A/N: Hey guys so this is my first story like ever so I'm trying it out. Also, if you can't tell from this one shot I sincerely hate Rachel but adore percabeth so here it goes with the one shot

I forget who I am, I forget where I live, I forget what I'm supposed to do in life. All of this because I saw him with her and not with me. But I'm trying to forget and move on with my miserable life, but I can't when I'm constantly reminded of them together. So now I'm trudging down an alley way where I pass a grimy homeless man twitching in his sleep. I decide not to wake him so I continue trudging along. As I reach camp again I see them together, I run off before I start to cry but not before Percy notices me. When he reaches me he actually notices that I'm about to cry, he starts asking me all these questions that I don't comprehend so I continue shaking my head and walk off. I walk along the beach when the air starts to shimmer like a thousand tiny raindrops. I step back and shield my eyes knowing that it's Apollo trying to comfort me in my time of despair.

"What's wrong child?"

"I just can't stand it anymore, always seeing them together it's….. Depressing" I answer.

"Alls fair in love and war" is the answer he gives me.

And with that he disappears leaving behind the faint scent of men cologne and mahogany.

"Stupid Apollo with his stupid sayings" I mutter to myself.

And with that I leave seeking the help of another god or should I say goddess.

"Aphrodite" I gasp

"It seems that you are having relationship troubles are you not?" she asks

"I am and I was wondering if you could help me somehow?" I ask a little too hopeful

"It is not in my power to do your bidding" And with that she abruptly disappears.

I sigh to myself seeing that there is no other option but always knowing in the back of my head that this was the thing that I would have to do in the end. I take a step into the water then another and then another until I'm fully submerged in it. I don't bother holding my breath as I go under hoping that one day Percy will find me and regret his decision of staying with Annabeth instead of me. But little did I know that he would find me and would grieve me but would not regret his decision.