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Dear Diary,

I cannot stand this anymore! I`m stuck here, at the bottom of the ocean, with...her. I know what I`m fighting for. The one who set me free. The one who gave me a chance in life. The only one. He was the only one who freed me.

Jasper, still attempting to get up and out, is struggling. She`s getting desperate. She`ll do anything to unfuse at this moment and shatter every Gem that ever rebelled against her, including mine. She`ll smother Steven. She`ll smash Pearl. She`ll shatter Amethyst. She`ll crack Garnet. And me. Who knows? She`ll slowly kill me for betraying her. For every time I`ve doubted her. For every time I tried to break free. And specially for every time I`ve saved Steven and his friends.

I`m always going to be a prisoner. Stuck in chains. Never able to break free! When will it end? I may never see the end of it till my Gem is smashed into tiny bits that will put a smile on Jasper`s face. She`ll stare into the chips and crisps and shards. She`ll smile, then look into the other direction. Bits of purple, pink, blue, red, and white shards will litter the sand. She`ll know no one could possibly stand in her way now. She`d won.

Then, she`ll go back to HomeWorld and tell Yellow Diamond that the planet was free for their use. And they`ll use it.

They`ll kill every living thing on this world. This planet, along with many others, would be destroyed. No more of it. It`s life and everything it was ever known for, would be gone. It would be another piece of rock floating though space.

HomeWorld is so evil. Evil far beyond what it was before. I hope things improve.

Lapis Lazuli

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StevenU