I'm Selfish

I know I'm selfish.

I've known it since the very beginning.

Since the first time I spoke yo you, since the first time I kissed you....

It was very selfish.

I put you in danger every single day.

Even though you don't seem to care.

But I can't help what I feel.

I'm a vampire, and I have a thirst I can't control.

But I love you, and that makes it easier.

I don't ever want to leave you.

Because I do love you. More than you'll ever know.

I can't help feeling that way.

You amaze me.

Everything you do fasinates me.

I've never felt this before.

I doubt I ever will again.

But I want to be with you forever.

And I know it's selfish to think that.

That would mean you would have to become like me.

A vampire.

Though you say you're ready, I don't know if I'm ready to be so selfish.

I love you and I only want what's best for you.

But that's not me.

But I don't care, because as I've said...

I'm selfish.

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This is my very first try at anything for Twilight so please be gentle. I've had Twilight on my brain since I read it. It's addicting, that's for sure. Please let me know what you thought.

-Peace!