So, this isn't the whole story, just a sneak peek one shot for when Loke left Mikayla for ten years. Here's a scene where Loke really weak and pleads to return to Mikayla. Also, Mikayla can't get Loke out of her head...

hope you like it and then maybe i'll write the full version! Enjoy!


Loke lifted his tired, worn face to the Celestial Spirit King. He gave him a weak grin and started to give a little chuckle. "You know," he said, his voice raspy and grounded. "I don't care what you do to me. Kill me. Make me stay in the human world for ten years. That won't matter. I love Mikayla. I would do anything to be with her." He turned to all the rest of the Spirits. "And you all know what? If I could spend a month with her, a week, or even a day, just so I can hold her and wrap her in my arms, whisper in her ear about how much I love her, how much I need her. Kiss her and sleep with her. And not for sex, but just to feel her warmth next to me. And for her to know, I'll never, ever leave her. Ever."
Everyone was silent, taking in all Loke had said.
Loke felt the energy fade from his body quickly and he fell to his knees, clutching his chest with his hand. "Uhhh..." He groaned. Aries gasped and ran to him. She knelt next to him and patted his back. "Leo...what's happening?" Loke struggled for breath and shook involuntarily. He raised his head slowly.
"I'm dying," he muttered through gritted teeth. "It's coming..."


I hugged myself tighter as the biting cold seeped through my heavy coat and made my ears feel numb. God, even winter was extra bitter without him. As the harsh wind blew at me, I remembered his face before he'd left. His hazel eyes looked at me with the utmost longing and need. And the last kiss we shared, he had kissed me like it would save his life, held me close to him,never wanting to separate.
I shook my head to get those thoughts out of my head. Loke was gone now. I had to be a big girl and bear it. But as I thought that, an image of his face, smiling lovingly into mine, I could feel his hand push back my hair and rest his perfect lips over mine.
I let out a wild cry, punching a light pole. Why isn't he out of my head? He broke my heart into a million pieces. I loved him, and he just left at the drop of a freaking hat! Why should I miss him, that betraying jerk? I sighed and continued my walk. I still loved him. He was my first true love. Now he left. Did he miss me? I looked up to the sky, feeling teardrops run down my face.
"Well? Do you?"


-"What are you talking about?" Aries asked Loke, worried for her friend. Loke sucked in a labored breath. "S-she kept me alive...I left her alone...now I...I need her for life..."


I stood by a bridge over a rushing river. I looked down at it and touched the Gatekey around my neck. Loke had given it to me a while back. I ripped the key necklace off, and in blind rage, threw it into the river.

"It'd be better if I never saw you again, Jerk."


So, that's the sneak peek for the pending book. Message me to let me know!