…As…A…Couple… You're…Parents…Are…Just…Down…Stairs…"
Kim realized he was right, but she still didn't want to be released from this position. Rather than kissing him wildly, she pulled him into a deep-fully explored-Moodulator inspired-kiss. She moved her hips up and down crazily and hungrily just to feel it. She wished they were naked, but it worked, if only barely, enough to satisfy her body. Only their pants were in the way of her getting to feel the full ecstasy of him. Now was a time she wished he would do what he did better than anyone she knew, lose his pants.
Too bad it didn't happen.
"Booyah," she whispered after the kiss. She was breathing heavily as she continued to move her hips up and down. This new feeling was getting loose.
She could tell that Ron was enjoying what she did with her hips, but she had to stop soon or it would get out of hand. She wanted to do it, she really did, but her parents were just downstairs. So, she finally, reluctantly let go and stood back on her own two feet. She wasn't done though as she stood on her tip-toes and kissed him. He tried to move his hand away from her butt now, but she just placed it right back there.
She had waited so, oh so long to truly kiss and now found she could not stop. He was like her drug.
They used the weekend to touch and explore their relationship. They talked about what they wanted with them, well more like what she wanted, as Ron just nodded to what she said. Ron did come up with the idea that they should still be friends and not just lovers, especially in public. She agreed but she liked to add some kissing in. Nothing too serious just pecks and hand holding. The real hot and heavy stuff would be saved for Fridays and Saturdays, or whenever they were alone, like after school.
Her parents had yet to ask if there was a change about her and Ron's relationship, but that might be due to how little she had shown them. She would give him a kiss on the cheek from time to time in front of her parents, but Ron always seemed uncomfortable about it so she stopped.
She had to smile as she realized that in just a couple of days of being a couple they had already made it to "third base". If she ever told anyone, she knew that they would say that they are going too fast, but they didn't understand what it meant to love someone for twelve years or have a device making those kinds of dreams. The Moodulator had opened her mind and made her want to go much, much further than her previous dreams of just some kissing and a little touching. Add that with the other incidents, like jelling over Yori and all of the wasted time…Well, she just couldn't stop herself anymore.
However, she was getting irritated that Ron kept calling her in the middle of the night. She didn't mind it at first, but his questions were starting to get annoying. She still had difficulty believing it herself, thinking the next time she woke she would find out that it was all a dream. She was afraid that Ron doubted how much she meant to him, and some of those calls seemed to lead that way. She still felt like she didn't deserve him most of the time due to her sometimes shallow-Bonnie like behavior in the past. Still, she hoped he would stop calling in the middle of the night after the summer.
Smiling to herself, she was waiting near her locker. It was Friday and there was only two more weeks before summer vacation began. Seeing the seniors walking around the hall to take their tests and exams, she hoped that Ron had enough credits to pass this year. She took all of the same classes with him this year to get closer to him, but also to help him with his course work. Hopefully, her hard work will pay off and they'll get to be seniors together.
Kim was a bit down not getting her good morning kiss since Ron had to talk to Mr. Barkin about the extra homework giving him the needed credit. She would never tell Ron, but she thinks that secretly Mr. Barkin gave him that extra homework so he could be a senior next year. At least she hoped that's what it was and not him picking on Ron.
She hated bullies.
They had all of their classes together, but she had not seen Ron since yesterday night's make-out session in his tree house. Monique was very straightforward and asked her questions she didn't want to answer. It was easier when she could just hold Ron's hand and fall into day dreams about what she could actually be holding.
"Kim, don't get me wrong, but after you two LLTK at the Prom, it's a wonder you two haven't shown much kissy face," Monique said while waving her arm.
"LLTK?" Kim asked confused.
"Lip-Locking-Tongue-Kissed," Monique said annoyed that Kim had not figured out what it meant.
"MONIQUE!" Kim cried out. "We just don't like to show it off, and please don't remind me, I haven't gotten any Ron-shine this mor—" She stopped, afraid that she had said too much.
