Black tears of Heaven


Okay, here's the fic I've been writing for a while. I hope you like it.

About genre: This has romance, and a bunch of drama(though most of it don't come until later). Some action and maybe even horror as well.

Disclaimer: I don't own them! English is not my first language!

Any other notes: Just as a warning, if you don't like shonen-ai, or Juushou, also called Anikishipping, just go away, okay? This will also later have a bit of incest, so if you're not onto that kind of thing either, just leave.

And, some of the characters may be extremely or a bit out of character, some by purpose, some because of my lousy writing abilities.

For all the Syrus fangirls to know: this fic may not be for you. Syrus is going to do something quite evil later(he's not really evil, just…I can't say that I won't spoil the fic!). So, if you don't like that, in that case too, go away. Don't send me any angry reviews because of that, because I've warned you. I don't want any angry reviews from angry fangirls. I am a Syrus fangirl myself, but I had to make him just a bit evil in one point, for drama. That part however will come later, so if you want to read it this fic till then, I won't be stopping you. But I repeat: I've warned you!

I might use some songs by Nightwish, Within Temptation, or Evanescnese in chapters later on.


Somewhere, high above the World of Humans, there is Heaven. The World of Angels. For some ones, the thought of Heaven may seem small, that it's not really big. Maybe a castle or something above the clouds. But that's not true. Our home is as big as Earth, but all of us speak the same language.

There is five kind of us, the angels. The high angels, the real angels, the angels in training, and…The fallen angels.

Those poor ones, the ones of my kind.

I was not always like this, though. Once, I was only an eager angel in training.

What made me fall then? Probably back then, no one could've never guessed that I would have become a fallen angel. Only a couple of years ago, if someone would have said that to one of my friends, or someone who plain knew me, they would've laughed at the one who would've told so. I would have too, I guess.

For you to know the answer, we need to go back two years. The day I met my aibou, my one and only love…Syrus.

My name is Jaden Yuki, and this, is my story.


'Ah, such a nice day. Sad I have to waste it at school' thought 15-year-old Jaden Yuki, walking the corridors of the school for angels. He was an angel in training, a very good and talented one as that. He was on his third year in angel school. Ever since very small, he had always dreamed of becoming a real angel. It would be great, to have wards and watch over them. And even sometimes go to the Earth to stop the death, or take the souls of the dead wards. Jaden was surprisingly interested in humans and their life. Usually not an angel would bother to even think about such things. He was also very empathic, even towards people he did not know, or even those who were the most hated…the fallen angels.

Angel of every level could become a fallen angel, if they had their souls blackened somehow. Or if they did great sins. The biggest one of the sins that could be done, was killing. Whether it was another angel or mortal, it didn't matter. Angels were strong, yet fragile creatures. If they did even one great crime, they would soon desire for more. Just one touch of blood in your hands, and you'd wish they'd bathe in it always and forevermore. However, the most common reason for an angel to fall, was their Aibous. Aibou was the referring for you mate, if you were an angel. It meant forevermore love and care. The bond between two aibous was stronger than any other bond that exists. However, as strong bond as this was deadly dangerous too. If anything was to happen to someone's aibou, specially from the doing of another angel, or a mortal, could hurt the someone's soul deeper than anything else. At this point, nothing could stop them from spreading over the strength that was inside every angel. The dark power. If that power was to set free, it could destroy many innocent lives. After this, the someone surely become a fallen angel. Or maybe even a demon. They'd be forced to live in hell, not having place anymore in heaven. The bond of aibous had often been considered to stop by the highest angels of all, but there always were more and more angels that wanted to mate for forever. That way, it was never cancelled.

Jaden himself had not come across anyone that he could consider an aibou. For now, it didn't really matter. At the moment, the most important thing in his life was to follow his life-long dream to become a real angel. And his friends.

He reached the classroom and went over to his friends, Alexis and Bastion.

Jaden had met both of them when he first came to this school for angels. They were all quite different from another, but that way, they fulfilled each other. Though many still said that they were the most unique friends ever seen.

