Hey! This is just a little paragraph written about how I think Bella felt when Edward left among other things.
I do not own Bella or Edward, they are both solely the property of Stephanie Meyer.
As I watch my love walk away from me, I suddenly know that I mustn't let him leave. Then I stop, petrified as I remember his last words, I don't want you. Those words playing over and over in my head are the only things that keep me from stopping him. I feel myself breaking, my heart, breath, life, leaving me. I can't take this. I can't handle the pain. So I stop, I stop before I let the pain come. When I stop, the world around me ceases to exist, ceases to move on. There is no pain there, all that is there is nothingness. I could stay like this forever, in this peaceful place where neither time nor pain exists. But wait, someone is there. Someone has intruded upon my world. With them, they will bring pain, but also love. They will bring sadness, but also happiness. I watch as he walks towards me, that loving smile on his face and I wonder if those feelings aren't really so bad. Is it bad to feel pain if you get to feel love too? Is it bad to feel sad, when happiness is there as well? He's telling me things now, telling me that I must wake up, that there are people in the real world that still need me. Do I believe him? Then reality catches up to me and I remember everything. I know now that he is someone to trust. He's the person I love, and he's back. He has returned to me and will never leave again. I suddenly understand. He needs me as much as I need him. Amazing, I think to myself. Then I wake and he's there. Am I dreaming? Did I die? I don't understand anything. What is going on around me? Then the memory of what happened while I was stopped returned to me. And I was suddenly happy; I was able to overcome pain in order to feel love. I was able to overcome sadness in order to feel happy. It felt right, I felt right for the first time in a long while. And I realized I felt right because he was here, waiting for me with love in his eyes and arms wide open.
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