Emotional
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Disclaimer- I don't own Inuyasha.
Chapter 1- My Emotions
~.~Kagome P.O.V~.~
I'm not normal, but I wish that I was. I can't look anyone straight in the eye, but I wish I could. Why can't I? Because my eyes can change colors and I'm afraid of people noticing. Basically, my eyes are like a necklace, and when how I feel is strong it can change the weather as well.
The first time I noticed the change was when I was in the first grade. I was playing by myself because I had just moved to the area and had no friends. You can imagine how happy I was when three girls approached me and started talking to me.
~.~Flashback~.~
"Hi there!"
I looked up from where I was crouched down on the ground, drawing letters in the sand with a stick and saw three girls.
"Hello?" I responded.
"My name is Yuka, and this is Eri and Ayumi."
"I'm Kagome."
"Do you want to play with us Kagome?" Ayumi asked.
"Really, you mean it?" I stood up all the way and faced them.
"Yeah, we… whoa, how did you do that?" Eri asked.
"Do what?"
"Your eyes changed from brown to yellow!"
"They did what?"
Yuka pulled out a mirror she had in her pocket and showed me. They did look yellow.
~.~Flashback End~.~
When I told my mom about it she told me she noticed that change also when I was about two years old. She had gotten me a toy I really wanted on a rainy day, and when I got it my eyes turned yellow and the sky had cleared and it was suddenly sunny. But since she didn't know what it meant she just waited to see if it would happen again.
They changed again a few years later. I was looking forward to seeing a guy I liked and wanted to tell him how I felt about him that day. But then I learned that he moved before I had a chance.
~.~Flashback~.~
"You're telling him how you feel today, huh?" Ayumi asked me while we were in lunch.
"Yeah, the very second the final bell rings." I said.
"I wish you the best of luck." Yuka said.
"Thanks, I'm going to need it."
"It's looks good outside today, so things should go well."
"I hope so, hey what color…?"
"They're still brown."
"Oh good, I didn't want to scare him off."
"Speaking of that, I think I figured out what it means!" Ayumi said.
"What?"
"Okay so, when we first met you and talked to you they turned yellow right?"
"Uh huh…"
"And when you were two and got the toy you really wanted you said it happened then but the weather changed too right?"
"Right."
"Well… what if they change with the different emotions you feel?"
"What do you mean?"
"When you get happy they turn yellow, but when you feel normal they stay brown."
"That could be true…" Yuka said.
"But wouldn't I notice something like that?"
"No, you can't see your eyes." Ayumi said.
"What about the weather?"
"When how you feel is really strong it could change it somehow."
"That could all be true, but…"
"We'll just have to test it, now won't we?" Yuka smirked.
"How do we do that?"
"Kagome… what if he… rejects the way you feel?"
"Then I'd-I… Yuka!"
"Look they changed again!"
"What color?"
"Look."
Yuka handed me her mirror and this time my eyes were black.
"How do you feel?" Ayumi asked.
"Nervous and scared…"
"Guess that's what black means. Look outside." Yuka said.
I did and saw that the sky was darkening.
"Aw man, guys, help me fix it!"
"Just relax, close your eyes and relax."
I closed them and breathed in and out a few times then opened them again.
"Brown again, and the sky looks normal too." Ayumi smiled.
Later on, after the bell rang I waited by the school gate for my crush to come out.
"Where is he?" I looked at my watch again.
"Kagome!"
I saw Eri running to me.
"Hey Eri, what's wrong."
"It's… Ken..." She said, out of breath from running.
"What about him?" I could tell that the sky was getting dark again, so my eyes must have been black.
"He moved yesterday. I'm so sorry."
I just stood there for a while, then fell to my knees.
"Kagome, are you okay? Oh my… your eyes are blue now!"
I didn't answer her, I just sniffed, then cried. Then I felt a lot of rain hitting me, but I only continued to cry.
~.~Flashback End~.~
They've changed a couple of other times, but I'm more careful since I know they can. I wear my bangs long over my eyes, and I avoid making eye contact with others as much as possible. My eyes have turned red when I'm angry, grey when I'm depressed, and green when I'm sick, but does that even count as a mood?
And as for the weather, when I'm mad I noticed that it gets really hot outside, when I'm really depressed it'll get cloudy, and foggy when I'm sick.
~.~
Kagome's hand came out of her blankets and hit her alarm clock three times before it cut off. Then she sat up and did her morning routine. Rub her hair covered eyes, get out of bed, go to the mirror, move the hair from her eyes, and then check the color. Brown with a hit of… purple?
"But what does purple mean? I only ever see it when I have that dream with that prince… and I think I did last night." Kagome mumbled to herself then sighed.
She grabbed her things and went into the bathroom to get ready for school.
~.~
"Hey man, isn't she hot?"
"Who are you talking about?"
"That girl right there, that's always by the window."
The boy looked over and smirked.
"Yeah, she is, I'm going to go talk to her." He started to stand but his friend stopped him.
"No chance man, she doesn't talk."
"What do you mean she doesn't talk?"
"She won't say a thing to anyone. All the guys have tired."
"That's because she was waiting for me."
As he walked over to the girl his friend shook his head at him.
"Hey there, I'm Koto." He leaned a hand on her desk. "And you are?"
The girl, who was Kagome, glanced at him through her bangs, but said nothing.
"Ah, it's true, you really don't speak."
She still said nothing.
"Not even a wave?"
Nothing.
"Fine then, be that way, bitch." He walked away pissed, and his friend laughed at him.
No one noticed, not even Kagome, but when he called her that a flower outside caught on fire. And after she closed her eyes and took a deep breath to calm down, the flame was gone but the flower was burnt to a crisp.
And while that was happening, a half demon sitting behind her was planning on making her talk.
~.~
You guys know I try to make my chapters long but I sort of ran out of ideas so the next one will be longer (if the story gets enough reviews) I promise! And I'll do the randomness and quizzes on the second chapter of every story so until the next chapter of Emotional!
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