BREE

I laid there for a few minutes this feels like maybe things will be different this time, right now I felt the eager to pee. So I got up and threw on his shirt and walked out to head to the bathroom when I heard someone talking. So I followed the voice, right to the livingroom where I peaked in and saw Anthony and one of his friends talking. I was about to head to the bathroom when their next words made me stop.

"So she's your girl now right" his friend said

"Who Bree?" Anthony asked

"Yea I mean you sleeping with her, she's a big girl" his friend said laughing then Anthony started laughing too.

"She's cool people" Anthony said his friend looked at me and smirked a little.

"So what you saying then she's your girl right, she's a whole lot of woman" his friend said

"Man that fat bitch aint my girl, like I said she's cool people but as far as my girl hell fuck no. I just wanted to sleep with her I heard big girl pussy was the best so I had to get some." Anthony said and I felt the tears start to fall.

"I hear you" his friend said then smiled at me.

"What you smiling about?" Anthony asked and his friend nodded his head towards me, Anthony turned his head and saw me standing there. "Shit, Bree nigga why didn't you" I turned and ran to the room grabbing all my shit and going to the bathroom slamming and locking the door. I started to get dressed.

KNOCK KNOCK

"Bree come out please let me explain.. It's not what you think please open the door." Anthony said but I just ignored him and got dressed. Once I was fully dressed I opened the door and went walking out towards the front door, with Anthony following me. "Bree wait don't leave stay talk to me"

"Why please I was just a fuck right bye" I said opening the door.

"Bye Bree" his friend said and I just looked at him as I left. I drove all the way home, once in the house I ran to my room.

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Me: Q hey I hate my life

Quon: huh aren't you at Ant house

Me: No I'm home

Quon: huh I thought you was going to stay the night what happen

Me: Nothing… just leave it at that

Quon: I'm on my way there

Me: don't I don't feel like being bothered

I put my phone on the charger and went to the bathroom. Taking a 30 or 40 minute shower, once I got out the shower I walked into my room only to be met with Quon sitting on my bed looking at me.

"What?" I asked

"Tell me what happen?" Quon asked as I went into my closet and dried off and put on my undies and my love pink pj. I walked back out to see Quon glaring at me. "What happen?" I went and sat down on the bed next to him.

"The same shit we hung out then we slept together I overheard him and his friend talking about me, called me a fat bitch and he was only in it cause he heard sex with a fat girl was good or some shit. Then when he saw I heard he wanted to explain, I'm so stupid." I said

"You're not stupid Bree just got a big heart, and don't make a joke about your body being bigger. I'll handle this just relax. Come on let's go downstairs and watch some tv" he said getting up pulling me with him before we left the room he hugged me tight, then we left the room going downstairs to watch tv before my mom got home.

Me and Quon was on the couch watching tv and laughing, this is what I should have been doing tonight instead of what happen earlier. We were watching tv Quon gets so crazy about some shows that he won't allow me to talk. When I did he would hit me with the pillow. We was enjoying it when the front door opened up and my mom and her boyfriend Carl came in, I felt sick I didn't look at her as she came into the living room. Leaning down over the table trying to show Quon her breast. I looked over at him he had his head turned looking somewhere else, till she finally stood up and went sitting down, didn't see where her boytoy went.

We watch tv while my mom smoked countless numbers of newports. Once the show we was watching went off Quon said he was going to get out of here, so I walked him to the door. We stood there with the door open, I really didn't want him to go to be honest I wish he would have stayed until she went to her room or something.

"So school tomorrow I'm picking you?" Quon asked

"No you don't have too I can see it I can borrow my moms car or catch the bus" I said

"We're going the same place Bree so I'll be here at 8" Quon said

"We do this every other day you know" I said smiling as he reaches up moving hair out my face.

"I know just need to ask you just so you know, goodnight Bree" Quon said pulling me in a hug, I thought for a second I felt him kiss my temple but I wasn't sure. I watched him leave as he turned around and winked at me then he went jogging down the street. I stood there for a few minutes, finally closing the door.