"Ron and I are way passed dating, passed all that awkwardness," she began with a smile, "Monique, we don't need to show it to the world because we are more than happy."
After Monique had left Kim alone, she had met up with Tara. The conversation was pleasant, but still she was irritated. Tara and Josh's breakup was not pleasant and she had a feeling that Tara still had a crush on Ron.
The worst thing about it was that Tara had told her that Josh still held a flame for her. So, Tara and Josh's relationship was definitely a rebound for both of them. Josh apparently was jelling big time when she chased after Ron during the Moodulator incident. It seems that Josh was planning to ask her out again. She knew she had to talk to him, to prevent any misunderstandings, but it will still be difficult. She didn't want anything to jeopardize her and Ron's relationship and an ex-crush trying to win her back would be so the drama.
Josh was a senior now and nothing happened between them besides a quick gentleman kiss he gave her and holding hands a couple times. He waited an entire year to actually ask her out and she nearly blushed herself out of existence if not for Ron.
"Hey Kim," a voice said surprising her out of her thoughts. It was Josh. "I wanted to ask you something."
She hadn't wanted to talk to Josh like this; waiting for her boyfriend in an abandoned hallway. If Ron came now it could end up being so the drama; hopefully, Ron would jump to any conclusions.
She backed up enough so that Josh was no longer in her personal space. "H-Hi Josh…um…g-go ahead and ask," Kim said nervously.
"Kim, I—" The suave-relaxed look that had originally caught her attention was nowhere to be seen. Instead he looked disheveled and stressed; whether it was from the exams or talking to her, she had no idea.
"It's that…I just wanted to know…Why do you think we drifted apart?" He asked expectedly. "I liked-liked you Kim and I think I still do."
Kim was shocked. She still liked Josh, but she could not see Josh and her in the near future, and had to admit that she had thought about how they would end.
"I think I'm actually in lo—" Josh was interrupted by Ron; she could see that Josh was irritated. It's a good thing for Ron's sake that looks could not kill.
"KP! KP!" Ron shouted while running toward her. "I'm a summer after the senior! I mean, I'm a senior after the summer!"
Kim was ecstatic and completely forgot about Josh. In her excitement, she jumped him and wrapped her legs around his waist as held her. She kissed with enough vigor that she thought she might have burnt her lips.
They broke the kiss and she was surprised to see that he looked scared. He seemed to think he did something wrong as he gently put her down."
"Sorry about that KP, I just got a little too excited."
Kim realized that they just did a major Public Display of Affection or PDA for short right in the middle of a hallway. Quickly she looked around and sighed.
"Ron, it's okay! There's no one…" She stopped and remembered the other person with them. Turning around she saw one Joshua Mankey staring slack jawed at them.
If Josh wasn't heartbroken before, he was now. She and Ron decided to show only casual PDA, but that display was anything but casual. She quickly but gently removed Ron's hands from her butt; it was not a good idea to add anymore fuel to the rumor mill. She didn't really mind rumors, but she hated those ones that are way too far from the truth.
Luckily for her, Ron was oblivious to those kinds, but there were still a lot of rumors about Ron and her. Like they were best friends with benefits before they became an item. Then there's the rumor about her being a prude—a perfect angel, an ice queen when it comes to dates. Well, she was a prude, just not this time. Ron's the only one that needed to know that though.
Walter only got a kiss, but that was because he had ambushed her. The rumor was that after the kiss she went and made out with Ron and dropped Walter the next day. The truth was that Walter misunderstood her friend feelings for attraction. She went home with Ron because they were friends and her face hurt after getting her braces fixed.
Josh was a gentleman and most people thought he would at least get "second base" or a real lip-lock. But, after nearly an entire year all he got was a dance and a couple of dates with a grandma-ambush-kiss from him to her that causes them to start to "drift apart" by the time Ron went on the exchange program. The rumor was that every time he had tried to ask her out on Friday, she was making out with Ron. She accidentally fueled the rumors by calling Fridays her "Ron Night" while talking to Monique. Maybe that way guys were afraid to ask her out, she was already taken.
