Very short thing I had the idea over listening to the City of Angels soundtrack.

Quatre's POV at first, then Trowa's and then both.

Can be placed randomly in the series, as long as 3 and 4 are together (so in the end!)

First attempt at fluffy 3x4 fic!  Be nice!

Dislaimer:  I-D-O-N-T-OW-N-G-U-N-D-A-M-W-I-N-G-N-O-R-A-N-Y-O-F-I-T-S-C-H-A-R-A-C-T-E-R-S!  Got the idea?  Arigato!

Where do we go now?

Part One: You

By Aaridys

I can't help it; it just can't be stopped.  I'd like to think of it as close, very close friendship but then, I'd want more.  I can't even reach out to you, so close but yet so far.  It's unfair.  The others are all fine, content of their simple lives with each other.  Even Wufei has settled down since Sally beat him fare and square in a match.  Duo and Heero are enjoying every minute of their time together so why can't we?  Why won't you let me close the gap between our souls?  I can feel the desire radiating from my own skin every time you brush my shoulder or pat my head affectively.  Did you ever know that this habit drives me insane?

            You are so cold.  Don't you feel my spirit reaching out to you?  Can't you see in my eyes the feelings I long to scream out.  Or do you choose to ignore them?

Spend all your time waiting,

For that second chance.

For a break that would make it okay.

There's always some reason,

To feel not good enough.

And it's hard at the end of the day.

            I need you by my side.  It hurts just to think of you in other way than that of a lover.  Why can't you see that?  Let me reach out to you; let me touch your solitude and silence.  I know I can't change you, that is partly why I am so attached to you.  Please, let me love you.

I need some distraction, oh, beautiful release.

Memories seep from my veins.

They may be empty, or they're weightless and maybe,

We'll find some peace tonight.

In the arms of the angel,

Fly away from here.

From this dark cold hotel room,

And the endlessness that you feel.

You are pulled from the wreckage,

Of your silent reverie.

You're in the arms of the angel,

May you find some comfort here.

            Please Trowa, let me love you.  Let me take you in my arms forever and be the light in your eternal darkness.  Each time I gaze in your eyes, I can only feel a deep loneliness and sadness.  Why is that?  Let me into your world…

            I wish you could feel the same as me but perhaps I am crossing a line you wouldn't want anyone to.  Maybe you do not love me; maybe my feelings are just a one-way thing.  Maybe…

            No, I can't bare that thought.  Never.  I will never let go, even if it kills me.  You are too precious to my heart and soul.  I want to plunge in your darkness, drink to its source until I am drunk and uneasy on my feet.  I want to caress your smooth skin and gaze for hours into those two green orbs that captivated me from the very first day.  Will you let me?  Can I reach out to you Trowa?

            I'll try, I'll try the hardest.  Nothing you ever told me ever gave me any clue about the turmoil of your heart; perhaps I'm just imagining things but…  The way you placed your soft eyes on me every time I said something, the way you placed your hand on my head.  Others had did that before but none like you…  I can't lie to myself anymore Trowa so even if it does kill me, you have to know, so I can be at peace finally.

            Wait for me Trowa.