"What does a fine ass boy like that buzzing around you for, I mean he an fuck any girl or woman he wants but he's here hang with you, a fat bitch don't he know your seconds away from breaking through the seat of your fucking pants." My mom said I stood there looking at her.

"He care about me" I said

"Then he's a damn fool to be caring you fat fucking slob… Hmmm I need something come here Bree and make mommy feel better." My mom said.

"No, I won't do it you're sick in the head you know that" I said turning to walk towards the stairs when Carl came walking down. Then catching me off guard his arm suddenly shot up and he grabbed me by my pony tail.

"You know, I've had just about enough of that smart mouth of yours." Carl growled, pulling my head back and glaring into my eyes. My mouth fell open slightly as I looked up at Carl as he pushed me towards the livingroom where my mom was watching and smiling.

"Carl..." I said looking fearfully into his angry eyes.

"You think you can live in this house and do what the fuck you want and not get into trouble?" Carl spat at me.

"Carl, I'm not..." I said but was cut off.

"Shut up, you little slut." Carl said as he walked me more into the living room. "I think a little slut like he needs a good lesion, don't you?" Carl looked at my mom.

"Carl, stop it! Stop!" I said as forcefully as I could, uncontrollable tears forming in my eyes. "You're scaring me!"

Unexpectedly, he stepped back grinning, dropping his hands to his sides. "Oh really"

"Well, I'm going to bed," I said angrily as I tried to leave the room but Carl grabbed me by my hair again pulled me back. "Please . . ." He didn't answer, just grinned broader. He looked at my mom who just nodded. "Carl, stop . . . please . . ."

"Shut up," was all Carl said then he slapped me this went on for several minutes, then, I felt his large hand on my shoulder pressing me down. No, I wanted to shout, but Carl was too strong and I was terrified of him. Once on my knees in front of him, I kept my eyes averted downward, my heart pounding in fear. Now I was certain he was going to rape me. Except for my mom smoking, the livingroom was deathly quiet. Quiet enough to hear his zipper being pulled down.

"God no, Carl!" I cried

"Take your shorts and your panties off" Carl said in a calm voice I just look toward the floor and shook my head no, and then he grabbed both of my wrists, he was holding my wrist so tight I thought my hands was going to snap off.

"Mommy please" I cried

"I can kill you so easily if I want to bitch. If you don't suck my dick, I just might." Carl said as he lashed out slapping me hard across the face, then grabbed my hair and jammed his dick down my throat to the base, holding it there as I struggled to breathe. I was suddenly choking and gagging as I felt my air supply cut-off. I beat his belly with my hands and struggled against this invasion I thought, this is where I would die - choked to death. Panting much harder now, he finally eased off a little, but held it inside my mouth.

"When it hits the back of your mouth, relax and breathe through your nose," Carl whispered hoarsely. "Don't fight it. It'll fit." He then rammed it back in my mouth and fucked my face hard as hell, it pushed and punched at him just as I was starting to see spots, and he released his grip.

Without warning, Carl suddenly pushed me backward and I fell onto my ass, resting on my elbows looking up at him. My legs closed shut hopping that was it and nothing more, till he looked at my mom.

"I still not there yet" my mom said

"Get your shorts and panties off." Carl said when I didn't more he leaned down to me slapping me across the face. "NOW BITCH"

Staring him in the eyes I removed my shorts and panties in one movement, Carl fell between my thighs, his head level with my belly, staring into my eyes. The next thing I felt was his hot breath on my pussy lips, and then his tongue. He slurped on my pussy lips and sucked my clit for about a minute. That was all it took. Clamping my thighs around his head I was telling my body not to react, not to react but I was losing the battle and I screamed as I immediately came with a shuddering climax. He suddenly stood and jerked me to my feet, slamming me face-down over the back of the recliner his recliner I fucking hate this recliner. Moving behind me before I could even catch my breath, he jammed his dick into me without any warning, again making me scream with pain just started fucking me like an animal. Carl hammered into me without mercy for the next ten minutes.

"Please," I muttered.