The funny thing about it was that Ron was oblivious to her and Josh's breakup until the Moodulator incident.
Rumors about her and Bobby Johnson came only because of the truth ray. She did say "yes" when he asked her out, but most people thought she only agreed because it was on Wednesday and not Friday. He didn't even get a chance to hold her hand.
The rumors about her and Middleton High's star quarterback Brick Flagg came from Ron getting big headed about his journalist career and printed a story about them. She didn't hate Brick, but she never liked-liked him in anyway. She didn't even like it when he touched her, it felt majorly gorchy. That whole incident was just sick and wrong.
The rumors after the Moodulator incident spread like wild fire, the chase, the kiss, the crying and the fight. "Dumped by the Loser," Bonnie laughed at her. No girl even dared to ask Ron out when Kim would show her little green eyed monster. Especially after Yori had shown up and Kim went chasing after them for taking "her Ron" around the world with her. Since Yori did not come back after that, it was enough to fuel the fire that Kim had offed her.
Then there was Shego. Somehow people thought she and Shego were in love with each other. That's more wrong-sick than anything else she had ever heard. Sure Shego would make an excellent big sister if she turned good, but there was no romantic attraction to her. Hopefully the kick into the tower was enough to finally stop those rumors once and for all.
She hated the rumors that could ruin her and Ron's relationship, but as long as Ron didn't pay any attention to them, it was fine. He did laugh at some of the more ridiculous ones though.
The rumors that Ron was hiding his powers and would only use it to protect his true love did make her smile. Ron had protected her and saved her life more times than she could ever could, but he didn't show any super powers. The Mystical Monkey Powers or MMP didn't show any super powers except that he would instantly know Tai Shing Pwek Kwar or Monkey Kung Fu.
And, that comes and goes.
Kim knew she needed to come clean with Josh. If he told someone like Bonnie about the kiss she and Ron just did in front of him, it would be so the drama. It's not that she didn't want the world to know, but she didn't like the idea that some of the rumors would begin again. And, it would be even worse if it got back to her daddy or Ron's mother. For example, the rumors about how Ron satisfies her needs on missions. Since neither set of parents have not found out about them yet, it would a lot of drama.
"Josh…" she started to say making a serious face, "…You wanted to know why I thought we drifted apart, right? I'll tell you, but Ron is going to hear it and then you can—" She stopped abruptly and looked at the nodding Ron. She smiled; yes he knew what she was going to say.
"Then you can ask us about anything, and if there are some rumors in your mind about us while we were 'dating' than ask. Ron and I'll try to answer—"
"KP," Ron started, "I can't be a good listener with an empty stomach."
She just gave him a peck on the cheek and looked at the obvious jealous Josh. Josh was jelling, but she had a feeling that it was because in a couple of days Ron managed to get much further than he had in two years.
Bueno Nacho was still under construction, so they went to the mall instead. Josh was sitting on the other side of them and sipping a soda while Ron and Rufus took some bites from their XXXL sized burgers. She was amused over her boyfriend, but she had stalled long enough. She like Josh as a friend and didn't want him to live in the past since there was no way she was going to dump Ron for him.
"Josh, we drifted apart because…" She tried to remember her own choice of words. "Because we never really talked…I tried to ask you out to the spirit dance, you know my first year. It was nice Josh, but even then, I had Ron on my mind—"
"So, it's true about you and Ron back then?" Josh interrupted acidly. "You pushed me away when I tried to kiss you because of Ron?"
"No Josh, that time I still tried to find out what my true feelings were. The reason I pushed you away was because I accidentally locked Ron in the janitor's closet after I asked you to the dance." She still remembered the absolute horror she felt when Ron had left her and didn't talk to her for two whole weeks. He still looked hurt that she did that.
