Grimmjow and I... We used to hate each other a lot, sometimes I still think we do. But right now was not one of those times, not with his arms around my waist and his tongue shoved in my mouth. We got along quite well when neither one of us could talk. Too bad this could only happen in the privacy of his or my room.
We're high school seniors, he's actually a year older than I am, but he's not the most attentive to his studies.
"Fuck Ichigo..." He mumbled against my mouth. I responded back with a content sound.
How did two sworn enemies end up like this? Well it happened last summer, right after exams. I saw him walking through the park late one evening when I was coming home from Renji's house. First came some light verbal jabs, before I knew it I was sucking dick for the first time in the bushes. I honestly can't answer how it went from point A to point B, the bottom line is that from that point on his hands were all over me whenever he got the chance.
Grimmjow pushed me down on his bed, his hands slipping under my shirt and up my bare sides as he took the light blue piece of material up over my head.
This guy loved to bite, I had so many hickeys. I made sure that they were placed where no one would see. Once he left a giant purple one on the side of my neck. None of my friends would shut up about it, it stuck around there for about a week. The only good part of it was how gleeful Grimmjow was when he'd see it at school.
"Holy Fuck Kurosaki, who the hell gave you that thing you slut? I'd like to shake their hand."
When he said it, I almost choked. Renji and Rukia had both jumped in as my "saviors" which only made the blue haired asshole laugh hard and long.
I shivered as he teased one of my nipple.
"Grimm..."
"GRIMMJOW!"
He was off of me in the blink of an eye panicking. That was his sister Nel, she was a really nice freshman, but she didn't know I was here.
"YOUR STUPID FRIENDS ARE HERE, I LET THEM IN."
No.
Another one of those days where I had to hide in his closet for an unknown amount of hours while his piggish friends talked about the most idiotic things.
Grimmjow shoved me towards his closet. Since we started... doing what we're doing, he had moved his bed so that it was right beside his closet, so that if anything were to happen he could just push me into it, shove the door closed, and make sure no one prodded around. This was one of those times where I remembered how much I hated him.
The closet was small and used to smell terribly before I sorted it out. If I had to spend time in there...
He shut the door behind me, I locked it from my side (another thing that had changed because the lock used to be on the other side but he accidentally locked me in once for a few hours). The lock on the wrong side of the door managed to confuse Ulquiorra until Grimmjow made up some lie about how he accidentally ripped the old door of the hinges and made a mistake when purchasing the new one.
I sat down in the soft beanbag chair at the bottom of the closet and took out my phone. I set it to silent and decided that this would be a good time to talk to Rukia about her party.
"Grimmjow, the fuck are ya doing." Ew. Nnoitra, he was still in high school too, he was an idiot. I complete and utter idiot. I was pretty sure he hated me since the moment he saw me back when we were in middle-school, the guy is really tall you see and well... I accidentally punched him in the crotch. He never forgave me, not that I asked to be forgiven. Actually Grimmjow still mentions it from time to time, he thought it was funny.
"I was about to jack off til you two assholes showed up."
"Why don't you go out and get a girlfriend?" Ah. Ulquiorra, he was weird, always had this sad expression on his face. He was my age in my grade, he's actually going out with a good friend of mine so I see him more often than I want. He better not hurt Orihime, I initially thought that. But now I realize that she may be doing more damage to him than everyone thought, her food, sometimes it has adverse effect. Thats the nicest way to put it anyway. He always readily eats what she gives him too... What a trooper.
"Where did ya get this shirt, its too small for ya."
Shit. My shirt is still on his bed. I felt my heart beat increase, how is he going to explain what another guy's shirt is doing in his room. Breath Ichigo. They don't know its yours.
"Grimmjow... This shirt looks familiar." Holy shit. Of course Ulquiorra would notice, I wore it last week when Orihime had brought him to the movies with her.
"It looks like it's Kurosaki's. It is Kurosaki's, the pizza stain from last week is still on there."
Ok, before you judge me, I washed the shirt. Well Yuzu, my sister, did. But I gave it to her a few days after the stain first happened and she couldn't get it out. It was a small stain though, on my shoulder. Because Renji was beside me and Renji has a problem with food dropping out of his mouth when he hears something funny.
"Man... Were ya gonna jack off to Kurosaki's shirt? Where the hell did ya even get this?"
I covered my mouth before I snorted. Nnoitra is a grade A asshole, but I have to admit that this was going to end up being a golden conversation. It's too bad I had no one but Grimmjow to talk about it to.
"N–no."
Smooth Grimmjow.
"I saw that punk ass punk at the gym and I stole his shirt... yeah. So he had to walk home without a shirt in the cold."
Can we just take a minute and engrave "punk as punk" into our minds.
It was quiet outside the closet.
