Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely

by Keiya





Don't own Rival Schools or the Song.



Story Synopsis - Kyosuke reflects on life after Hyo's death

Lyrics are to the Backstreet Boy's Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely



'........' - thought

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Show me the meaning of being lonely

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Kyosuke was sitting on a balcony of the hotel he was staying at, alone. He was just staring at the sunset.

He was not saying a word, but his mind was going a hundred miles a minute.

'Hyo...........Brother.......you faught off father's sprit, but in turn died, leaving me here.......alone.....'

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So many words for the broken heart

It's hard to see in a crimson love

So hard to breathe

Walk with me

And Maybe.......

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'Loneliness.......a feeling I am well aquanted with, well we meet again. No father, no mother

no brother........just me.......WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT TO HYO FATHER?!?!?

YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE IT TO ME!! MY LIFE ISN'T AS IMPORTANT AS HIS WAS!!!

YOU FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

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Nights of life so soon become wild and free

I can feel the sun

Your every wish

will be done

they tell me......

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'.......Calm down Kyosuke......your sitting on a balcony, in a French hotel to relax;

get away from everything that just happened.........still, I can't help it.......we were getting so close,

then I had to stop him......Hyo, I'm sorry........I had to......people I cared about would have died.......

Batsu, Hinata, Diago, Boman, Roberto, Edge......ok, maybe not Edge, and that Momo girl looked a bit too happy...'

Kyosuke smiled in amusement, but it was short lived. 'Batsu, Hinata......the last I saw of you two was making outin an empty classroom....I always felt I was the third wheel, when we were fighting against Hyo the first time, and Kurow the second time.......heh, you needed each other more than you needed me, 'Creepy Guy on the Morals Commitee' as she put it, or 'The guy who came up with the chicken suit punishment' .....Well, at least I thought that punishment was funny.'

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Show me the meaning of being lonely

is this the feeling I need to walk with?

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart......

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'But yet, the memories come back to you brother......because of father, you are now gone too, this

time, forever.....I lost you for so many years....Too many.....Then I find you, and I help out in

kidnapping Batsu's mother, I couldn't betray you, after though, with Batsu and Hinata, I finally stopped you and broke Kurow's posession over you......for a year we lived in peace!!, but then.....

you were posessed, and I had to save you, but it wouldn't work, father killed you......you're dead, and I'm still here, it's not FAIR!'

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Life goes on, as it never ends

eyes of stone observe the trends

they never say

forever gaze upon me........

Guilty Roads lead to an endless love

there's no control

Are you with me now?

Your every wish will be done

they tell me..........

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with?

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in hy heart.......

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'......Hyo, why can't I be with you? Brother, why can't I be at peace like you?!?........The grief, the pain,

the loneliness......it hurts, I am never one to say I feel pain, but this is far different........If I could end it all,

I would........I feel, there is a huge part of my heart missing, empty; something should be there, but no......

Is that why?? I lost you....I have no one to love, in that way.........most of the school is afraid of me, or hates me....Hyo, answer me!!! WHY DO I FEEL ALONE??!?!?!'

Kyosuke felt tears coming from his eyes, a similar feeling he has had in the past few days.

'Hyo....I need help....so why do I feel that I must do this alone?

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There's nowhere to run

I have no place to go

Surrender my heart, body, and soul.....

How can it be you're asking me to feel things you never show?

You are missing in my heart..........

Tell me why I can't be there where you are..........

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Kyosuke suddenly came to a conclusion, that was related to all this.

'Hmmmm.........Father might try to do it again......but Hyo is gone......he'll use me,

His "Weak Child" as he liked to put it.........just another reason to kill myself.....

why not? I have nothing else to lose.....how would I do Seppuku to end myself.......

I should used the Shin Cross Cutter......most effective........'

Kyosuke stood up and went back into his dimly lit room, which was very fancy, to say the least.

He knew what he had to do......

"Seppuku Shin Cross Cutter...." Kyosuke let the four blades of energy go, and using his mind control them, he sent them back at himself........

"Hyo...I'll be there in a minute......Goodbye......Batsu, Hinata......"

The Cross Cutter and Kyosuke connected.

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Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with?

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart.....

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One Week Later

In Japan, Batsu stood over 2 graves, his father Razio, girlfriend Hinata,and Boman Delgado behind him.

Batsu stood weeping over a certain grave. "Kyosuke.....why?......Well, I hope you made the right decision.....Rest in Peace.......My friend......."

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Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with?

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart

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