"Josh, when I found Ron, he was sad and angry and didn't want to talk to me." She put her hand up to stop Josh from asking, "Please let me continue Josh." Josh nodded in understanding.
"I was hurt and afraid that Ron would never forgive me, so that why every time you called I snapped at you. I was waiting and hoping Ron would call to call me back and forgive me. I even stopped doing missions," She explained. "The feelings I thought I had for you was not what I thought they were. That's why I said we were drifting apart. I could feel that it was not right, so I ended it before you could get real feelings for me because there was no way I would have returned you feelings."
"I didn't know Kim. I'm sorry." She could tell that Josh was starting to feel guilty about listening to some of those rumors.
"It is okay, Tara told me you still like-liked me, but Josh I only like you as a friend," she said with an uneasy smile.
"Kim," Ron said next to her and they looked at him. Ron looked very uneasy right now and then he got up from his chair. "KP I think he wants to say something really personal, so me and Rufus are going to head back to the arcade."
She could see the fear in his eyes.
"Ron, there's no secrets between us anymore," she said as she grabbed her hand and squeezed it hoping to pass her feelings along to him.
"It's okay KP, you can see me later. I know how hard it can be," he said and looked at Josh who was trying to fake a smile.
She nodded to him and he left the restaurant.
After the talk with Josh, she was happy that they both had come clean. She found out that Josh was just in love with the relationship Ron and she had, not her. He just wished to have what they had.
She let out a sigh, she hated that Ron had doubted her. Ron knew that Josh was going to say the "L-word", and he was afraid that she might dump him because of it.
It made her sad that Ron still thought she was that shallow. It hurt, but she knew past experiences made it justified. She just hoped that what she had in mind would be enough to show him that he was the only one for her. The few pecks and kisses she gave him while walking was not nearly enough, but it was a start.
When they finally entered his home, they found out his parents had gone to Denver. Not letting the opportunity go to waste, she dragged him straight to his room. Continuing the kisses she tried to remove his jersey. She knew that she and Ron were only sixteen, but in just two weeks and a day, he was going to be seventeen and she will be also a week after that. The temptation only increased when she remembered the term, "sweet sixteen".
She has made a lot of life and death decisions in her life, but this was definitely the hardest. She just hoped that Ron wouldn't call every night to ask about it, but that wouldn't be so bad since it would remind her of what they did. This was something she wanted. They had talked about it with each other so she knew that Ron did too. He had told her it was her decision to make, not his. And, after a lot of teasing and playing around, she wanted it more than ever. She hoped this would seal the deal not just for them, but that it would prove to him that she was his.
She had dragged him to his bed, and thankfully, Rufus had left them alone. She made a mental note to give him some cheese after she and Ron had their fun.
She could see that Ron was confused about what was going down. That or his mind shut down due to her half naked body. The day after Prom, she had told him that he didn't need to look away anymore. She loved the way he looked at her; it always made her feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. She hated it when people drooled over her when she wore her cheer uniform, but Ron was different. He didn't make her feel like a piece of meat to be eaten and tossed away. She loved it.
Here she was, pinning Ron to his bed as her hands and kisses roamed all over his body, looking for his sweet spots. She leaned down, whispering in his ears, "Ron, do you think you can give me a late sweet sixteen birthday present?"
Kim rolled them around so that he was now on top of her. However, when she tried to take off her already wet panties, he managed to fall off the bed.
"Ron?" She asked nervously, but he just rose from the floor, smiling that goofy smile that could cause her to melt. Who knew it could be so seductive? And, if by some cosmic fate, his pants fell down. She smiled, knowing that from this day forth any time he lost his pants it will be connected to this day, their first time. Deciding that actions spoke louder than words, she let her body tell how much she loved him.
Pulling him down to the bed, she gently started to rub his neck as she knew it was one of his sweet spots. They kissed and kissed again; the only thing that was stopping them now was her soaked panties and his tight boxers.
She knew what she wanted, and she was determined to get it. She moved her hands to squeeze his butt, and to slyly lower his boxers even further down.
