Hey everyone. So this is my first TMI fic. I hope you like it. Please review, favorite and follow. It would make my day so much better.

disclaimer- unfortunately I do not own the mortal instruments, though I wish I did.

The sun goes supernova

Chapter 1- Clary

Jace and I stood outside Alec's door. Jace had convinced me to try and talk to him. I don't think that talking to your best friends girlfriend will help a broken heart, but jace had said that it might help that a new person tried to talk to him.

"But Jace, he's miserable. I don't think that I can go in there without making him cry even more. Have you been in there at all? What if he has been hurting himself?" I asked my lovely boyfriend. Appearantly, Jace hadn't thought about this, because the moment I said that, he kicked the door to his parabatais room in and ran inside. I followed him a moment after.

The sight that met us was devastating. The room was dark. The curtains were closed and the light had been turned off. Jace reluctantly turned it on. The sight that met us was even more scary that the darkness. The room was a mess. Weapons and other shadowhunterthings were scattered around the floor. A lamp had been knocked down from the table. The most devastating, though, was the small figure that laid curled up on the bed. Alec had definitely lost weight and sleep. His eyes were red from crying and he was holding onto a rainbow colored shirt, for dear life. There were no doubt that the shirt had been Magnus's.

"Alec. Are you awake?" Jace asked gently.

"Go away Jace!" Came the weak reply.

"Alec get up. Do you really want to die here. Cause that's what's gonna happen if you don't get out of there soon." Jace asked, his voice gentle but firm.

"Just leave me, Jace." Alec whispered. This was too much to handle for Jace. He grabbed Alec's arm and pulled him out of the bed. Alec wasn't stable on his legs, witch must have been because of the lack of food.

"You gotta get out. Eat something. Anything." Jace almost shouted, his eyes wide with worry. Alec shook his head.

"I don't deserve to eat." He simply said.

"Of course you do. I'm not leaving until you eat something." Jace insisted.

"I don't deserve it. I planed on killing my boyfriend. I don't deserve to live." Alec said. He sat down on the bed with his head in his hands. Jace couldn't watch anymore. He grabbed Alec's arm and half dragged, half carried him out of the room.

He went straight to the kitchen.

"I had pictured it going this way. Here!" Jace said while he pushed a plate in front of Alec. I had heard that Alec's favorite food was brownies. That was possibly why this plate was overflowing with brownies. Alec stared from the brownies to Jace and back again.

"Come on. Eat them. I've been working in the kitchen for two hours to make them specially for you." Jace said, even though it was obvious to everyone that he had just picked them up at the bakery. Alec stared at the brownies like they were from a different planet. Then he looked at Jace, who had big pleading eyes, which was very unusual for Jace. Then Alec picked one of the brownies up and took a little bite of it. When he saw how happy Jace was, he took a little more. He then ate the rest of the cookie in one bite. He then offered Jace and me a brownie. Little did we know, that someone long away was planning to ruin our happiness.