written for fanfic50 on livejournal
Title: Lost Causes
Characters: Sam Winchester
Prompt: 003. Control
Rating: G
Summary: Sam's thoughts on losing Dean...
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Dean was losing control. Sam knew it, and he bet that Dean did too. Except Dean didn't really seem to care, and Sam just couldn't do anything without having his head bit off. Not literally, of course, because that would be taking the whole 'Dean losing control' thing a little too far. But he still hated the arguments they got into whenever he tried to help, whenever he tried to talk about it with Dean, but it just seemed to be a lost cause – and Dean himself was becoming a lost cause.
But Sam didn't want his brother to be a lost cause. Not Dean Winchester, his older brother, the guy he'd always looked up to. The five-year old who carried him from their burning house, and since raised him because Dad was always too busy. And if Dean was a lost cause, then Sam might as well be one as well, because without Dean, he would have nothing.
He had already lost Mom, Jess, and Dad – he wouldn't be able to handle it if Dean wound up gone as well.
