Just a little thing I wrote in the middle of the night while I was feeling a bit depressed. Probably isn't that great, but feel free to read.

Warning: Rather depressing

Sherlock,

If one of us had to leave this life, it would always have been me. But I would have something to say before the end. The world needs someone like you around to keep things running as they should, I will be with you always, I will never leave as long as you hold me in your heart. You have so much more to live for, you never needed me. I needed you, and there you were, every time. I have loved you until my last breath and beyond, and I will be here to welcome you home when the time comes. But promise me this, promise that you won't bring the end to this life before it's time, you are every bit the strong and brilliant man I met what seems like a lifetime ago and no matter what anyone says, you will pull through. There may be times when you doubt yourself, and in those times remember these words as my gift to you, I believe in you Sherlock, my love, and nothing else matters as long as you remember.

Ever watching over you, the man who loved and goes on loving you,

John xx