Jaden was the happy and cheerful of their little group. He was the one that got his friends to loosen up a little once in a while, and remember that you should have fun as well.

Alexis was the quiet one of the group, though it might not seem it. Alexis had sadness in her past, and that made her sadder than what met the eye. She was however very intelligent and kind, but could not always place what was the best for the ones she cared about. In other words, she worried too much at times.

Bastion was the intelligent one of the group. He studied a lot and was at times too smart for his own good. He was usually the one Jaden needed to get loosen up a little with school work. However he could be a really enjoyable company, when you got in his better side.

Yeah, they were all different and special in their own ways. One might really wonder how people so different could have become such a great friends. But even though their differences were there, the similarities were as well. They were all loyal and caring towards the people they cared about, and they all had a lot of potential of making their dreams come true.

"Good morning guys" Jaden greeted his friends with smile

"Morning" they answered. Jaden sat down on his own seat next to the window.

"Surprising to see you in time for once, Jaden" Alexis said

"Ha ha, very funny." Jaden said sarcastically "Everyone seem somewhat more energetic today than usual. What's up?"

Bastion answered to that: "There's going to be a new student as a transfer into our class. I heard of it when I walked past the Headmaster's office"

"Wow, really? That's cool. I wonder who it is. You didn't seem him or her when you passed?"

"No, I heard the name though. Syrus Truesdale. He's been a tutor for many younger students in his previous school, and he's very talented, so I've heard"

"Hmm, Syrus huh? Sounds like a guy to me…" Alexis wondered out loud "What do you think, Jaden? Jaden?"

Alexis then noticed that her friend was gazing into somewhere else, and turned her attention on that direction as well. He saw their teacher, Dr. Banner at the other side of the classroom, with a boy that she had not seen before. She guessed this was the new transfer.

When Jaden had heard the new transfer's name, it had affected him in some new way that he had not felt ever before. Something warm in his chest, and his heart had skipped a beat. The name had sounded familiar, even though he knew no one by the same name. But now that he was staring at the new student, his heart was beating faster, and his face felt warm. The boy was short and somewhat thin, with hair of the color of sky itself and wide eyes deeper and more beautifully gray than any silver ever could be. He had the skin pale like snow and shiny, perfectly kissable lips. He also had small round classes on the bridge of his nose that made his eyes look even bigger. He was in all ways prefect in Jaden's eyes.

Dr. Banner then spoke up: "This is the new transfer student Syrus Truesdale. Why don't you tell us a bit about yourself, Syrus?" Jaden was now eager to hear the shorter boy's voice.

"Very well." The boy said, and turned his attention to the class "I'm Syrus. I used to live on top of the United States, and I've already had a few wards, despite my young age. I've also tutored quite many younger than myself. My hobbies are writing songs and poems and I also like to draw. I hope we can all be friends" After he had finished, he bowed to the class, and Jaden found himself disappointed when he stopped talking. He was already in love with that small, quiet voice that had came out of the bluenette's mouth. A little girlish, but still wonderful, and to him, it had sounded like sirens had sung above him.

"You may take a seat now…next to Jaden. Jaden, please rise your hand"

Jaden rose his right hand slowly, with his arm shaking slightly. There was strange nervousness in his stomach, and his face felt even warmer than before. Syrus was going to sit beside him? Even thinking of that made his heart flutter with excitement for some reason.

Syrus then walked over to sit next to Jaden with a few graceful steps, his slender body waving slightly with each step. His steps were a bit unsure, but he was keeping a straight face. Before he sat down on his seat, his silver eyes met Jaden's chocolate brown ones. For what seemed like hours instead of a few seconds, Jaden felt himself to get lost into those beautiful orbs. But there was something in them. Something not seen very often is angel's eyes. Pain, regret, utter sadness. But before he had time to look deeper, Syrus sat down and their gazes parted.

'Hmm…maybe getting mated isn't really impossible for me either', Jaden though himself as the lesson began.