Disclaimer~ I don't own Inuyasha. The only characters that are mine in the story are Nayamashii and Kayou. Also I don't own the song My Paper Heart.

Dialog~ "Meep meep meep."

Thoughts~ 'Meep meep meep.'

Authors note~ This fan fiction was inspired by the All American Rejects song My Paper heart. I in now way own the song, or am using any lyrics of it in the story. The focus of the story is a troubling event that happened to Miroku when he was a teenager. The whole event spawns a very troubling situation with Miroku and Sango.and Blah you'll get it later. -_- Enjoy the story! And please review! Thank you ^_^

My Paper Heart

Chapter 1

"Miroku-san, hey Miroku-san, wake up."

"Huh?" Miroku opened his sleepy eyes and looked up at a dark figure that was lying on top of him. "Nayamashii? Is that you?"

"Of course it's me silly. Who were you expecting?" The young woman smiled and began licking Miroku's neck.

A cold chill ran down his spine, his fingertips began to burn, and his whole body begun to shake. "Please don't do that, you're scaring me."

"Don't be that way, you didn't mind it last night. Do you want to continue where we left off?"

Miroku quickly backed away from her, and into a corner. His breathing was heavy and his head was spinning. A bead of sweat dripped down his face. "What did you do?"

Nayamashii trapped Miroku in the corner and brushed up close to him. "Don't you remember? You were hurt, and I brought you back to my home and took care of you." A small grin came over her face.

Miroku's mouth began to quiver; he gulped down hard and looked at her with scared eyes. "You. You didn't."

She smiled and rubbed her hand on his chest. "I couldn't resist, you were unconscious, and you looked so cute."

Miroku pushed her arm to the side and stood up. "Why? Why did you do that to me?"

"I'd think you'd be happy, now you can really call yourself a man." Nayamashii stood up and took a step towards Miroku.

"Stay away from me!"

"Don't be that way, especially after we had so much fun together."

Miroku took a step backwards and hit the wall behind him. "This is."

"This is what?" Nayamashii pinned Miroku to the wall and began licking his face.

Tears started to swell in Miroku's eyes. His heart was racing he was frozen in fear. "This isn't right, get away from me. Get away from me!" Miroku pushed her out of his way and made a mad dash for the door.

"Wait, Miroku-san! Please don't go, stay for a while. Let me help you, let me mend that paper heart of yours."

"Stay away from me, you crazy bitch! I'd never stay here with you, I'm going."

"You won't get far with your injuries, it's pointless for you to go. I'll find you again, and I'll bring you back to me."

"I'm not your play thing, find someone else to be your love bitch, I'm done. You don't have the right to toy with people this way, you're sickening."

"Don't say things like that, don't tell me you didn't like it."

Miroku clenched a tight fist; his anger was erupting inside of him. "Shut you're fucking mouth! People like you should burn in hell!" Miroku sprinted out the door and didn't look back. He never looked back.

"Miroku-sama." Sango shook Miroku wildly. "Miroku-sama!"

'That's right, it was in this village where it happened. I was about fourteen, I was badly injured and that woman, Nayamashii, took me in. She took me in and seduced me. That's right, I remember it all now, she left me with a paper heart. That bitch, being here brings back so many bad memories.'

"MIROKU-SAMA!" Sango gave the houshi a hard slap to the face. "Get your mind out of the gutter for a moment, would you."

Miroku put his hand to the slap mark on his face and turned to face Sango. "Sorry lady Sango, I just have something on my mind."

'What's wrong with Miroku-sama? He's so quiet and well mannered, he usually never like this. What could be on his mind that's making him act this way?' "Um, Miroku-sama."

"Yes?"

"Is there something bothering you? You're not acting like your usual self."

"My usual self? Yes, I could see why you would say that. I just have a lot on my mind right now. This village holds a lot of memories for me."

"Memories?" 'What is he talking about? He must have been here before, I guess. This is very odd, I wonder what could have happened here to make him act this way.' "When have you visited this place before, Miroku-sama?"

