Um, this is going to take a lot of explaining; this is for muffin's contest – it's being split into three parts see, the prologue – the story – and then the after. But the prologue is actually like the now and some of the past. And the middle is past and then the end is super past with a bit of the present. (but it's all a ONESHOT despite the chapter-likeness) it's told from Kairi p.o.v then Axel's – and then Roxas's. So don't get confused there, I know Kairi's is the shortest of the three. Axel is possibly the longest and Roxas is the in between – that was on purpose :P but because it's so epic and amazing. It has some other plays instead of just being for a contest – for example, when I ORGINALLY started this it was for jade's birthday. So happy late birthday, Roxas totally for you. The Axel part is for loren, because she's amazing. And the Kairi part is for my jess who NEEDS to hurry up college and come back to fanfiction. I make a lot of jokes, and tie stuff in to the real world in today. And I tried to be funny as possible. And don't hate the new writing style, kay kay – just giving it a test run.
(disclaimers) I own the sex god reference to axel – & that's it. This plot was inspired by real live events and some not so live events. But it is my plot, and stealing is lame.
PART ONE; KAiRi
She sits in her room – in the dark, alone.
Impossible to see.
So nobody can see the tears that stain her perfectly shaped face. Nor, the red in her alluring violet eyes. She closes her eyes – remembering – his eyes, his touch, the way his breath felt on her skin. Everything. Even though he's already slipped away, the silver band sends shivers through her spine. And she thinks of yesterdays, long ago, when he was holding her in his arms – instead spiraling down. He was just a boy. Just a boy, who took her heart between his fingers and squeezed it as tight as he could, he watched her plunder and he watched her fall. All with a smirk upon his stupid face. She wants to hate him, just like her friends do, she wants more than anything just to be with him. To touch his pale skin, and kiss his perfect lips, but she knows that would be bad. Because they'd be cold, and he used to be so fill of warmth – so it wouldn't be the same. She wants to forget, but she knows deep in her heart, she could never forget. She's forced to remember. His body falling, he was like a bird – except he was soaring, he was falling straight for the ground. She wonders what it must have felt like, though he couldn't feel it anyway, he was already almost dead. The alarm shrieked, breaking the silence and her train of thought. She sat up, staring at it – how typical she was late to her boyfriend's funeral. She stood up, got dressed, and headed out the door. It was comical, he always said he wouldn't be caught dead at a church. And he was – dead at a church.
She took a seat, next to a girl she didn't know.
It was funny, she was seeing a lot of females she didn't know – asshole or not, the sex god was quite popular among the females. She wasn't looking for anyone really, just someone she knew – anyone she knew. In the sea of nobodies, it would be relief to see somebody. Anybody. She saw a few, Xigbar from the bar – Demyx, that Sitar player, and Yuffie – the crazy ninja who works with him. But not the one person she needed to see – Roxas. Where was the spiky haired fiend at a time like this? When a priest, who's probably never met Axel, is saying all these nice things about him. That should be Roxas, or Xigbar. Or even her. But surely without a doubt, Roxas should be here at his best friend's funeral. Kairi couldn't help but wonder where he was, Axel's one-night-stands were sitting by her – but his best friend was nowhere to be found.
There was obviously something wrong here.
"Axel…he was everything to me…" blubbered a girl, when the priest had decided to let those 'close' to Axel to say a few words. The woman next to Kairi rolled her eyes, a smirk visible on her face, Kairi wondered who she was and what she meant to Axel. She found herself staring at the only other woman in the church not crying, not one stained her perfect face. Her hair styled wildly with bug like features, but it fit her perfectly for some reason. And Kairi found herself wondering if Axel was her hero, or like so many other girls her villain – or perhaps, something else?
"What are you looking at, princess?" she sneered. Kairi's heart stopped, and she shook her head forcing herself to pay attention to the blubbering girl, but the blonde girl wouldn't let this slide. She had stroke a nerve, and she wasn't going to allow Kairi to slip away that easily. "So what's your story – you know, he called them all princesses, so he wouldn't get them confused." Kairi bit her lip, but didn't take her eyes off the girl, watching her lips move and her sob uncontrollable until someone had to come get her. "Imagine what he did to every single one of these girls," she motioned to the girls sitting next to them. She took one of her feet of the pew in front of her, cracking her knuckles. "You're just another one…you meant nothing to him…" she looked up to the podium. "Well, that's my cue, it's been nice talking to you, princess."