Every time his hips mover from her squeezing, she would move her own so that she could feel him too. She smiled a devious and sly smile at Ron who was so engrossed in their passionate kisses that he hadn't even realized that his boxers had fallen down to his knees. With just a little push of her feet, they fell off.
Much to her joy, he was now completely naked in her arms.
Then to her surprise, she felt his fingers touching her entry. She looked down and was shocked to see that he had somehow removed her panties the same time she removed his boxers. She looked up to see Ron waggling his eyebrows and smiling that goofy smile. Laughing, she pulled him down for another passionate kiss. When the kiss finally broke, she released a loud moan from the pleasure of his touches.
She was so glad that she didn't have to keep quiet because she doubted her ability to do so.
Her body screamed and writhed that she needed him here and now. Normally she would have grabbed his hard member and helped with the release while he would help her. Even though it had only been a week since they had become a couple, they had "played" with each other every day after school in the tree house. But, she had waited nine months to go where they were right now.
Breathing heavily, she grabbed Ron by the hips and pulled him closer to her. She could feel his member rubbing at her entry. Her body was beyond her control, she needed him like she needed air.
"Ron, please and thank you," she whispered seductively to him.
She could see the fear in his eyes, and she smiled at him to tell him it was okay. He smiled back and kissed her with a passion that she had never felt before. It was not a desperate, hungry kiss, but rather a kiss that he must have put all of the love he felt for her into. She was sure that he just burnt her lips. Then she felt him move his hips up; she was so afraid that he would change his mind, decide that she wasn't worth it that she locked her legs around his beautiful body.
Ron looked down and moved his hips toward hers. After a few tries her body screamed that she had, no, needed to do something. Quickly but gently, she grabbed his member and moved it to her entry.
The feelings were more intense than anything she had felt so far. He was not even half way in and she could it touching her barrier. She thought that with her active style it would have broken a long time ago, but it seems that was not the case. Anything is possible for a Possible after all and that includes her barrier still being in place even after all her missions, gymnastics and cheerleading.
She grimaced knowing it was going to hurt, and Ron stopped abruptly. Not wanting to move her legs, she grabbed his waist and pulled him closer. The need for him, the feeling of completion far exceeded any discomfort or pain.
The feeling of him filling her, satisfying her was far greater than she had anticipated and she could not help but let out a gasp of excitement. She wanted him to stay there, just filling her, but soon the heat became too much. She needed him to pump into her more than anything she had ever needed in this world. So, using her hands she guided him in the motions.
Soon, he didn't need her and started to go at his own pace. Free of the worries of getting him started she slowly started to kiss him all over; kissing him with more passion than she even thought was possible.
"Ron, I lo—" She never finished her sentence as her body felt a strange new sensation. Her body automatically tensed and then a popping feeling passed through her.
"Ron, faster! Faster!" She screamed out instead. If he looked down at her he would have seen a new seductive Puppy Dog Pout that involved much more heavy breaths as she pleaded for him to go faster. He kissed her neck while one of his hands gently massaged her breast.
Hey body started to tense again as her leg muscles tightened their hold around him. She could not control herself, pressing herself closer and closer to him all the while pleading for him to go faster. And, then another popping feeling.
Twice he has managed to make her orgasm.
She was moaning in ecstasy for what felt like years. The feeling was now, but the hunger had yet to be satisfied. It didn't help that Ron had yet to stop pumping. Unexpectedly, she rolled him over so that she was now on top of him. Now that she could control the pace, she grabbed Ron's hands and moved them to her breasts. He teased and played with them as she pumped herself up and down.
Her body was tiring as she leaned down to kiss him while pumping her hips. She didn't have the strength too, but the pleasure her body wanted was too strong. She could no longer stop, but she wished he would lead again.
As if he had read her mind, he flipped her over and pumped like there was no tomorrow. In, out, in, out; how she wanted to kiss but her body was too overwhelmed to find the strength to do so. She knew another orgasm was on the way, but just before she could release he pulled out and released his essence.
