These feelings are killing me... I see him everyday... And im deeply in love with him... Worst part... He's my best friend...

My name is Stan Marsh, im in the 9th grade, 14 years old. I live in a little town, where practically nothing interesting ever happens. Im on my way to school this morning, dreading how cold it was. It was snowing like usual. I had my blue scarf on with my big dark blue coat, wearing blue skinney jeans and dark blue sneakers and a black backpack. My face tucked down in my scarf. I heard my name called and looked up to see my friends waiting at the bus stop. Eric Cartman, Kenny McCormick, and the one who I didnt want to face, Kyle Broslofski. I hid my face again when Kyle looked at me. I stood on the opposite end from where Kyle was and said 'good morning' to them.
"Whats good about it? Im freezing up! My hands hurt, they are so cold..." Kenny shirverd.
"Then put your hood on" I said digging my hands in my pockets to take the spare gloves my mother had givin me before I left.
"Here" I handed Kenny the gloves.
"Thanks man!" Kenny smiled putting on the gloves.
"Hey guys, what to come over today after school and play Ninja TR again?" Kyle asked with a big smile on his face.
"And I guess you can come to Cartman..." Kyle annoyfully scoffed.
"Like I Would Come To Your House You Dumb Jew!" Eric yelled.
"Sure! Theres nothing good at my house anyway!" Kenny said.
"What about you Stan?" Kyle asked bending forward to see me at the end.
I twitched by the sight of him and tried to hide the redness on my face.
"S-sure..." I stuttered.
I looked up and saw Kyle standing infront of me. I popped my head up at the sudden surprise.
"W-what?" I practically shouted.
"Are you feeling okay? You look a little red." Kyle said touching my forhead with the back of his hand.
"Im fine..." I muttered.

The school bus had pulled up just in time. A few seconds later I would have died. I rushed into the bus trying to avoid eye contact with Kyle. Unfortianatly he sat next to me at the back of the bus.
"Ugh... Everyday..." I thought. I couldnt take much more of this, expecially since the school year just started.
"Stan can I borrow your notes for the test today?" Kyle asked.
"Sure..." I sort of whispered, reaching into my backpack and taking out a few papers.
"Thanks! Im not perpaird for this at all!" Kyle sighed.
I looked at Kyle then looked out the window as we passed by mountains of snow.

It took about 8 minutes to get to school, like usual. I walked out and headed to the front doors, being tagedalong by my friends.
We got to class and sat in our seats. Unfortionatly I sat by Kyle. Then on my right was Kenny. Thank god Eric sat waaay behind us.
"Hi Stan!" A girly voice called. I looked up and saw Wendy Testaburger. I had a crush on her a while back in 4th grade, but now we are just friends.
"Hey Wendy" I smiled.
"You wanna go to the mall with me after school?" She asked me, blushing a bit.
"Sorry but I got plans after school..." I frowned.
"Oh okay... well how about tomorrow?" She smiled.
"Yeah sure! Ill call you" I said waving goodbye to her.
"You still like her?" Kenny asked me.
"Nah... But she's still a good friend." I smiled in her direction.
Kenny chukled like I wasnt serious.
I rolled my eyes and look to the front.

"Okay children! You all know there is a test today so get out a pencil!" , our teacher said.
The class all sighed and the class room was filled with nois, as students rummaged in their backpacks as students got out pencils.
passed out a peice of paper, which I assumed was the test. I took a peck, and it looked like a peice of cake! I would score a good 95-100% on this one! I looked over at Kenny, then Kyle. They both seemed bothered by the test, I guess to them, it didnt seem as easy, Kenny being a F student, and Kyle being and ok B student. I was the only A student in our little 'group'. But to be honest, Kyle was the most mature of us

"Okay, you may begin the test... now!" said sitting in his seat reading man porn, hidden behind a math book. I grunted and went back to my test. I felt a vibrate in my pocket and took out my phone. It was from Kyle.

Text-
"Dude! I dont understand this at all! Im just going to flunk it -_-"

Ch! This idiot! His grade would fall if he just guessed!

Reply-
"Your B grade is going to turn to D if you just Flunk it! Just try!"

Text-
"I guess your right... Help me a bit then!"

Jeez this guy really is something! I couldnt say no, but I obviously wont just give him the answers!
Ill just... lead him to the answers then he will figure them out himself...

About an hour later, the test had ended, and we both finished. Our grade would be up tomorrow, I know I did great but not really sure about Kenny and Eric...

I sighed and walked out of the class room. Kenny, and Kyle followed. Eric refused to go to Kyle's house, saying he would catch Jewnish, a stupid 'sickness' he clamies is real.

We walked to Kyle's house and on the walk, I asked a question, one I was curiouse for a long time of...
I was texting while walking, and Kenny got a glimps of who it was.
"So are you dating Wendy, Stan?" Kenny asked me.
"No! We are just friends!" I shouted. I had heard Kenny ask me that seven times today.
Kenny laughed and went back to walking with Kyle.
"Kyle... Do you have a girlfriend?" I asked blushing and rubbing the back of my head.
"Nope. No one really interests me" He said crossing his arms around his head.
"I-I see..." I stuttered.
"Hey guys! I got a great idea! How about we throw a party at my place this weekend? My parents will be out of town, and they are taking my little brother too!" Kyle exclamed.
"Haha sure! Sounds great!" Kenny and I both shouted.
"We can invite everyone in our class!" Kyle stopped walking to say.
"Cool, great! We have to ask everyone tomorrow since its Thursday today!" I said.

We entered the house, and just at that time, it was as cold inside as it was outside. I rubbed the sides of my arms and looked around.