Kairi glared at her, and her smirk disappeared. "It's Kairi DiCasco, got it memorized?" she watched the blonde grin sheepishly, and walk over to the podium like she owned it. She reminded Kairi so much of him, only she was so much crueler – but Kairi couldn't help but wonder, was she different? She twisted the silver band on her left finger, of course she was, she had to be after all out of these girls she was the only one with a wedding ring on her finger.
"My name is Larxene," the blonde started. "And honestly – you're all full of shit." That stopped the sniffling, and the sobbing, the whispering and everything. Larxene commanded the crowd's attention. "Each and every one of you…except maybe the auburn haired girl back there…this man, this manwhore – took his own life, you all realize that right?" she glared at the crowd. "That bastard knew what he was doing, he knew how much it would hurt those closes to him…which isn't even half of you fucktards." She..choked, the words stumbled, or did Kairi just imagine that? "Axel was an asshole, but he was our asshole – and you learned to put up with him."
She smirked, like a mother proud of her own son, taking in all the shock faces and mayhem she had caused. The priest looked like he was about to have a heart attack or something, Kairi watched as Larxene stepped down walking over to the casket and placing a silver lighter in his casket. Her head tilted to the side, as if she was seeing something more then just a dead body and maybe she could Kairi thought – maybe she saw pass the makeup and the fancy suits, and the corpse. Maybe she saw Axel laughing at them from the pits of hell. Kairi didn't know – she was one of the many whose eyes were glued to Larxene as she walked out.
Nobody could come up with anything after that, people talked after her, but those were just words – words that meant nothing, because all Kairi could hear was Larxene. Larxene and her truth, and her pain – because Kairi realized that he meant as much to Larxene as herself. So between his charming words, and his alluring green eyes, the bastard stole her heart too – Kairi closed her eyes and wondered if she and Larxene were the only ones. That really had something with him, the ones that could say he was a thief and he was a liar, and he's was so much more then the image he had. She stood up tired of people she didn't know, and tired of wasting her time here – he was going to stay dead, and there was no chance of him ever waking up. And Kairi opened the door, and walked out. She was surprised to see Roxas sitting there on the steps of the church smoking a cigarette, mainly because Roxas didn't smoke and that itself caught her off guard. She closed her eyes, and put on a face as she ignored him, because he wasn't in there telling the happy stories about Axel from their childhood, and he should have been there right in the front row.
Yet, he was here, too afraid to face his best friend's death.
"Kairi. Sit." The words in his mouth were monotone and broken. So he felt it to, the lost – she complied, sitting next to him putting her head on his shoulder. Words weren't exchange, there was no need they both knew what the other was thinking, Kairi thought about what Larxene said and she closed her eyes. How could one man affect someone so much, and how just one stupid asshole could change everything by whispering three little words –
"I love you." Her chest pained, she needed him and she wanted him. The warmth of his touch, and the whispering voice – his fingers getting caught in her hair, that stupid smirk and those deadly emerald eyes. She wanted him, and she needed him – but he was gone, and it was all her fault, she knew it and Roxas knew it – but the rest of the world was oblivious. They didn't understand why their favorite snarky redhead took the plunge that ended his life, but Kairi was oh too aware. There were different types of people in this world, some were heroes whilst others were devils and some were do-gooders whilst others were thieves – but Axel was all of the above and then some.
And hell she missed him, even though she promised she wouldn't, he was just stupid enough to believe her. And that's how this whole mess got started –three little words. Three little words that meant everything and nothing, and she would have thought that he out of all people would have seen through her lie. He would have called her on her, after all he was the master of it –
And she was just learning what her words meant.
e nd.
((preview))
She was just another girl, just another one that you let slip through your fingers, it was her fault – she was strangling you. You could have her replaced in seconds, so why – you wonder, are you standing on top of a building your feet dangling off the edge of the world. And you're so ready, to let go and fly. Maybe it's because suicide is the trendiest thing to do, now and days – and let's face it, you put the hot in 'hot trend.' But this won't be your first attempt, but it certainly would be your last. You think back to those stupid cartoons where the character falls, and falls. The only difference between him and you, is that you won't be able to get up. This time your best friend isn't here to stop you, and this time there wasn't another girl just around the corner. It was just you, standing at the edge of the world, a smirk on your face as pushed off the building and you heard her scream just before you started to fall.
((yeah chapter two is quite the shit. so leave a review because you know you want tooo)