Spraying like a water gun, it hit her stomach, her breasts, her neck, her mouth and even her hair.
"Eww…Ron," she said half laughing in her euphoric state. She doesn't know why she did it, but once Ron looked at her, she licked her lips and tasted it. It tasted weird but for some reason she wanted more. It could wait her body decided; right now she needed another release of her own. A release that Ron just denied for his own.
She started to touch herself to show Ron that they were far from finished. But, Ron surprised her by rolling her so that her front was now facing down on the bed as he moved her hips up so that she was on all fours. Her mind was telling her that he was going to enter her exit only.
They had talked about it, but one week of talking was not much. She was scared and she definitely didn't him want to go there.
"Ron…" She moaned out. He didn't enter her exit only, but now a new feeling was building up in her. She tried to stand on all fours but her arms collapsed every time he reentered her; she didn't even have the strength to look behind her.
She rested her head on her pillow as it muffled her screams of pleasure. She could feel him pumping faster and faster; she and her body knew what will come next.
"Ron…Inside…Me…Please…And…Thank…You…" She tried to say will he was still pumping in her.
Then her body tensed up, every muscle was now ready for what would come next…
"Ooh!" Came her muffled scream since her face had yet to leave the pillow. The orgasm wracked her body, but Ron did not stop pumping for even a moment. She could not stop her screams of pure, unadulterated ecstasy.
"Yes…Yes…Yes…!" She screamed between his entering. She wanted him to stop, she was done, her body was sore, but she could not say stop. There was another feeling coming through, something new. She felt him release inside her, and he started to pump more slowly. Finally, after the third entry he released the last of his essence as she released the last of hers.
"Booyah," they said in unison. Ron collapsed on top of her as she fell on the bed.
He was still inside her.
"Ron," she pleaded, "do not move. Stay inside me."
The feeling of him completing her was new and powerful, but she knew they needed to talk about this since she wanted him to be in her arms, not her back.
But, she didn't want to do anything about that right now, the feeling of him inside her was much better than a hug. When she hugged him, it had the feeling of trying to be one with him, and the feeling of him being inside her did it much better than she ever hoped.
She knew that next time she would be in a position to hug him, and she so hoped the next time would be soon.
It was just so unfair that he could put his arms around her, but she could not return the gesture.
The word "snackage" now had a different meaning to Kim. On Ron's birthday she had waited outside his house, and his parents had let her in just before they went to temple. Ron had told her that he could decide if he wanted to go with them or stay home. Since his parents didn't want to force him to go and because it was his birthday, he wanted to sleep in late.
Kim had a different idea, but she would have to wake him up to give him his early birthday present. It was a suit he could wear when they decide to go on a real romantic date with her.
She was still a teenage girl and she still wanted to go on a romantic date at a fancy restaurant wearing a formal dress while he paid for everything and she showed him off to the world.
When Ron slept in late, it was nearly impossible to wake him up, so when his parents were at temple, she decided to try something out.
The shock on Ron's face when he woke up to see her kissing and sucking his member while licking up the essence that had missed her was priceless. She liked to do it for him with her hands, but that was only because she liked to please him.
But, seeing his face after she had used her mouth instead of her hands, and saying, "Mmm…snackage," could still make her giggle at the drop of the hat.
Instead of giving him one gift, she ended up giving him a pleasurable way to wake and the suit.
Her only regret was that they didn't get to go any farther than the "snackage" part since she thought they would get more time later. But, in the end, they had to sneak up to the tree house to do what their bodies desired after she found out that there was not a lot of time before her curfew approached.
After a while they returned to the party. Luckily, no one seemed to have missed them or noticed their return, so all she had to do was sneak off to Ron's room to put some make up on and set her hair up again.
The morning to her birthday was unique in itself. The week leading up to her birthday, her parents had to work late so her parents had to go restock the goods for their work. Since they didn't want her helping with chores on her birthday, she got the entire house for her to just relax.