"When I was a young man, I was about fourteen." 'Yes, I still remember it like it was yesterday. I'm surprised I'm even able to step foot in this place again.'

"Fourteen? You were traveling alone when you were only fourteen?" 'Poor Miroku-sama, I never knew he was so alone at such a young age.' "I was used to it, I had been traveling on my own since I was eleven. Why the sudden interest in my past, Sango-chan?"

"It's nothing really, I was just sort of curious, that's all." 'What could Miroku be hiding really? What's going through his head right now?'

"Alright, I see then." 'Sorry Sango, I'm just not yet ready to share the memories of my past, another day I will. Not here though, never here. I still can't get that day out of my head.' Miroku slipped back off into his own little world.

*Poke* "Hey, Miroku! Miroku!" Shippo began to repeatedly poke Miroku's head. "Hey, Kagome, I think Miroku is broken. He's not saying anything. What could be wrong with him?"

"I'm not sure Shippo, but please stop poking him, it's obviously not working." Kagome lifted Shippo off of Miroku's shoulder and unto her own.

"Fine fine, whatever you say, Kagome."

"I know what's wrong with him, he probably stole a woman's heart away. Didn't you Miroku?" An evil smile came over Inuyasha's face. "Huh, huh?" *Nudge nudge.*

Miroku didn't say anything and a small grimace showed on his face.

"Inuyasha! That's an awful thing to say to him! So, Miroku-sama is it true?"

Inuyasha's face: -_-;

"Huh? I'm sorry, Kagome, I wasn't paying attention. What did you want to know?"

"Nothing, It was nothing." Kagome showed a small smile. 'Man, he's really dense today.'

Sango decided to speak up. Miroku's strange behavior was beginning to bother Sango. "Miroku, are you sure you're alright? You really are acting strange."

Miroku was beginning to get very annoyed. All these questions he was getting bombarded with made him feel uncomfortable. Miroku responded in a harsh tone. "I'll be fine, really. Can we please get off this subject?"

'Now, I know for sure something is bothering him. I'll ask him later when he's not so upset.' "Ya, whatever, if you don't want to tell us that's fine."

Miroku let out a small sigh of relief. 'Good, maybe later I'll tell Sango everything, but not now, not now.'

"No way! I want to now right now what's bugging you, Miroku. You've got me curious, so spill."

"SIT BOY!"

*Twitch* "What the hell was that for, Kagome!? What did I do?"

"You're such an idiot sometimes, Inuyasha."

"Answer my question, damnit!"

"You're so rude! Miroku said he didn't want to talk about it, so we don't talk about it. You're so stupid sometimes."

Inuyasha gave Kagome an evil glare. "I hate you so much."

Kagome smiled. "I know, I know."

Sango stared at Miroku for a moment. She was still very concerned about him. 'It's like he's off in his own world right now. What could have possibly happened to him all those years ago? This is all so strange.'

*Thud* Miroku fell to the ground, stunned. He rubbed his head vigorously and looked over at the person he had run into, it was a woman. "Sorry about that, I wasn't paying attention. Are you alright?" Miroku offered his hand to help her up.

She gladly took it and smiled. "Thank you Miroku-san, I appreciate it." An evil smile came over her face.

Miroku's heart seemed to skip a beat, his mind was racing, and a deep feeling of fear overcame him. His eyes were locked on the woman he had run into. 'It couldn't be, it can't be her. It just can't be.' His body shook in fear.

"What's the matter, don't you remember me? How long has it been, about five years?"

At this point Miroku was just trembling, and fear totally over took him. His breathing became heavy and fear took over him. "Nayamashii."

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Well, that's all for the first chapter. Did you like it? Hope so, please review for me, I'd really appreciate it. ^^ Sorry about the chapter being so short, the next ones will be longer. I'm exited to see people's reactions to the story thus far. I'll also try to have the next chapter up by tomorrow night, if I can.

Adios for now!

Zero