This is the sequal to 'I Miss You.' So read that first before you read this.
Whack!
Anger.
Frustration.
Failure.
I punch the bag harder, tears still running down my face.
I feel betrayed.
Why did you leave?
Why did you abondon us?
I stand here, punching my bag the sand trickles out.
I'm angry.
Anger is the only thing more powerful than grief.
Since you left we have been growing apart.
One brother is working himself to death.
And our littlest brother is struggling to keep us together.
He's taken over as leader, the protector.
He no longer smiles.
Only fake and forced smiles appear.
But you were the leader.
You and me were the protectors.
But I can't do it alone.
He's lost his innocense.
His childish ways are gone.
I've been trying my best to help, to let go.
But I can't.
Even though we faught, you were still my brother.
You saved our little brother's life, but paid a high price.
Our father's gone.
It's only us.
We need you.
You never knew it but we do.
How could you leave us when we needed you the most?
All I ever do is punch my bag and stay angry at the world.
But standing here right now, looking at your unused Katana blades on the wall, I feel grief.
The punching bag swings back at me and I fall to the floor.
My Sais clatter to the ground.
What's the point in getting up?
What's the point in moving on?
I'll just see you again.
I'll see you every time I look into the kitchen, cooking.
I'll see you on the couch, watching Space Heroes.
I'll see you in the dojo, working to perfect your Katas.
I'll see you in your weapin of choice.
The scene would replay itself before my eyes.
Facing the enemy.
Us lying defeated on the ground behind you.
You standing tall, fighting off our enemies.
I see it, your own Katana.
My eyes widen in fear.
"Mikey!"
Then its over.
Your eyes cloud over.
We din't even get to say goodbye.
Why'd you leave us Fearless Leader?
I now realize the nickname I gave you was true to your form.
You were Fearless, still are.
You never gave up, never left us behind.
Now it hurts all the more.
I can't help but think, 'Who's next?'
Why did you leave us?
Fearless Leader.
Splinter Jr.
Best friend.
Big brother.
Forever.
Hope you like it. I know it's sad but I had to write it. Please reveiw. :)