She had stayed up all night talking to Ron on the phone, trying to weasel out what he had gotten her for her birthday, so she was exhausted. Her wakeup call was far from what she had expected. He had tried to sneak up on her and steal a kiss, but he ended up losing her pants on the way.
"Aw…man!" He yelled loud enough to wake her up, but she didn't really mind. He did get the kiss and more, but she is very dominating when she wanted something. She was not sure if it his idea for her gift, but he didn't say "no" to what she really wanted.
They spent two hours alone just laying there in bed with him pumping into her until she was satisfied. He was tired, but he did promise her that will do anything she said and that made her smile. They had taken a bath together, and they did it again. She had to admit that she forced him to take a bath with her, but she did make it up to him.
While waiting for her family to come, she sent him down to the couch in the den so she could change her bed cover. She knew her family hadn't realized the change between her and Ron, but then again, they didn't do anything out of the ordinary in front of them. However, it would have been quite the shock if they had wandered in and saw the state of her bed. Her father would probably have a heart attack.
Her father didn't even know about her birth control pills, it was her mom's idea in the first place since it helped her with some of her pains, cramps, helped her period much more periodic and helped with some of the skin problems she had when she got too much sun. And, she didn't have to worry about what her capturers might do on a mission. Kim doubted her mother thought about what they really were used for, like satisfying her needs with Ron.
Ron found out about the pills because he was the one that carried her home called her mom when she started to bleed and get cramps.
Exhausted from carrying her nearly all the way from school, he fell asleep just before she kissed him. Her hormones had gotten the better of her and she wanted to thank him.
Only Ron, her and her mom knew about them. Somehow Ron was the only one that can get into her personal space during that time. The week up to her period, she would snap at people. Even when she practiced cheer routines, she would snap or avoid everyone who got too close to her. Everyone, but Ron that is.
She thought it was funny that Ron could still lay his arms around her shoulders when she was in that state. No one, not even her own mother, could and he was just her best friend back then. If it was true that her body already knew back then that he was the One then the choice to go to the next level really was the correct choice. She could only hope that she the One for him.
Kim could see that he was sleeping and she knew why he was tired. He had done all of the work.
She was tired too, but all she did was spread her legs open for him or bent over so he could take her from behind while took a bath together.
She smiled at she remembered that he did promise to do anything to make her happy for her birthday.
She sat down near him, took one of his hands and touched one of his cheeks only to move it up to his hair. She whispered, "Thanks Ron. I lo—"
"Kimmie, I think it would be better idea to tell him when he's awake," he mom interrupted her.
"Maybe…You two could go out on a real date-date," her father said grinning at her, "instead of an 'it's not a date-date' date."
Yesterday was a weird birthday since they finally revealed to her parents that they had been a couple since Junior Prom. To say they were shocked would be an understatement. They only thought that she had a secret crush on Ron since the Prom, and had not told him yet.
Her parents' approval did make her happy, but the rules changed. She did ask them why they hadn't picked up on it earlier since Ron rang the doorbell every Friday and Saturday since Prom.
Then there was the "sex" talk her mother had given her. Her mother didn't ask how far they have gone or what they haven't done together. Her mother did tell her about how it would probably be her decision to wait or start "it".
Even her father told her that she should not be too shy when it came to kissing Ron. She had an idea that her father somehow knew that she wasn't the most experienced girl when it came to dating and kissing.
Truth be told, she hadn't gotten any experience at all. Then again, she was not going to tell her father that Ron was already hitting "home runs" just one week after Prom. Or, that they were still really active.
Yes, she had the idea that her parents still thought that Ron and her was still in the state of awkwardness. Again this could be because her parents hadn't seen a lot of the changes since the Prom, and they thought that she was simply crushing on her best friend.
One of the rules was that every time Ron was in her room, her door had to stay open. No matter if they were the only ones home. Her parents didn't mind them kissing, but her father added that they should behave. Translation: first base only.
