I Never Wanted... poem

I Never Wanted...

---You to hate me.

---You to mock me.

---You to laugh at me.

---You to betray me.

---You to not ever care.

---You to lie to me.

---You to always say I'm wrong.

I Never Wanted...

---To open your eyes.

---To change anyone's mind.

---To not be able to explain this.

---To feel so alone.

---To feel so insecure.

---To feel so empty.

---To feel this unsure.

I Never Wanted...

---You to be ashamed.

---You to disapprove of the person I am.

---You to look away, embarrassed of me.

I Never Wanted...

---My own family to laugh.

---My own family to mock.

---My own family to lie.

---My own family to act like this.

I Never Wanted...

--To feel unloved by those who should have been there.