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CHAPTER 1
~Back 2 Life~
"So I've been thinkin that maybe I do have feelings on another level for Vinny…but I can't bring myself to lie like that…"
The TV continues to blare out.
"I'm a ladies' man, I like to f***. I can't continue to mind f*** myself. That's it, whatever I'm over it. It's time to man-up. Tonight I'm gonna find the most DTF chick and honor my man 'Vin, like the old days when we were all MVP. Yeah Buddy!"
…She cannot believe what she is hearing. She goes back to the next bonus clip of the show as her mind starts to place the missing pieces of the puzzle together…
After the volume is turned up the voice on the TV speaks.
"I don't even remember much from last night…I was on a mission to prove a point to myself by bangin a hot chick, I woke up to find a DTF chick in my bed, and the next thing I know, Deena's there…(running a hand over his face) Holy S***."
He continues.
"Pauly D problems! (Shaking his head) This is such a bad time…"
He tries to joke about it but the explanation is loud and clear. The facts of the matter are even written all over his face.
Soon thereafter, the TV goes off and small hands wipe tears away.
She hasn't seen Pauly but once when he came to see her before taking off to the Palm's Resort Hotel in Vegas to film his new reality show, The Pauly D Project.
At the time she was five months pregnant. He was supposed to leave after Thanksgiving to film but Pauly wanted to start early so he was assured to wrap in time for her delivery. He asked the producers if that would be possible and they gave him the okay; plus that would be possible extra footage that they could get on film. That was right after they'd left the Shore House after completing Season 5.
She looks down at her cell phone and scrolls to the text Pauly sent her the night he came by before leaving the next morning. It all just about plays out in her head as if it were today.
Oct 15, 2011 3:59 pm
Hey, my flight just landed. Got delayed but I'm here. Do I need 2 get a cab or r u comin 2 pick me up? –PD
She texted back.
Oct 15, 2011 4:02 pm
No, I'll come get u. Leavin out now. –Dee'
The phone chimed almost right away.
Oct 15, 2011 4:03 pm
Cool. Call or text when u get here. –PD
Oct 15, 2011 4:03 pm
K –Dee'
-Around Forty-Five Minutes Later-
Pauly's phone had buzzed in his pocket but he missed it because he was paying for his bottle of water. After he finished his conversation with the lady behind the counter, he took his phone out of his pocket.
He received a text.
Oct 15, 2011 4:42 pm
I'm at the pick up area. Where r u? –Dee'
Pauly texted back that he would be out in a minute. His phone then buzzed again with an incoming text.
Oct 15, 2011 4:42 pm
Merp! I'm so excited to c u! :-D –Dee'
Pauly smiled and made his way out of the Newark Air Port.
When he got out front he saw the Town Car. Pauly chuckled to himself and then he went around to the back of the car to put his luggage in the trunk. After doing so he got in.
Smiling, "Oh wow. When are you gonna get rid of this thing?"
Pauly got a stare and then a response.
"Really? That is the first thing you say seeing me for the first time?"
Pauly laughed a little and responded, "My bad. I just think it's time for you to join the elite car club like the rest of us is all."
Pauly soon stopped playing around and he leaned over and placed a kiss on now chubbier cheeks.
He continued, "I'm sorry. Good to see you Dee' (he looked down) all of you. How are you feeling?"
Deena sighed and responded, "A little tired but getting out the house helps."
Pauly nodded and after enough back and forth, Deena pulled out of the Air Port pick up and made her way back to her parents' place.
Later on in the evening, Pauly and Deena went out to eat and catch up from the short time they'd been apart since leaving Jersey Shore.
Deena had told him that Nicole would be down in the next week to visit and would probably stay with her for the time being thereafter. He showed relief that Deena wouldn't be alone while he left for Vegas. She has her parents of course but with Snooki there, he would have another window for someone to keep him posted.
-That Night-
Pauly looked at the last Ultrasound pictures that Deena had done prior to him coming. He was amazed at the growth rate in such a short time-span. After they had talked about things such as doctor's appointments, the things Deena would have to do from here on out, Deena grew tired and wanted to rest.
Deena laid down after placing her night clothes on (shorts and a Tee). With an over-sized shirt on you would have barely noticed her bump but she is big enough for Twenty-Three weeks. However, it's due to her height.
She fretted that she will get as huge as a beach whale but Pauly assured her that she would be beautiful.
Deena disclosed that she was feeling pain off and on in her back and Pauly went into action to make sure to she was comfortable.
After nearly falling asleep from a wonderful body massage, Deena peered through blurred eyes to see a content Pauly completely focused on her. He was looking down at her belly before he looked back up at her.
Deena, "What's with you?"
Pauly paused and shook his head before responding, "I don't know…it's just…"
It wasn't a completed thought but from the look on Pauly's face, Deena sensed something.
Deena waited and then responded, "What do you want Pauly?"
Pauly took his hand off Deena's stomach and got up to go towards the door. He closed it and then turned off the lights.
In the dark, Deena felt the bed sink down not long after. The smell of Pauly's cologne had hit her before anything else. Next thing she knew her sense of touch took over when she felt Pauly's arms take her against his bare chest….
Being pregnant, everything is heightened: Aromas, taste, feeling, and emotions. Deena's emotions were at an all time high as she took in every single detail of Pauly's interaction and reaction to her body response.
Deena surrendered to everything her body was telling her and it was as if she never had to bring it to attention. Pauly was gentle as a dove but ravenous as a wolf. He sucked her into a place neither of them had ever been before and all they could do was breathe through it.
It was never a power struggle or screaming match. It was just silent and sensational.
When they finished, they laid exposed together and Deena felt they had revealed another chapter in their complicated relationship book. This time, Deena was completely happy….
However if Deena knew then what she knew now, she wouldn't be staring at a text with tears on her cheeks. She would have guarded her emotions.
She looks over at her gift from that night and then back at her phone reading the text one last time, while rubbing a much bigger belly.
Oct 15, 2011 11:59 pm
Didn't want 2 wake u. You look like an Angel when you're sleepin. I'll b on a plane 2 Vegas when u get this but Happy Sweetest Day 'Dee (left u somethin special). Take care of my baby. I luv u. –PD
Now after seeing the Show's bonus clips of Pauly's confessionals, she wonders if he even meant those words in his text. She doesn't know who that person was on the screen but she knows things are still up in the air as far as where they stand.
This is nowhere near resolved.
A/N: It's here! It's finally here! After a bit of a break I managed to get it in gear. If it weren't for my Sister's request, I probably wouldn't have posted until next week some time. So, the first Chap is on here and I am excited! It's good to be back! Review and let me know if it's a great start :-) (This post is dedicated to you Sis, Happy B-day!)
