Janto
Chapter 1
I'm confused! For the last two weeks Jack has barely touched me. He makes up excuses to leave every time I enter a room. They aren't really excuses. He usually just says "I uh ... um have to ... yeah" then he leaves.
He wasn't talking to me and even if he did, he would just make some snide little remarks and each remark would break my heart just a little bit more. We had argued before. We had been together for a year and a half now and in that time we had argued multiple times.
The first proper argument we ever had was my fault and he hadn't spoke to me for three days but then a building fell on me and he soon forgave me. The difference between this argument and that one is that with that argument I knew exactly what I'd done and Jack was about as subtle as a ton of brick with expressing his anger. He kept screaming and shouting about how he'd told me about Flat Holm in confidence and that I had broken the trust in our relationship.
I thought we were past all this. After what happened with 456 and the children we argued a lot. Well mainly I yelled about how he hadn't told me about Alice and that I knew hardly anything about him. After about two months of heated arguments and cups of coffee being smashed against the wall (which of course I had to clean up) I finally accepted there are things from his past that he didn't want to bring up and he accepted there were a few things I needed to know. Like his daughter Alice who he is now getting closer to.
However this was different instead of being angry he was just cold and distant. In my opinion the distance was worse. I miss him I've hardly seen him the last couple of days despite my efforts. He doesn't come home until I am asleep and he's gone by the time I wake up. However last night he just slept in his bunker at the Hub. I overheard him telling Gwen to try and give me some of hers so I was busy and would leave him alone. Instead of jumping out and confronting him like I should I ran off as I felt the tears threatening to spill over onto my cheeks. Suddenly I'm pulled out of my thoughts by someone calling my name.
"Ianto?" says Lois "Ianto"
"What? Oh yeah sorry. Do you need anything?" I reply
"No are you alright?"
"Yes, why wouldn't I be?"
"You're crying"
"Am I? Oh yeah "I realise I am crying a lot "I have to go".
Iran off I can't stand this anymore, later I'm going to get it out of him even if it kills me.