"Yeah, yer a criminal fer sure."
I can just picture Nnoitra's expression. Must look just like the time Kenpach, the boys phys. ed teacher, brought his 5 year old, pink haired daughter to school and she spent most of the class pulling on Nnoitra's hair and calling him "spoon man". Confusion, because most little kids think he looks like something that crawled up from hell. Actually most people do.
"Believe me."
Yeah, believe him guys. He just got this "punk ass punk" good earlier.
I scrambled with my phone, ignoring the messages Rukia sent me. I texted Grimmjow.
Punk.
Ass.
Punk.
From the other side of the door I heard a noise between a snicker and a whimper. Looks like he got my texts.
"What's so fuckin' funny?"
"None of your damn business."
How were these two best friends? Then again, who was I to ask this when I hated the guy but spent most of the time getting fucked by him.
"Whatever. Are ya coming tonight?"
I heard about the party one of Grimmjow's friends was throwing, his name was Starrk and he had graduated two years ago. His little sister hung out with Nel a lot even though they were at separate schools.
"No. Nel and Lilynette are going to go to their friends house, so I could. But I need to work on this fucking paper."
I actually helped him on it, thats how wonderful I am. He's done.
"Don't look at me like I grew an extra head Nnoi, I don't want to be stuck in high school forever, Ulquiorra understands. I don't want to graduate at the same time as Nel."
"Fine. We'll see you monday then."
His friends then left, finally can get out of the closet. Four knocks on the door alerted me that I was in the clear and that he had locked his door.
As soon as I opened the door he grabbed me and began to kiss my neck.
I gently pushed him off though, "I'm not really in the mood anymore."
"Fuck then. I should've gone to the party if we weren't going to fuck."
Something in my stomach tightened, like I was upset at what he said or something. Sex and homework really was all we did.
"You can probably still go, its early," I murmured as a picked up my shirt. I guess I'm never wearing this shirt ever again. This sucks, it was one of my favorite shirts. Thats probably why I felt kinda sad, or at least thats what I'll tell myself.
"Yeah, I'm going to head out."
The knot in my stomach tightened. This is the first time I ever felt like this though. I threw on my hoodie and made sure my phone was in my pocket.
"Nel's gone, so you can go out the front."
"K." Was the last thing I said before showing myself out of his room.
Late October was chilly, today it looked like it would rain too. I decided to walk at a faster pace, this way it would only take me twenty minutes to get home instead of the usual thirty. I wasn't even a few meters away from Grimmjow's house before a slight rain started, it became heavier.
Great, I'm going to get a cold right before Rukia's Halloween party.
A car I recognized as Grimmjow's drove past me. Thanks for asking if I needed a ride Grimmjow. Thanks.
I felt an immense hatred towards him, I'd no doubt snap at him the next time I saw him. I'm going to make sure that non of his friends or him will be at Rukia's party. Not that Byakuya would let them anyway, they're the kind of people he considered to be trash. Ulquiorra would have to come though, Orihime would be crushed if he wasn't there.
When I reached home it was already dark, I was soaked to the bone. Nobody was home, I remembered that Dad was working an overnight shift at the hospital and Yuzu and Karin were with their friend Ururu.
Another night alone for Ichigo. I flipped the light switch only to find out that the power was out. The hell, its not even a strong storm. A flash of lightning alerted me that it was getting stronger. The faster I could get into my bed the better, thunder and lighting, heavy rain. It reminded me of my mother. How we were out when the rain started... And how she was covered in blood when the first flash of thunder struck.
I still have nightmares on days like this one.
This was something nobody talked about. Even the people who hated me were quiet on the subject. Not even Nnoitra taunted me about it. For all I know though, Grimmjow didn't know, didn't care either because the topic of my family never came up with him. The only reason Nnoitra knew was because it happened in middle-school, the only time I've ever liked him was the two weeks when I came back and he left me alone.
I'm sure people talk about it while I'm not around, specifically around the date it happened in April. Thats how I know Ulquiorra knows, Orihime must have told him because he gave me weird looks when he thought I wasn't looking.
I used to really hate the looks, like they were judging me about my murdered mother...
My pocket lit up, I got a text.
From Renji.
"Do you want me to come over?"
This is why Renji is my best friend. But I don't want to make him walk around in this weather. Thats what I told him when I replied to his text.
I went up to my room and threw my phone on my desk, I stripped and changed into some dry clothes.
I hope that party was cancelled because of the weather.
My phone lit up again, I found a disappointed reply from Renji and a brand new text from an unknown number.
"I saw you leave Grimmjow's house."
For the second time today, my heart beat increased. My hands became sweaty and the I felt sick to my stomach.
My first instinct was to text Grimmjow.
"Somebody knows."
