That stupid name will haunt me forever, even when the years pass and my memories will soon fade… it will be there

That stupid name will haunt me forever, even when the years pass and my memories will soon fade… it will be there. How could this have happened? How could I have let this happen? All the times I didn't show how I truly felt I could have prevented this outcome. Why does my heart ache so much for this person... It was just one night that had to change my life so much; just one.

As I lay here, my arms hugging her bloodied body, and the tears dripping from my eyes. I question the events that happened before not even believing this morbid fate I have entered. It was all new to me I didn't know what to do …. Just wait till help comes knowing that there was no way I could call… there was no way I could leave her here alone. I move her body a little, reaching into my back pocket for my cell… SHIT! No service… I try the police but of course there is no ring. I couldn't feel my legs even though many times I stared daring them to move. I look to the girl that laid beside me.. she didn't even open her eyes as much as I shook her, her breathing wasn't the music to my ears. She lay there, not knowing the pain I feel right now. I look over to the car that jerked us out, slammed into a tree. Why did she not listen to me? I closed my eyes as the pain reentered it self into my brain.. I know soon my body would give up and I will be joining her. But couldn't we both survive. I opened my eyes looking at her once more, her hair covered in her own blood, those blue eyes closed, her face bruised up no showing life. But to me she was as beautiful as ever because I finally found the words I wanted to say to her tonight.

"I love you, Casey."

I closed my eyes seeing the light shine through my eye lids.