Disclaimer: Don't own LOST!!

So this is how it feels to be a hero, huh? Lungs burning, body craving the sweet, sweet air. I can remember the look on his face; the man

who killed me. Well, not dead yet, but I wish it would just go faster. I can hear Des pounding frantically upon that window with that fire

extinguisher. All I need to know to make this worth it is knowing she will be rescued, and that my pathetic excuse for a life will finally

achieve some purpose. My vision is starting to leave me, I bless myself with the sign of the cross even though I know full-well I've earned

myself a ticket right to Hell. I've done plenty wrong, but this one right makes it all worth it. Goodbye Liam, if it weren't for you I'd never

have pursued my dream to play in a band. Goodbye Hurley, you've been the best mate anyone could ever ask for. Goodbye Des, thank

you for trying your best to save my life. My prayer for you is that you will not take this personally as your fault. Goodbye Claire and Aaron, I know we will never see each other again because we've chosen separate paths; you two the good, pure life, and me the darker

one. I will miss you two more than anything. And Mum, I'll never be re-united with you, I only wish I could have been more self-

righteous like you tried to teach me. I can feel it now, this is it. I then succumb to the darkness; it is now over.

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