Waiting,watching, but he never comes back
Aching-heart, I wish to see him again
Tainted, tarnished, was i thrown aside?
Cast down, contrite, but i'll wait
Hopeful, expectant, but he doesn't walk through the door
Insecure, indecisive, was it my fault he left?
Never leaving, loyal, i'll stay here waiting
Give it a while, he'll come back
...
Hateful, heartbroken, I turn away
Inflamed, irritable, it's just like him to leave me
Manipulative, Machiavellian, he won't come back
...
Love-less, lost, I find the gun inviting
Everlasting loneliness, I say goodbye
At last, free from my troubles
Valuable, no, vital is the choice I now make
Eternal darkness, here I come
...
"Goodbye my love, I hate you so"
On the note fluttering down
On the floor my body lies
Down and out the redness flows
Be happy now
Your set free from me, but
Everlasting is the image painted in your mind
