Hey. :] This is my first post since… Three years ago. I'm sorry if this fic doesn't really make sense. :( I was just listening to the song, and then all sorts of things popped in my head as every stanza started playing. Hehe. I still hope you guys like it, though. Please review! It's highly appreciated.
There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were nights when I would just think of Draco, nothing else. My heart was frozen. I was numb. I couldn't feel him anymore. He wasn't there anymore. And then I just cried.
Nothing else could stop me. They would just... flow.
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
There were days when I wouldn't think at all. I was still numb. I still couldn't feel him. But my eyes just wouldn't shed anymore tears. It wasn't worth it.
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
I never really knew why you left. But I had to move on. I knew I had to.
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
But then I remembered your fingertips on my skin. I remembered how I trembled against it. I remembered how you held me tight while your lips were entwined with mine. Your hands explored me. Almost like you were claiming me, like you wanted to own every inch of me..
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby
This was wrong. I vowed I'd never do it again. I vowed I'd never come back. Strange thing was, it felt so right. It felt so right, Malfoy. I just couldn't believe myself. I found myself coming back to you for more. The nights I spent with you were magical yet my mind told me it was wrong. My heart was just screaming to me that it was you, Malfoy.
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
No matter how hard I tried to stop, still. You just kept on coming back to my mind. That memory kept on coming back. The memory of your fingers and your lips. It was so long ago, Malfoy. It was 3 years ago. It was nothing to me anymore. Or was it?
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
I remembered how you hurt me. Not purposely but you still did. I knew you never meant them. You were just putting on a show so they wouldn't find out about us.
"Shut up, mudblood. You're disgusting. You're worthless." you said with all the hatred and all disgust you could muster. I don't know what triggered my anger, but I just poured it all out.
"Mudblood? That's all you could say, Malfoy? You're disgusted with me because of that? YOU should be disgusted with yourself. You worship a stupid excuse for a lord. A half-blood too, at that! All you do is follow daddy dearest because you can't do anything. As a matter of fact, he's a stupid excuse of a father too!" As I said those last words, I knew I would regret it. You looked at me with your grey eyes. Your beautiful grey eyes.
The passion was drained from it.
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
After that you never talked to me, never looked at me. In other words, I probably didn't exist to you anymore. I counted up the times when Harry or Ron were to busy to notice what I was doing or where I was. When we could be together, when we should be together. But no. Nothing happened.
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
I cried, Malfoy. For heavens sake, I cried for you of all people. Eventually, I didn't care anymore. At least, I tried not to care. And I just went on. I barely thought about us after that. I barely thought about you. I just told myself that you meant nothing.
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
Oh but it meant everything, didn't it? Everytime I remembered you. I just thought of how I stupid I was for letting you go just like that, Malfoy. Because for a second, you meant everything to me.
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby
You were practically the only one who knew me. Yes, almost better than Harry and Ron. I never felt used around you. I felt like you loved me for who I was inside and out. Turns out you didn't did you? BLOODY HELL, MALFOY! Please, please stop it. Stop coming back to my mind. I don't want to think of us being together again, please? Just… Please?
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
BANG!
My door flew open. The first thing I saw was grey eyes. Those beautiful grey eyes.
"Malfoy?" I said incredulously. You said nothing. You just came closer and closer and… closer. I could feel a familiar feeling landing on my lips. You kissed me with so much passion the tears started coming back.
Our hand were all over each other were all over each other with the same longing, desire and passion we had that night. My hands were in your hair. Your hands were lifting up my shirt…
And that night happened again.
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
We lay on the bed smiling at each other.
"Forgive me, Draco?" I looked at him apologetically.
"I forgive you, love. I've forgiven you a long time ago." You said pushing a loose strand away from my face. I closed my eyes and cherished the loving moment.
"Forgive me, love?" I said nothing and just kissed him. Hard.
"I love you, Draco Malfoy."
"I love you more. More than ever, Hermione Granger."
Nothing else mattered anymore. The past, the future didn't matter. Just as long as I had you and you had me…
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,
A/n: Whoa. I hope you guys like it Please please review? :D LOVE!
~SheShoutsFreedom