Kim didn't mind the rules since she and Ron had already talked about it. It was the same rules they had agreed to show when out in public. They were still hard to follow though. A lot of the time they were even afraid to hug each other in public, afraid that it would get out of control.
All of the sweet stuff they wanted to do was building to their personal time anyways. The door policy was still okay, there was just a bigger risk of getting caught by her parents. But, Kim was smart enough to know how long her parents would be gone for when on their different errands. Otherwise there was the tree house. That had come in handy lately.
She knew that she wouldn't lie if they asked about it.
Missions would be the same way. She will not misuse her favors, her parents trust or the school's trust to spend the day with Ron. They already got a lot of alone time anyway.
Like after school, they would finish their alone time at one of their houses, clean up, go down to the den, sit on the couch, and wait or fall sleep until their parents came home. The idea of waking up with her in his arms or he in her arm was very tempting. She would have to wait another year before that could happen though.
Last time they had woken up in each others' arm was when they were still "just friends". It was the summer before high school, back when they save those villages from a flood, but Ron had lost his backpack while fighting some piranhas. So, they did share the night in her sleeping bag until their ride arrived.
After that episode, sleepovers had come to an end. They instead became "hanging-out-late". That's when "Ron Night" had started, and he never slept in her room again. She understood why though.
It was awkward when they woke up in her sleeping bag. She didn't mind the closeness, but was shocked about what had exactly touched her exposed midriff. Even more shocking was the realization that she had grabbed it to move it away. It had hardened in her hand before she had let it go.
She was more than happy to not talk about it. It felt like forever before she had let it go from her hand. Ron's face was a darker shade of red than even her hair. She could only smile at the memory; she knew it was she who had taken off his pants in her sleep.
Then again, it was not her fault that she had dreamed about Ron injuring his legs. And, since she cared about Ron, she wanted to check his injury. She just knew that her dream was connected to why Ron was naked from the waist down. Luckily, Ron just blamed it on his own "dumb luck". "Even when I'm sleeping! Aww…Man!"
Kim's mind was replaying all of the awkward situations she and Ron had experienced before they reached this point in their lives. Like how she would snuggle, cuddle or just lean her head on his shoulder when she fell asleep on the couch or on her rides home. She was glad she could do it without worrying now.
Transport time will not be more exciting for them so long as they didn't have homework.
It was exciting for the just turned seventeen year old red head. There was no school now, and knew there would not be much alone time with Ron. But, she still liked to have her arms wrapped around him and definitely liked when he returned the favor.
Their family vacations started the same time, so they didn't have much time to be alone together. She got over it by sparring with Ron.
The sparring match also made it possible to have him touch her in some places, and it would help his mission skills. Two birds with one stone.
Ron never really like punching stuff and he really was clumsy when tried to fight back. Kim knew Ron's dodging skills were the same as hers, if not better. If only he would just focus.
Sometime when he did fight back, he seemed to use the drunken style kung fu without the drunken act. And, it was a challenge for her when he did it.
It annoyed her at times that she knew sixteen styles of kung fu and he could still parry all of her attacks. He sometimes even used the correct counter techniques.
First she thought it was because they had sparred so much that he would know what she was going to do. But, some of her attacks could only be countered by a master and he did it perfectly.
She couldn't figure out how he did it since his skills still seemed to come and go.
She had not mastered the art of Tai Shing Pwek Kwar or Ninjutsu—Monkey Kung Fu and Ninja Arts. She only saw it and knew about it. But, Ron had used some black techniques from them that only a master should be able to use.
She didn't know if it was his dumb skills or his supposed Mystical Monkey Powers.
Kim knew that when Ron was in Japan for one week to learn some of this stuff. But, he could not have mastered some of those techniques he had used so fast. It was impossible even for her. But, then again, he was her Potential Boy.
Kim's goal for the summer would be to help Ron with his skills. If they really come and go, then she was going to make sure they stayed.
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