Waiting,watching, but he never comes back

Aching-heart, I wish to see him again

Tainted, tarnished, was i thrown aside?

Cast down, contrite, but i'll wait

Hopeful, expectant, but he doesn't walk through the door

Insecure, indecisive, was it my fault he left?

Never leaving, loyal, i'll stay here waiting

Give it a while, he'll come back

...

Hateful, heartbroken, I turn away

Inflamed, irritable, it's just like him to leave me

Manipulative, Machiavellian, he won't come back

...

Love-less, lost, I find the gun inviting

Everlasting loneliness, I say goodbye

At last, free from my troubles

Valuable, no, vital is the choice I now make

Eternal darkness, here I come

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"Goodbye my love, I hate you so"

On the note fluttering down

On the floor my body lies

Down and out the redness flows

Be happy now

Your set free from me, but

Everlasting is the image painted in your mind