"Sorry guys, my heater is broken, we get a new one tomorrow" Kyle said walking into the living room. I tried to ignor the fact that I was almost frozen, but I went to the living room as well and started up the Ninja game. I sat on the floor and Kyle sat right next to me, our knees and shoulders touching. I blushed and went back to the game. Kenny plopped on the couch and picked his character.
"My controler is being stupid..." Kyle complained.
"Here have mine, I bought it yesterday so it workds good" I said handing him my controler and getting up.
"Huh? Your not gonna play anymore?" Kyle asked.
"Nah, ill watch" I said sitting on the couch next to Kenny.
Kyle scoot back, having his back lean on my legs. My face as red as an apple, I clentched my teeth
Kyle was doing his best trying to win agienst Kenny, so everytime he was about to die he jumped up about 2 inches sitting down. This made his back rub my leg, I tried my best to hide moans, but it wasnt working. I grabbed Kennys jacket and lie down on Kenny, digging my face in his jacket.
"What are you doing?" Kenny asked.
Kyle looked behind him and saw a weird sighet of me.
"Yeah, what Are you doing Stan?" Kyle asked with a confused look on his face.

I looked up from Kenny's jacket and saw Kyle staring at me. I lowered my eyelids and tucked my face back in. It felt so warm. I forgot that Kyle's heater was broken, who knew Kenny had such a nice warmth to him. A few minutes later I fell asleep, not knowing the guys where still looking at me.

Kenny ignored it and went back to the game, as well as Kyle. It was 8 now and Kenny was trying to wake me up.

"Hey dude! Come on we have to go! Your heavy!" Kenny complained.

I latched on to his jacket and didnt want to let go. I was a heavy sleeper. Kenny picked me up princess style and walked to the door.

"WellI guess im going to have to drop him off at his house" Kenny sighed.

"Hahah sorry about that! ill catch you later, bye!" Kyle laughed and waved.

Kenny rolled his eyes and started to head on to my place.

I was still sleeping, clutching his jacket the whole time. I heard a doorbell, which sounded like an alarm clock. I woke up and looked up. Kenny was holding me and we where at my house.

"What the..." I started.

Kenny looked down and gave a smile a annoyed smile.

"You know your really heavy, and my house is on the other side of the neighborhood." Kenny glared.

"S-Sorry" I gulped.

"You can stay here the night if you want" I said wigling out of his arms.

"Thanks" Kenny smiled.

I opened the door to let my friend enter. Surprisingly my family was asleep. I walked inside turning on a few lights and leading Kenny to my room. I shut the door and got extra blankets out of my closet.

"You want to use the shower?" I asked him.

"Nah I'll do it in the morning" He yawned, taking off his hoodie and pants, leaving him with only boxers on. He jumped into my bed and wiggled under the covers. I got undressed and got into the warm bed aswell.

"So Stan, you want to invite Wendy to the party?" Kenny asked me.

I turned my body to face Kenny and replied.

"Well yeah ofcourse!" I said like it was obviouse.

"I think we should do 'Spin The Bottle' then" Kenny smirked.

I blushed. Not because of kissing Wendy, but maby get a chance to kiss Kyle...

"Yeah... I think thats a good idea..." I dimly smiled.

I closed my eyes, and thought about Kyle... Kyle... Kyle...

*Bzzzz... Bzzzz... Bzzzz!*

I heard as I slowly woke up. Ugh... morning already? I felt like I had just fallen asleep. I looked around but Kenny was gone. He must have been taking a shower. I got up and started to get dressed. Just this one more day and the party. Tomorrow we are going to stay up all night with friends!

My room door opened and I saw Kenny come in and shut it back up. He had a light blue towl around his waist, and hair damp.

"Every head of drying off in the bathroom?" I asked putting my hands on my himps.

"Nope" He simply replied back.

I rolled my eyes and went back to getting dressed.

"Can I borrow some clothes?" Kenny asked fluffing his hair.

"Yeah sure" I said tossing him some winter clothing.

When we where dressed we headed down stairs for dinner. I sat at the table, and Kenny sat next to me. My sister came down and sat on the opposite end as us. She glared at both of us.

"I should make it worth my time and beat you both up here!" She said.

"Shelley be nice to the boys!" My mother said while prepairing breakfast.

"Besides your sister, this place is great! I love staying here!" Kenny said like it was his first time here. Truth is, Kenny stays at my house about 3 times a week, my parents are use to him.

We ate our meal then left for the bus, in this blistering blizzard. The wind was rough and the snow was more critical than usual. The two boys had finnaly made their way to the bus stop. They where greeted by Eric and Kyle, also trying to fight the wind.

"Why are you guys comin' togeather? Huh?" Eric asked with a dirty smile.

"Its not what your thinking thats for sure" I said walking towards him.

"Kenny! Your a gay fag!" Eric shouted.

"You should talk fat-ass!" Kenny shouted back.

"Guys! Settle down!" I tried to calm them, but it was no use.

"So what did happen last night?" Kyle asked walking up to me.

"We just slept!" I blushed at the sight of Kyle.

The bus arrived and the the bus driver yelled at Eric and Kenny to stop fighting.

I chukled a bit while walking onto the vehicle.

We got to school and walked inside. We went down the hallway into our class. Right when we got inside, Cartman shouted,

"Party At Kyle's House Today After School!"

If you needed something passed around quick, Cratman was the guy. The class started talking about the party and what they where going to wear. Kenny had told Kyle about spin the bottle and he thought it was a good idea as well. I sighed in happiness and looked at the clock. Just 6 more hours.