I wish I'd never met him!
By Krista

Chapter 1 Leaving

She was there, in her room, crying so loud, but none of them hear or care her desperate screaming, none of them ever listen! She's falling into this endless miserable hole again.

Krista's POV

I ran up the stairs, kick my bedroom door so hard that it nearly broke and slammed it shut. I can't believe she can just make decisions without asking my opinion, I'm her daughter, and I'm part of the family, although I don't really like her or her boyfriend, how can she just make these terrible decisions without asking me.
I curled myself into a ball on my bed, crying, waiting for my savior.
Life Sucks and it'll sucks forever, I knew!
I fell asleep after so much crying, my eyes hurts but my heart bleed.

*after two hours*

I'm there lying on my bed, awake! I just remember why I was crying and start to think a bit more about this terrible decision made by my so-called mom. I'm moving to Belleville tonight, moving to a place with tons of crimes, murders and robbery, a place which is not safe at all. It's totally different compare to Philly; it's a lot worse than Philly. I got friends in here, I haven't said a simple goodbye to all my friends in here, how can I just leave them in here and move to somewhere similar to Hell.

I logged onto my computer and went on MSN; try to see whether I can tell my friends that I'm leaving and farewell my dear friends.

A window pops out immediately. It's Julia, my long time BFF! She's a sweetie!

Julia-h! : Hey! Krista!!! What's up?!
Krista-rd : Emmm…I'm feeling so sad, becuz I'm leaving tonight 
Julia-h! : To where?
Krista-rd : To Belleville, New Jersey! 
Julia-h! : JERSEY?!!???!!! Are you kidding??!!?? Tonight???!!!
Krista-rd : Yes  and I'm moving into Belleville, I guess I'll never got a chance to move back to Philly and I might not see you guys anymore  Please Forgive Me!
Julia-h! : Why don't you tell me before??!! You mean I don't even have a chance to say goodbye to you?
Krista-rd : I'm afraid so! My mom just made this terrible decision this afternoon, I don't even know til I went home! You know…my dad left us and mom's new boyfriend lives in Belleville  so we're moving into Belleville, not his house but a few streets away from his house.
Julia-h! : Awwww  poor Krista! I'm not mad at you  I wish it'll be okay! My mom's screaming again, talk to you later! Remember, whenever you felt depressed, don't touch those razors, just logged onto MSN and chat with me! We're going to talk it out! Take care! Love ya! Xx
Krista-rd : I will try my best to leave those razors! Thanks for being my true friend! I LOVE YA TOO!! XoXo

Both of us went offline, I felt so sorry again because I never got a chance to say goodbye with a few of my friends in here; I wish they'll forgive me though.

I start packing my stuff, it's not much though, some shirts and skinny jeans, a few converse shoes and belts. I took out my duffle bag and placed all those clothing and shoes into the bag. Then, I packed all my books and CDs, different stuffs and sketch books into my bag, it's a bit full though. But my room is nearly empty, just some photos on the wall left. I pulled those pictures off the wall, one by one; I placed them into a scrapbook.

When I came to this picture, it's so lovely. It's a picture of Julia and me, and a few boys, there's Reverend, Matt and Zacky.

Oh Zacky! He's such a sweet lovely cutie, I got a secret crush on him when I was in elementary school, well…he's a popular guy and that's common for normal girls having secret crush on him. He's my playmate when I was a kid, he taught me playing guitar and I sang with him, we jammed with his friends in the band, those are sweet memories in the past though. He moved away a few years ago and we haven't kept in touch and I've never ever see him again in Philly.

I placed the picture carefully into the scrapbook and continue removing those photos on the wall. After I've finished removing those photos, I went down stairs with my nearly full duffle bag and jumped onto the car which my mom and his boyfriend are waiting for me impatiently.

Goodbye Julia! Goodbye Philly!
Goodbye happiness and peace!
Belleville, urghhh!
I heard an evil voice in my head yelling "Welcome to Belleville"!
I wish it's not that bad in Belleville but I've no idea!

To Be Continue...