"What? I didn't hear you." Carl said slapping the back of my head then he grabbed my wrists again pulling them behind my back, holding them tight and hard as hell.

"Please I'm sorry . . . Please stop I'm sorry." I cried and begged

He laughed real ugly. "Oh, I'm gonna make you sorry, girl. Am I ever going to make you sorry. You'll think twice before you disrespect your mother the next time." Carl said after 35 to 40 minutes they were finally done with me, after round 2 my mom joined in In the middle of what they was doing to e I screamed for the only person I could think of Dashard. My mom laughed at me while Carl yelled that my dead little friend couldn't save me now. Right now I was sitting on the floor in a tight Indian style with my arms wrapped around me.

"Go to your room you got school in the morning" my mom said I got up but fell back down, I stood up slow again and took my clothes and went upstairs to my room. Later on that night the time was around 1 and I climbed up to the window as I had done countless times. Being that the window was on the second story, it had its complications, but luckily for me this particular window looked out on the roof of the patio in the back. Quon's form came into the room, and he slid the door shut behind him. Within a second, his shirt was off, and he was starting for his jeans.

Since I was still perched outside his window and he was still undressing, I decided I did not want to be taken for a peeping Tom and tapped on the window. Quon looked up from his undone jeans and squinted towards the window. Even knowing he wouldn't be able to see me until he turned the light out in his room, I waved, thinking who the hell else would be perched on a rooftop in the middle of the night- on a night in the middle of winter no less. Finally, he turned off the light and was able to get a good look at me. One of his charming smiles spread across his lips causing me to smile in return.

After refastening his jeans, he rushed towards the window, unlatched it and threw it open; I fell through it and straight into his arms. "What are you doing here?" He asked looking at me like I was crazy. "Aren't you freezing? I think you've graduated to using the door."

"Hell yeah I'm freezing." I said with a bit of a laugh. "It's too late for the door hurry up and close the window."

He reached behind me and slammed it shut while I rubbed my hands together for heat "Come here." He turned to me and wrapped his arms around me. "So didn't I just see you like a few hours ago, I mean damn stalker" I just nodded then sat down on his bed, he sat down next me. I was rubbing my hands together making sure my sleeves was covering my wrist. Quon looked at me then when to touch my hands but I jerked them away from him.

"Sorry" I said smiling at him.

"You're hands are freezing. Get out of that coat it's keeping in all the cold air." He said then glanced around then picked up a fleece blanket. "Here, take this blanket." I shook out of my snow covered coat and pushed my shoes off my feet. He wrapped a blanket around my shoulders as I curled into myself. I guess I didn't have to resist that urge for too long, he must've been reading my mind. Quon kept both of his arms around me, rubbing his hands up and down my arms through the blanket trying to get me warm. "So what do I owe the visit are you going to tell me now?"

"I screamed for Dashard but he didn't come" I said we didn't say nothing I was I looking at my hands then I looked up at Quon's face and saw the tears build up but they didn't fall.

"Why were you calling him? Nightmare?" he asked I shook my head no. "Then why"

"I was home alone with Carl and Simone ad they was bored" I said

"Did they?" he asked

"N—No" I lied

"DON'T LIE TO ME" he yelled I was taken aback. He had never raised his voice toward me before, but when I saw the tear fall from his eye I knew that he wasn't truly angry with me. He took a deep breath, wiping the water from his eyes, and looked at me. "I'm sorry." he moved toward me and shifted us around so that we sat sharing the headboard of the bed. There was nothing else to be said at that moment. So we sat in silence. I looked down and noticed that I was half under the covers of his bed. Strangely enough, I had no recollection of pulling them over myself. "You're staying tonight, right?"

"I guess you know no one will miss me at home." I said we sat up for nearly an hour after that, talking, joking, and he told me about what college he was going to attend. We avoided any more serious conversation, the real reason why I was here. At some point he picked out one of his t-shirts and an old pair of shorts for me to change into. They were both way too big for me, but they smelled like him and were much more comfortable than my jeans so I was glad to change. I stood there about to change when I looked at him.

"I took 2 showers and washed my hair twice each shower" I said

"I don't care about that" he said I started to change and he did the same thing, getting back to the bed, the sameway we was before. He talked more about his plans for after school, he talked and talked till I fell asleep my head on his shoulder. I felt him slowly move me off his shoulder then his arms moved under my body and slid me down until I was flat on the bed, no longer propped up against the wall. He pulled the blankets further up around me and then he climbed back onto the bed, staying above the covers.

I opened one eye looking at him laying on his back. "You know your virtue is safe with me it's safe for us to share the covers." I yawned.

Quon got in the bed moving around a little laying on his back his breath steadied, and I assumed he was already out. Then, as if making a last minute decision, he rolled to face me I was laying on my right side he turned to lay on his left side. My eyes were closed and my breathing was even; all signs pointed toward my being asleep.

He ran a finger across my face, anyway, his breath warm against my cheek. "I'm sorry." He whispered. "More than I could ever explain. I'm so glad you're here tho, at least your safe here with me." He then looked at the picture of him and Dashard

After he stared at the picture his eyes got heavy and we were both taken by sleep his hand still on my skin.

QUON

I was laying there sleeping good, my hand was still touching Bree's face, when I felt something moving across my face I moved to push it away then I went back to sleep. It happened again I peak my eyes open seeing my little sister Katie covering her mouth giggling. I waited till she moved to me again and I popped up on her.

"ROAR!" I said she screamed when I grabbed her and covered her mouth pointing to Bree who was still sleeping. Katie nodded and we both left the room.

"I didn't know Bree was here" Katie said I nodded hugging her.

"Is Klair up yet?" I asked pretending to get on her back, she giggled.

"Yep" Katie said

"Well go get dressed for school and I'll get breakfast ready" I said kissing the top of her head. I went downstairs right to the kitchen and started on breakfast, I normally don't do it my mama does but I felt like doing something Ie today. After I was done I made a few plates as my sisters came downstairs. I sat their plates in front of them, I love my little sisters Katie is 10 and Klair is 9 I would go crazy without them.

"Thank you" Katie said I nodded and went to pour some juice when Terrence walked into the kitchen.

"Morning daddy" Katie and Klair said

"Morning girls" Terrence said. I got don pouring the juices and placing them on the table when I saw him go to the plate I had sitting on the stove.

"Excuse me this is not for you my nigga" I said taking the plate from him putting it on the table.

"What is your problem huh?" Terrence asked I looked at him.

"Nothing at all" I said

"You got a attitude problem boy" Terrence said

"Oh yea what are you going to do about it? Kill me like you did my brother?" I asked moving around the kitchen island.

"Morning" mama said and I turned to her and smiled.

"Morning mama, nope sit down got your breakfast ad juice already for you sit" I said hugging my mama.

"Who's the extra plate for?" mama asked as I sat down near the empty seat.

"Bree she's here" I said Terrence sat down next to mama.

"Who said you could have your little girl well big girl stay the night?" Terrence said smiling

"That's not funny my nigga…" I said

"I like Bree she has lots of make-up" Klair said I smiled at her.

"Are things still bad at her house?" mama asked

"Yea" I said looking at my food.

"Is her mother still?" mama asked

"Yea, it happen last night but I didn't want her to go into details about it tho. You isn't there something you can do being a cop and all" I said

"Will she even file a complaint, file sexual assault against them? I mean all I can do is go and ask questions this could make it worst for her if we don't have any evidence" Terrence said

"Oh okay when it comes to my bestfriend you need evidence but you can kill my brother and plant shit on him do it to them" I said standing up.

"DaQuon stop it, sit down okay we will have to wait I hate to say that but we will" mama said

"Morning" Bree said walking into the kitchen.

"Morning" we all said I pushed her plate in front of her and she smile, I watch her reach for the syrup and I noticed her wrist I will have to ask her about this but it will have to wait till later. We all ate breakfast, I watch my sisters giggle and laugh with Bree only thing that's missing is my brother.